Exactly. It does not matter what anyone one thinks. Only what you think about yourself. If it makes you happy to jump off a bridge with a wheelbarrow full of dead cats.. then so bid. Different strokes for different folks.
I am the same a bit. Maybe a little bit more on the gay side though. When I first started getting horny/jackin-off, I was in 5th grade. I had a crush on girl that never gone away. Even some other girls too. 6th grade I was straight at as well. Come 7th grade... that whole school year for me I was never sexually attracted to anything much.(little things here and there). 8th grade I find guys are hot. I dunno whats up with me. 9th too, and I am in 10th grade right now. I want to Marry and have children with a girl I went out with in 8th grade and spend the rest of my life with her. Everytime I go to masturbait or think of having sex or just getting horny, I think about guys. I dont like being gay or whatever that is called. Id like to be straight but I want to fuck a guy. I dont know how to explain. God knows what future has ahead of me. lool sum up I think guys are hot though I like girls. ^^
There's no such thing as Gay or Straight - just varying shades of Bi. If you think about it, everyone has a male & female hormones in their body. With a male, an excessive balance of female hormones will lead him toward the feminine side, thus being attracted more to other men - the same sort of thing is true with females who have too many male hormones. Furthermore, as we go through through puberty & into later adolescence our hormones are in turmoil - I even remember when I was about 12 I even experienced lactating (milk coming from my nipples - quite common for boys in puberty). This means that especially during the earlier years of sexual maturity you are even more likely to experience Gay leanings. This is likely to continue for quite a while until your body finds its ultimate natural balance on the scale of sexuality. The whole concept of it being a straightforward black or white issue is ridiculous. As we are all aware, three are those who are extremely macho (although this is also often an act for fear of revealing their inner Gay leanings), all the way to the other extreme of the totally effeminate Gay, who would find the very idea of Straight sex as being offensive. So the question is not one of whether you're Gay or Straight, but whereabouts you find yourself on the Bi scale. Personally I consider myself to be about 70% Straight & 30% Gay, which means that although I thoroughly enjoy sex with men & women, with men it's purely a physical thing - I can't imagine myself ever being romantically involved with a man - as far as romantic relationships are concerned, then I'm totally Straight.
