Chewin The Chat

I think I may be in one of those rare situations (for me) where there are two women interested in me, and I must choose between them. My mind is so fucked up, I can never find a moment's peace. One minute it's all "forever alone waaaaaaaaaah" the next its like "zomg whyd i kiss wut if i break her heart?"*

it's a really bitter sweet feeling, to feel wanted but at the same time feel responsible for another being's sadness.

I feel really arrogant just talking about this, is that my head fucking with me again or am I kind of being a prick?

*regardless of how our rapport turns out, I'm glad I kissed her. It was romantic, we had just finished blazing in the woods, and it was a very sweet kiss. very gentle and no tongue. but it was impulsive, this type of behavior may seem normal to many males here but for me... it's not. I kind of killed it afterwards bc i wasnt sure if I had overstepped any boundaries (not exactly alpha behavior if that was indeed turning her on) but still... I think it was good for both of us.

Ladies, how would you feel if a somewhat attractive man you had seen around / conversed with casually a couple times kissed you on the lips after offering to 'warm you up' by putting his arm around your shoulder (you know cuz it radiates heat like a radiator lol)? Am I being paranoid and not giving her enough credit for protesting if she wasn't OK with it? She did say it was unexpected, but she also kissed back.

ugh, all I wanted to say was that the kiss was impulsive, and look what I did. Like I said, not a moment's rest.

 

i bought a box of honey teddy grahams today for the first time in i dont know how many years

 

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this is rly weighing on my mind and i dont want it banished to the last post of the page. i wont quote again if no one gives a shit :biker:

 

i know a dude doing 2 years for doing exactly what you did


no...just fuckin with yer chem brain lol

i'm not a chick so i dont fucking know...i recently became a member of the ''do not try and figure out a woman '' club...or the DNTAFOAW CLUB


in the future i suggest ''can i kiss you''...its worked well for me

 

just found this shot looking for a pic i saw on tv..this isnt it... actuall cant see my house...one more inch on the right side and you could

 

thinking how as a kid when i first trying to get weed. "know anyone who has anything to sell" looking for 1.8 at $20, pretty common.

then later as an adult i have people asking if i know anyone who wants to buy ounces and ounces and pounds and pounds lol.....

whats the next step in this?

i guess when i do nothing and some how get it for free

 

i have a feeling most growers in my area who were planing on selling a lot, aren't.

soo many people can grow, once you know one person, you learn fast who the others are.

too much weed everywhere, too many broke people everywhere.

 

i kissed a squirrel..

 

hey guys, everyone having a good night?

So I've been really getting into working out while stoned lately.... sounds ridiculous right? I actually enjoy it a lot. I get so fucking motivated I just get shit done while I'm at the gym and baked... in the zone for sure , its like my mind narrows to a single channel and just sort of locks in on that frequency and I totally focus and realize I'm there to do what I'm supposed to be doing in the wild and instinctively as a primate descendent

To the naysayers, I say the key is in the dose... you don't want to go above two hits (provided your smoking the proper quality). If you burn down a fat bowl or two, or smoke some hash or something you're gonna burn out too hard and the motivation wont last. Two hits puts me in the perfect place... I get that nice head-band feeling going and it puts me in a super lucid, thoughtful and questioning state of (open) mind. Its perfect. Cardio is the SHIT like this.... I will often times put on good background music loud enough to drown out the noise of the gym, and then I get into a super meditative state while I'm running full clip on a treadmill for 45 minutes and I'm contemplating any and everything under the sun while on that bitch...

I encourage anyone who may have been hesitant about working out in the past to give it another shot... and this time do it high But seriously, start off easy and keep progressing and challenging yourself, constantly giving everything you've got it and start getting healthy... last year about this time I realized I may be relatively thin, but theres a BIG difference between being thin and healthy and I was not healthy by any sense of the word.... it's amazing to look back at just a year and couple months, how far I've come, how much better I look and feel. Im happy for myself

Oh and also key to having a positive stoned workout experience is timing. You wanna time it so you smoke JUST before getting into the gym to work out... You want 5 minutes or less to pass from the time you hit the pipe to the time you start exercising, otherwise you dont get the proper meditative mental vibe from the cannabis as much in my opinion. I literally take two hits in the car immediately before going into the gym.... I've been on this routine for months and I love it. I always thought of exercise as this kind of primal thing that we do (or should be doing) instinctively which is very cut and dry and there's no real mental stimulation coming from it... That definitely changes if you work out high, and changes for the better.

guess what Im trying to say here son, is that I discovered the gym is a new place to meditate

 

i get high and start working out...outside that is...i have thousands of pounds of wood to move...then right into waterhauling season...should be a he-man soon

these hydro guys had killer saws..they were slicing off 4 foot chunks with one hand only holding the saw...and no pull starts...he would put it in his holster and then pull it out and start the thing right away with a button on the trigger

my crap saw wont even dent the big ones

 

just opened up my ham work bought me.

got 8lbs of ham tell im hammed out.

 

How was it?

 

go ham on someone

 

nutty..

 

hehe

 

0 roommates = fair

 

another beautiful cold day here , supposed to be in the 40s next week through which sucks

 

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