Advice please

I don't hold marriage in high esteem. I never asked them to marry me. One day I realized they (each separately at different times) were planning a wedding with their mothers. I said really? I didn't want to get married but empathy was so strong that I could not say no. I hated to make anyone cry.I knew for sure they would not last and they didn't. They cheated, but they needed that experience also. They needed these experiences and they were interesting rides for me. We are on this planet for a short time so experience all you can even if you don't necessarily like it. I asked only one and we been together a long time.

 

Doesn't sound like a legitimate post to me.

 

Some accompanying pics of her in those bikinis would make it much easier to answer your questions. Seriously.