afraid to orgasm?

Hey, Ive never had an orgasm, never ever ever, not alone or in company, i know what you mean about the feeling like you might urinate, its all the internal pressure. Doesnt help that i had a similiar experience to someone else on here somewhere that i was feeling really really good while masterbating and then was a huge puddle. but it didnt smell / look like it was urine, so i dont know what to make of it. Was very confused. so now im really confused and hold back even more than i used to.

Its sort of a quasi-fear, not really that you're affraid of the oragasm, but unsure of what your reaction will be, unsure how it feels, unsure how to cope with it all. I know thats part of my problem.

 

ooo my 1st post

When my wife is reaching that point she starts to laugh and say it tickles. Im not sure if this is after orgasm or before and so she stops me...Thoughts ?

 

I have had girls that can have orgasm after orgasm, but many say it tickles after their first orgasm and make me stop.