Chatatonic

in the meadow he is..

 

thanks for the set up..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqILrAtsOSw"]2Pac - "Twisted In This Game" (ft. The Game & UGG) DJ Nabz Remix - YouTube

 

the only time ive ever seen the word brazier used was at dairy queens...they used to have the brazier sign to let people know if it was also a grill location...most of the franchises here are exclusively ice cream and just a few have full brazier menu

the one near my highschool which has since closed had their location divided into two separate places..one was desserts and the other was burger and fry service etc...

 

i see brazier in some of the books i read, generally describes an elevated fire in a basin of some kind. for light, or heat. often in a temple setting, at least in my books. in medieval times there were some types of braziers for slower/ more controlled cooking, compared to the open fire.

this morning it has been one week since i found out. its not going to be an easy one. nor tomorrow, nor the day after. being dead would hurt a lot less.

 

life is way easier when you let the past be the past and just enjoy what really matters

the now

 

Hoping to start some rust work today.
Depends on when i gotta drive the hub around.

I wanted to do it here in my parking lot but there doesn't seem to be any power outside. So, I'm gonna have to do it at my buddy's. Not quite as handy but it's what I got to work with.

 

Just have to be all white-trash and run a hundred feet of extension cord from your window

 

i use a 1000w inverter ...i might use it later today to do some grinding at a friends house..he has no neighbours and a large property but no power in the spot i like to work..will probably go out there to start wrecking that van i picked up yesterday and bring the thing i need to grind down

it runs grinders and sanders just fine

 

i did that when my son died. moved past what i couldnt change. this "now" is a whole 'nother can of worms. cant move past it until i know all of it, until he understands my pain, and i can forgive him fully. im looking at years of pain, daily reminders, flashbacks, nausea, and trying to remember how to enjoy. anything.
i really did think that losing a child would be the hardest thing i ever had to go through. it was not something anyone had control over. this is worse. i will never stand on solid ground again.
and this is the only place i can discuss it. you're family. i will try not to flood the SL with my burdens and tears, but they will overflow sometimes.

 

ok yoda

oj simpson quote

 

I didn't know you lost a child ML. I'm sorry

They are expensive too. Like a few grand.

 

thank you, i dont talk about it much, it still hurts, but theres an acceptance. SIDS is the great non-answer. his twin brother will be 8 next month.

 

This is what I have...

 

holy crap its hot out today when youre not in the shade

 

moby dick is superficial

 

yeah, really warm here too. my baseboard heaters are warm... i don't think that my landlord has the heat off yet... i should probably call him.

 

its supposed to rain here later. actually the weather is strangely the way it used to be. nice mornings, get warmer, afternoon thunderstorms and tornado threats. the weather hasnt behaved like that here for a long time, like, a decade. its been hot and dry for years. last several years have been painfully hot. im hoping this weather sticks around.

 

it is a hot one today :sunny:

 

a temple?

nice breeze here....perfect temps...i reclaimed another tiny garden and found 3 ornamental shrubs that get those massive flowers...by the apple trees....been mowing them down for a couplke years now

 

420 relay race :ssmokeit: