Call me insensitive, but....

sorry bro, i just ran out of bleach.

 

No, I learned this by experience, thanks.

 

I don't experience seeing the same game play over and over...

I've had friends AND family do things...and NOT do things...and it's the same over and over. I won't argue about it. It's my opinion...and my experience...and we are entitled to have our own opinions and share our experiences.

 

Oh what makes me not entitled or un-deserving of making any thread? And most of your posts are pointless and stupid, so you don't deserve to post your crappy thoughts...

It doesn't make any sense does it?

And neither does what you just said....

 

You're so smart I can barely stand it

 

I don't think I will...but thanks for the suggestion

 

Maybe they simply didnt feel comfortable talking to you abouti t? Wonder why, waht with a thread like this one. I mean, if someone isnt gonna be comforatble with me say sharing recipes involving beef I wont share with them, if someone cant handle that I have suicidal thoughts from tiem to time OBVIOUSLY I wont talk to them about it. Having your friends or those around you make you feel like a freak for getting seriously down from time tot ime relaly relaly really sucks.

 

You know, I didn't always feel the way I do now...

This "insensitivity" as some people say I am, didn't exist a few years ago...it has developed over time of experiencing certain things...

 

it's probably a phase of self-involvement, self-centeredness. sort of an essential time for introspection and change on your spiritual level. deep-seated emotional exhaustion expressing itself in little patience for others, a time to withdraw into your shell and rebuild from the inside out. give yourself some time, i doubt it'll last forever.

 

I'm not reading this entire thread, but this is exactly why I left the forums, so that I could write about how pathetic people are. In this place there are so many posters and you get to see just how people think, these people are all around you in real life, they represent the whole of society. And society in general is full of people who get really pissed off when they realize life is not as easy as they pretend it is, and anyone who's struggling or anyone who threatens their intentional blindness is all of a sudden a liar and a bullshitter, just because they don't want what that person says or feels to be true, because if it were true it'd affect them and what they think about themselves and their lives.

Why are people so attached to their need for answers? What's so wrong with not having the answers to everything, particularly someone else's life?

*end rant*

 

I love myself and would just like to kill others, maybe we all can hook up and help each other out.

 

I have had the saddness of knowing several people who sought suicide as the solutions to thier problems:


(1) His last contact with people was with his father. He discussed what was going on and felt trapped. He said "Maybe it would be easier if I just kill myself" His fathers last words to him "You would not have the guts" He left the house, went to thier cabin, and was found the next day single shot to the head.

(2) Old man, very nice but was suffering from a disease. He knew the path it would take, said nothing drove out to his old farm place he had recently sold to move closer to town for his wife and stepped out of his truck and a single shot to the head.

(3) A very handsome young man that ladies just adored, blonde 6'2" well built, blue eyes, very kind. Had some family issues and out of nowhere hung himself.

The long and short of this is no matter what, there are signs we just failed to see em. No matter how much a person may be saying they will off themselves just for the impact and attention we should still treat it seriously.

I know its a real shame that some use the phrase just to get a reaction and attention but how we any of us feel if for one moment we were wrong? Is a moment wasted time on the chance we may have made a life changing decsion so unworthy?

 

I totally agree. Ever since I knew someone that would always talk about killing himself- like for YEARS- to the point where no one took him seriously. Well the last time he said it, he did it a few days later.

So ever since then I take it seriously when anyone threatens suicide. You just never know really.

 

i'm hoping she'll walk that fine line between cynical and amused yet irritated.

 

Suicide is way lame.

 

only if it comes without guilt. i'm a sucker for hedonists without conscience.

 

dunno. maybe, since you've got it, you should use it for sex, like catholic guilt. i hear it's a total turn-on.