If you knew that the shit you wrote to Austin was insane, then that is a fairly good indication that you are not insane. I could be wrong. Don't murder me please.
I don't think anything we say is going to have an impact on your decision. But, if you would like my opinion I say probably.. What does he want? Is he okay with the fact you might just stop again?
I don't know what he wants for a fact, but I think he just wants fun. And I think he'd be okay with it. We got into a talk today and that's why I'm asking this stuff. Pretty much he said he likes messing around with me, but he'd be cool with it if I wanted to stop because we are still friends and he wouldn't abandon me.
I don't want to give it away to just anyone though. If I did. I'd give it to him. I want to be in mutual love when I have sex. Even if it is cheesy and stupid. And it's Nick if you haven't realized it yet.
Golden showers, anal and vaginal fingering, felching, oral, scat and any other sexual activity that does not involve penetration.
No one is peeing on me or shoving their finger up my ass or going down on me. Nor am I doing that. And what the hell is scat or felching? Do I want to know?
Felching....you're licking their ass. Scat....you're probably going to get their poop on you in some manner.