CHAT Times At Ridgemont HIGH

Hey

 

there is nothing wrong with wanting to be happy, but at the same time you have to know that it is not a permanent state. contentment is a good base state, easy to punctuate with happiness.

 

Mother I hope your safe out there in colorado

 

ditto

 

roommate gets fucked up last night cause who knows what prescription pills she on, starts drinking, and says the most retarted shit ive heard in years. im being nice and not raising my voice, still calling her out... she knows it somewhere in her brain, but gets pissed, then she says ima leave.

go ahead, get the fuck out of here, you cant win with words right now, I will destroy you. shut the fuck up and go to rehab.

so she leaves at 1am, comes back at 5am, asks if she can sleep in my bed with me.. I said no... are you kidding?

I wake up at 10am ish and she throws up, says her stomach hurts, throws up again. then asks why she left last night... she doesn't remember anything,,, then she goes outside to lay on a blanket and grabs her 5th of spiced rum and a beer... ya that will help your stomach lol...

this crazy blackout shit has happened 3 times in the last week... and she is doesn't make any fucking sense... total denial, ive told her to leave the house right now and go get arrested, or calm the fuck down and get a rational thought into your head.

you are a drug addict, alcoholic, and you rarely eat... don't make me call you out because you started this fucking argument,,,

I feel just fine though She is not the first drug addict ive lived with...she is an emotional mess though...

She wants me soo bad... umm get your life in tact, stop being in denial, and eat fucking fucking fruit first...damn..

I am enjoying my coffee right now

:ssmokeit:

 

I have no idea... im going to go pick up some orange gatorade for her, cause she says it will help,,, even though she can hold anything down.. then she just says ima snort a crushed vicodin...lol

as long as I get rent, I really don't care... you are in your 30's grow up..

 

yeah, im safe. our yard got really soggy, but we had no flood damage, it was just from the rain. the grass thinks its spring, the yard has looked like shit all summer, so its nice to see it a little green. i need to figure out how to do my retaining wall for the garden (2-3 feet tall) so i can dig it out, but the the grass sprouting i want to let it get a little bit stronger and then transplant it to the non-garden side. but of course the ground is still too wet to do any digging.

 

I found a nice roach in my car

 

Its such a beautiful day today just got back from a walk

 

well that didn't last long eh broonmeister?

 

no she is staying here living wise,,, she just gets too high sometimes and says fucked up shit... she is normal 2 of the 7 days each week...

we will be living together tell march 1st, even though we are not on lease...we agreed to stay through winter..

she has a crush on me and because of her spirituality path and all the energy she knows and can feel.. or so she says, that she believes she is here to learn a valuable life lesson from me..

my answer was... ok..cool..

she is out there for sure.. like I said.. I just want the rent lol...and I feel safe knowing she wont break any of my shit, including my heart

 

to my surprise my gf hasnt been drinking @all. I even tried to reward her since she drove home by herself from work . its not easy for someone thats not from here. i said you can get a 6pack and she passed..

 

maybe...first one is a close-up and the second is a far-up

 

Had a hoagie for dinner it was from primos over priced but good

 

when are you going to tell us something you cooked?

 

Never cant cook for shit man

 

You should go to college and learn to cook.

 

Maybe I dunno