damn i have the same mind state i thought i was fuckin weird but people have the same views nice. idk im just always more productive, blazed, high on opiates.
So true. The fact that everything is better while under the influence of some sort of intoxicant is undeniable, and everything is more tolerable.
Perhaps it is human nature. A process of evolution related to happiness and survival. Dont worry, try smoking some herb. Or realize that sobriety is in fact intoxication, however, that one takes time to fully understand. Perhaps lifetimes.