CHATilly lace, and a pretty face

im watching it too..or listening i guess..

 

hey egg...your buddys just won a juneau

 

those trench guys?

saw them last year..they scream too much i did not like it //

 

I had this weird dream last night... I was hanging out with this random imaginary dream girl... and it was fun, we were hitting it off and becoming all intimate and stuff... then the next thing I know we're in my room, and we start making out and undressing and stuff... then she goes to take her shirt off, and as she's pulling her shirt up over her head i'm just sitting there, then she slowly pulls it up further revealing her face again... and it was my girlfriends face

I jumped back and was like wtf I completely forgot I even had a girlfriend in my dream, then seeing her familiar face just freaked me out for some reason... then I got up and was like "yeah, no... I can't do this i'm sorry" then I woke up.. lol

 

no..monster truck

 

Yeah... That would be rather scary.

 

It was man... This hot chick undressing infront of you, and then her face transforms into your girlfriends face and you're like " i'm so sorry, I completely forgot you existed" lol

 

So now we know your girlfriend isn't hot...

 

She is hot, more than one girl can be hot...

You really think i'd be with an ugly chick for 2 years?

I'm not superficial... but... Maybe a little lol

 

shallow is more apt

 

I ran out of xanax last night, so now I'm drinking beer(Steel Reserve) for the first time in approximately 2 months. Having eaten at least 8mg of xanax per day for the past ~2 months, I'm hoping the beer will ease the withdrawal process, since benzodiazepines and alcohol both act on GABA receptors.

Anyway.............Steel Reserve:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDX3P1YkcAg"]Cane - Steel Reserve - YouTube

 

It's okay man... She doesn't read these forums... As far as you know.

 

One can't control who they fall in love with. A girl can be completely physically unattractive, based on societal norms, but if you really love her, then, in your eyes, she will be the most beautiful woman in the world. As the saying goes..........love is blind. Fuck what anyone else has to say about it.

 

If she read these forums I wouldn't have said more than one girl can be hot

Sometimes... This hasn't ever happened to me though lol

I've known some pretty nice girls that I was really good friends with, and they've asked me out... But I had to reject them all, one had really messed up teeth... The other smelt like fish these few times and that just completely made me unattracted to her, can't handle fish-smells from any person or anima.. disgusting lol... and another was just to tall

Maybe I am shallow, but not entirely... I have some pretty ugly friends lol

 

When I've been attracted to someone, I MUST be attracted to them physically...or it ain't gonna go nowhere. I admit I may be hard to please, and have even been accused of being "picky"...I just can't make myself "date" or whatever with someone just so I'm not alone. LOTS of people do that.

I'd rather be alone than with someone I'm not attracted to on all levels.

So, I might be somewhat shallow too, Ortus.

 

This ^

My girlfriend was gone all weekend to the states with her family... And I thought I'd miss her, but she came back today and it kind of sucks... It was awesome not having to check my phone or reply to anyone or talk to anyone, it was kind of nice... And the whole week or two before she left shes kind of been annoying me, as I become more distant she becomes more needy... I'm not feelin it anymore

For a long time i've been saying I can't do things because I don't want to be without her... But I think i've come to the realization that... whats more important? Me being happy or making her happy, I need to be free.. I'm gunna bring this up tomorrow I think, I wanna go do things, travel places... and if she's to busy with school and can't take the summer off to come with me, thats her loss.. she insists on taking courses during the summer, like wtf? why... why would you ruin your summer like that.. i dont want to ruin mine cause of her too

I may not have a girlfriend soon I slowly feel myself not into it anymore.. I've thought of this before, but this time its like.. really real.. maybe we're to different, we were talking for a few minutes yesterday since she didnt have much time, she was still in the states.. she asked what i was doing, i'm like its 4/20 you obviously know whatsup and she got mad at that? dafuq... its 420 of course im gunna be baked, geezus...

 

Ortus, I really kind of wondered how things would go regarding how your gf doesn't participate in 4/20 activities and the fact that you do enjoy "participation". Personally I found that even though a guy might say he "didn't care" if I smoked even tho' he didn't smoke, that yes indeedy...he surely did care all about me smoking, and especially when I smoked. I never understood how when I was smoking could so disturb a dude and be a Big Deal...but it could.

There were a few along the way that my own 4/20 participation - and NONinterest in stopping it - led me to break if off. Or they would "feel led" to break it off with me. lol

I sooo wanted y'all to work on some more school projects though...so that you could report back to us. (ha) :2thumbsup:

I agree about going to school in the summer...the ONLY dang way I'd go to school in the summer is if I HAD to be out of school at a certain time and had failed, or something else I totally can't imagine. I was a good student, believe it or not. However, I NEVER had a desire to go to school ALL the time, which to me means going in the summer as well as when the regular school begins.

 

Yeah the whole her not smoking thing is kind of a disapointment... Like it doesn't bother me to much, if it didn't upset her it'd be fine... but the fact that she gets upset about it kind of annoys me... like why is she getting upset? why cant she just expand her mind a little? shes so into school and learning and shit, so why cant she just learn to live...

Her telling me that she's taking classes in the summer really pissed me off and kind of set my mind straight that like... maybe I just don't wanna be with her anymore, I told her of all my plans how I want to go traveling and want to do things I've never done this summer, go places I've never been, i'm 19 this summer and finally have that freedom to live the way I want... and I told her how much I wanted her to be involved in all this... A month later she then tells me she's taking classes this summer? WTF...

Why is school more important? She's already in school 3/4ths of the year.. why take more classes these 2 months of freedom you get? I don't get her... Thats like a slap in the face, that schools more important...

I'm just getting weird vibes from her lately... like I always thought she was different, but now it seems like she's becoming... a normal average teenage girl... like shes to good for some things, I hate that attitude... And she's starting that 'mine' phase in the relationship, like she thinks everythings hers when i'm the one who paid for it... Over just little stuff, but still, it shows that she has that kinda personality.. who knows how bad it'd get in the future?

And she just got back today, and is all mad at me and just texted me saying "i'm sorry i just feel unloved" because I didn't seem that enthused to be able to talk to her again... it was only 2 days, does she thinks she's some almighty goddess or some shit.. excuse me if i'm not jumping out of my seat to see you after I come to the conclusion that you think you're to good for half the stuff I do, you're needy, and you don't listen to a thing I say, or you say "I wish I could do that with you but i'm just not ready" or "my parents wouldnt let me" faaawk that annoys me the most.. her parents? Geezus, she's going into her 2nd year of university, dafuq do your parents have to do with anything your an adult

 

I'm sorry. My rant for the day is complete. :2thumbsup:

Need to get these things off my chest before I snap lol

 

And What A Rant It Was...



Cheers Glen.