Acid Casualties

LSD, when I was tripping I knew that I couldn't get sad, scared, or mad. That if I lost myself to my darkness It was would life destroying.

As a person with "bi-polar disorder" and "antisocial personality disorder" I could feel my fluid mind like a lava lap and if I went into my darkness it'd would ebb and ink whatever was around me.

With a friend I would tell that it exfoliates the mind, removes barriers and that if they can't handle their shit they shouldn't dose. With that on mind people should trip together, with one person being more experienced who could talk someone down.

Flashbacks are not because their is a trace amount of drugs in your system, it is literally when a bad trip causes someone to develop PTSD. That why people should be prepared and really reflect before heavy dosing.

P.s. I remember all the question i had while being high being answered on acid. Like a thousand small doubts smothered, still when I touch metal railing I feel them in a way I never did before acid. I wonder if I'll ever trip again. It's a shame that to really feel it pleasurably you need to relax your mental guard but if you go to far down the rabbit hole...

 

THAT is such an excellent question it deserves its own thread.
Would you start one for people to discuss this ?


Didnt "pure/REAL" LSD-25 disappear shortly after it became illegal in 1966/1971 ?

So as near as I can tell it remained legal in Switzerland till 1971 please correct if I am wrong. This means purity or authenticity wouldve become a problem after 1971. As renegade chemists struggled to maintain the original formula/process of manufacture.

Anyone under 50 yrs of age may have found it once in their life [with luck], it was reported to me that the "Hoffman" batch [in honor of Hoffman] was authentic, not a designer analogue, which perhaps most became when prohibition came in. Those over 50 wouldve had access to real/pure LSD, and those over 56 wouldve has access to pure legal LSD, to use it without threat/fear of criminality.

 

No it's the same chemical it's always been if your lucky enough to find it. The thing is now it's not 100% pure because it's not made in a legit factory like in the Sandoz days, it has some impurites from synthesis now. Dirty acid does tend to muddy the trip.

Some older people will tell you that the lab grade LSD had a special vibe to it. But the formula to make it has been passed down, especialy with the internet, it's not hard to find.

 

There's at least two of us on this forum.
What's funny is that until about a year ago, or so, I didn't know it had a name. But I always knew it was the acid that caused it. My visuals have been going on for almost 20 years now.

 

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That explains a lot to me. Had one experience in college. I went to hell.and back. It took hours to wear off maybe 9 or 10 hours. For years afterwards I couldn't take anything else because as soon as the feeling of losing control started I would get terrified and have panic attacks. It took about 8 years before I could smoke again.

I wasn't diagnosed as bipolar at the time maybe that had something to do with it but all I know is I never did it again.

 

Now that is amazing! Wow.

 

You should be very careful which Jew you grab by the ear, dear potential sub lineage genocider, some of us do not shuffle down your queue with that particular label attached. Whats more we disagree that genetics plays such a large part in it, because the more such things are believed, the angrier those who are then not permitted by reason to be well can do nothing according to reason.

A guy once said to me 'There is no well'.
Today, there very well might be 'no dinner except a hospital straw' for him.

Admitting we have problems to challenge for life, stemming from..
Chemicals, genetic design, brain injury, electrocution, social/emotional caging/upset, extended temporal situational programming, family business/trauma.. Etc.. Is not saying 'there is no well'.. It is saying 'well will probably be different for us'.