All I want is some discipline! Why wont he give me that?

Yes, she mentioned cutting in the original post in this thread which she seems to have edited out later. I'm not the only one to reference it here. She discusses it in post #3 here.

Yes, I'm holding up a mirror for her so that she might sort through who she is and find out for herself where her problems originate.

You or I handing her answers is not going to benefit her. She needs to look within and do the work for herself. That's the way for her to heal and move forward.

I do believe that she needs to work through her pain and become more emotionally healthy before she ventures into sex, especially sex in a BDSM relationship.

I don't apologize for the counsel I give.

 

yh I edited cuz it brought up things that didnt belong here

 

then way did you post it? Thats just that the type of thing you mistype.

 

cuz I dont have a brain!

 

you must have some type of one you are on the internet posting about cutting yourself... Just on it , I have before used a scalpel knife and cut my girlfriend on the ass a little .We are a bdsm cpl and talked it over for a few months it was her idea,Who was i too tell her no.

 

what I meant abt it in my post was "i cut myself n he wont do anything"
n I wanted my bf to spank me for ALL the naughty little things I do, but it doesnt matter what I do.

I dont really cut cut, I make small wounds that barely leave marks, it doesnt really count as cutting.

 

It sounds like he is not the guy for you i don't know.

 

not really, no.

 

If I were you I would not be worrying about finding a boyfriend to spank you.

The combination of cutting and also wanting to be spanked are of serious concern, especially since you are only 17.

I am sorry to hear that your brother died and that is adding to everything. If you went to a therapist and it only made matters worst, then that means the therapist was not a right fit for you.

Try and seek out some professional help. You are still young and can make a good life for yourself in the future. Don't worry about boyfriends, spanking, and sex right now. There are 'bigger fish to fry'.

 

Tayworrr,
I'm not trying to be mean in any way! You are, well your post says you are 17! You have YOUR whole life ahead of you! I am 38 years old, have been to the wild side, wrecked it!!! I am here to tell you, first off, YOU need to get some help! I mean in no way anything mean, or am I trying to be hurtful! You wanting to be spanked, and cutting yourself, WHY!? Your brother passed away, I'm sorry to hear that. He's in a better place! My mother is gone, and my best friend was killed in a helicoper crash, just two weeks ago. I found out about him while halfway around the world. It hurts like a Muther Fuker, yes, but it will heal! You are from Sweden, so you must be very very pretty. DON'T worry about boyfriends, or sex, It just complicates things. You don't need ANY more complication in your life! I'm telling you all this, because I have a friend Who's life I saved, because he was gonna end his life. I've seen, and been through shit that a normal person would only have nightmares about. If everyone else on here is telling you the same thing, You may want to listen.

 

May so be, but idk what to do w my life.

Help from who? A mofo bitch who'll only bring up my past n make me even more depressed? And even make me cut worse? No thanks, I rather just kill myself.

I dont give a fuck anymore that he's gone. I'm over that. I'm just really fucking tired that everyone wants me to be like him.

Yh, I'm pretty. But not pretty enough.

 

There you go, YOU said it. YOu ARE pretty! Not pretty enough!? How are you not pretty enough!? Just cause your boyfriend wants you to take things slow!? He obviously knows you are pretty, and doesn't want you to just be like sex, sex, sex. HE sees something in you, Want you to feel good about yourself, with out thinking it's because he doesn't want to beat on you, or have sex wit you! If you've had a rough childhood, Damn those who may have caused it, but don't just worry about the small stuff!!!!! I'm writing you from halfway aroun dthe world, I don't know you, but I care! That should be a start!

 

No I'm not pretty enough. I look exactly like my mom did when she was a kid, n I think I'm gonna look like her when I'll be 30 n I def dont want that!
My bf, I dont even want him around, I'm not really the best n nicest gf in the world, n he's def not the best bf. No one is perfect I know, but I wish he could say I love u more often.

 

Tay, you can't change your looks! You won't look like your mom! You WIL resemble her, but you have to accept that part! Right there, you said it, you don't want your boyfriend around. You want love! EVERYBODY wants love! You WILL find love!! HE isn't the last person on earth that you will FALL in love with! You aren't the nicest girl in the world, You are at the end of your teen years, Your hormones, and emotions are goin all ape shit!!! He may not know thats all you want to hear!! If you don't want him around, and he's not the best boyfriend, then he's not gonna do what you want or feel he should do!! When you and the one you are SUPPOSED to be with, finally comes into your life, You won't STOP saying I love you to each other!

 

Yh but what should I do til I get the one n only guy whos meant to be for me? Just sit in my room everyday and wait? I know who he is, the only problem is that he's so far away.

 

No Offence tayworr,

But You Are Becoming Rather Annoying....

Just Saying....



Cheers Glen.

 

Yh... starting to notice.
Sowwy.

 

Do you have friends? What do you like to do!? Do you have friends who like to do the same stuff you do!? You live in Europe for Odin's Sake! I lived in Germany for 10 years! I wanna go back, cuz I STILL haven't seen everything I wanna see!!!

 

No I dont have any friends, I love horses! n dogs, but my dog is a bitch.