Chats In The Belfry

fucking have to reformat and re program the computer
son ofa motherfucker... dammit

doing this reformat and program shit can suck it..

 

suck when you gets news people died.

got it twice today. on guy I went to highschool with, the other didn't know well.

motorcycle crash and drug overdose.

sucks. the OD was too young,.

 

It's sad when young people die.

My daughter has been to 2 or 3 times as many funerals as I have.

It's just insanely sad.

 

I was having nightmares. I made a dream catcher and put it up. It worked on the bad dreams but yes, last night's dream was super vivid.l

 

Lately.... lol

 

I always smoke weed before I sleep... I hate dreams..

my sub conscience is fucked up, I don't like talking with it

I have to smoke so I don't get dreams, cause they really want a piece

 

I don't have that option...

 

spybot scan and malwarebytes scan along with avg free scan will usually clear up all problems

also doesnt hurt to run pc tools registry cleaner and ccleaner once in a while

 

Yeah, it doesn't matter what I "drug" I do/take before bedtime, my sleep is almost always (9.9 times out of 10) filled with dreams. Today I think I woke up more tired from that mess than when I went to sleep. gad

Lately lots of my dreams are events or situations where I'm with my last ex "boyfriend" (an absolute ass). A variety of different situations. I don't wish him dead or anything, but I'm not sure I'd piss on him if he were on fire. So, I dang sure Do Not Want to taint my dreams with him. double gad

 

my funkiest dreams happen on nights when i take pain pills

tonight should be good

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ItX2cntpWtE

 

Im not sure what I dream anymore.

 

i dream about winning lotto mostly

and teen years...in most of my dreams i am still 13-14....i guess those were my happiest years

 

BBAD you talk about pain. My man unless you have a breathing problem or something in the field that we don't know abut. Fucker smoke some good healthy herb.

You might be able to cut out pill intake buy having some relax from a plant.

FORGET IF YOU EVER THINK about anxiety.

You will love the toke!

serious man..

 

I dont dram much lately last one i remember could have fit right in with an episode of the walking dead.

 

I think I daydream teens a lot. things just felt better then, but nothing has really changed that much around here. somethings changed in spurts, eat and park has been there all my life. once the tanker trucker was out front and we was making funny faces in it. it was brand new shiny, had to be 2nd grade.. seen the mcdonalds come and go. the music store been there all my life. its a wannabe famous mckees rocks business. places I go fishing are the same always, other than the weeds , where I went on boat ride. ha

my r22 ac isnt working very good. but the 401a machine is , there is a lot of hype the r22 systems are better, but low outdoor temps its shit. my house its still hot.

 

its mostly a back disc injury form 17 years ago...plus arthritis in back and hands

i dont have lung problems but smoke bothers me a lot im super sensitive to smells/perfumes...and noise..thats the cause of my constant headaches

im cheap with the pills have always been able to hold back from using much

i would vape if i owned this place ...having anything would be disrespectful to the owners and i just wont cross that line until my situation changes (which it probably never will )

 

I think vaping would be a good thing to do.

My friend that takes pain pills...takes pain pills. Her doctor has cut her down severely (thank goodness) but she still lives by that damn bottle.

I can tell that BBAD, I mean SMSpiff isn't like that.

Spiff, if you took pills (serious, narcoctic) all the time for pain, I know you couldn't and wouldn't do what all you do for a living.

 

Getting a late lunch today and i had a small dinner. I feel like i should be in one of those snicker commercials right. Now.

 

sunny morning here ...incredibly beautiful this morning with a warm breeze.i thinki may have missed a sisters birthday