40 deeper questions...

damn, although this was a good one, it reminded me of many things, one person, I thought I had gotten past. Apparently not, as all things flood back. DAMN YOU JUSTIN!!!

ahh... there I'm feeling better now. Thank you and goodnight.

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
Every person in this world is important to somebody.
2. How different are you to most people?
Depends, to some people I have a weird taste in music, clothes, men,... But to my dearest friends. I'm just me.

3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
Haha, yeah. Mostly as a 'rocker', or something like that.
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
Well, no.
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
I mostly try to do the oppisite, depending of the situation.
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
Sometimes...
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
Since I have like 2 close friends, I would split the money in three.
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
Lets give it to the homeless, I know my friends would do the same.
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
Looking down on me, goseping (sp?)...
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
I wish they would really talk to me for once, try to get to know me better before judging me.
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
Sometimes, yes. I wish I could be as funny, social or easy to talk to like some people. But, I'm not like that.
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
I don't think so. And, I don't try to be one. I follow my own path, and my own principals.
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
I search for inner peace, a trouble free life would be kind of boring, don't you think?
14. What do you think of our planet?
It's beautifull, but in danger.
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
Terrible.
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
It depends, some are ready at the age of 19, some only at 30. It all depends of the person self.
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
Sometimes I would like to go back when I was 12, or eight, I had such an imagenation than...
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
Hm, I find that wisdom is more important that any of those.
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
Not really, I have become more social though.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
I always go on my own judgements, I want to make my own mistakes.
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
Nah.
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?

I totally agree with that.
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
I can do that pretty easily, with some people, but I always argue to the bitter end.
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
rape.
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
Losing all my friends...
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
Yes, a lot, a lot, a lot!!
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
Yes, I do.
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
No
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
Only airplanes
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
Not really, no
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
No, and i hope I never will.
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
I would really like to, but I don't know if I have.
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
To find true love.
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
Will I find true love?
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
Only when I find true love. (I'm a romantic...)
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
I have had a pretty good life.
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
Music, and just the simple things in life.
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
I'm young, so I don't think that I've had a real life-changing experience, but I'm waiting for it.
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
Good and bad, right and wrong, positive and negative are all relative. Your perception is what defines your life.
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
Let it all go...

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
I think I'm as important as I was meant to be. We all play a role in this world, I think.
2. How different are you to most people?
Pretty different.
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
A lot of times, especially when they get to know me
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
Most of the time
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
Not usually, but there have been times when I didn't know what else to do.
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
Depends on how they label me.
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
I would give it to myself, use some of it to live on, then donate it to worthy causes/people
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
The homeless people
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
Disrespecting and taking advantage of me, being dishonest
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
Treat me like I treat them. Respect me. Be honest
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
Only in superficial subjects, such as being fashion saavy or sexy
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
Yes, most of the time
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
Inner peace, because a trouble-free life does not always mean peace or happiness. Sometimes a trouble-free life is trouble in itself.
14. What do you think of our planet?
I think it's beautiful because it's so diverse with people and enviroments.
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
I think humanity as a whole is the absolute worst thing on this earth and the absolute best thing on this earth at the same time.
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
When they realize what's truly important in life and how things/people should be for everything to work out decently
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
No. I didn't like my childhood.
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
The first, because you need it to get along decently in your community. It's more useful.
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
In some ways I have changed completely, in other ways I haven't changed at all.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
Most of the time I go on my own judgments, but occasionally I listen to people if it sounds like a good idea at the time.
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
I'm smarter than most of the people in the city I live in. LOL but not most people in general.
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
Extremely important. People just wanna be heard, if you listen to them, they will listen to you, and everyone gets along much better.
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
If I truly believe I'm wrong, it's very important.
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
Knowingly giving someone a permanent disease or condition of some sort that makes their life hell and/or kills them before their time.
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
Losing my own life, although I'm not afraid of dying.
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
Yes, very much
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
Yes, much more.
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
Yes.
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
Not sure.
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
Every once in a while... how often varies. I don't consider them coincidences, usually
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
Yes, and yes
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
I don't know, Yes I would
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
Inner peace and happiness
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
If what I believe in my heart about God is true, and if not, what IS the truth concerning higher powers and whatnot in this world? I would want to know the ultimate truth about the world in general also, not just God.
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
I feel like I already do, but it would be nice to settle the tiniest inkling of wonderment in the back of my mind. I think that will always be there for everyone, regardless of what they believe or whether or not they think it's there.
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
What I did to hurt the person I regret hurting. See #31
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
Being loved and cared for by other people and animals, loving and caring for them
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
What I did to hurt the person I regret hurting. See #31
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
That I have much learning and growing to do, and that I will never be done doing it. That things aren't always what they seem. That there is much negative things in the world, but there are wonderful positive things too, we just have to look at them.
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
Look within then beyond themselves, loving others.

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
I LIKE TO THINK I AM PRETTY IMPORTANT, BUT AT THE SAME TIME I KNOW THAT I'M REALLY NOT THAT IMPORTANT . . . I SUPPOSE ONE DAY I WILL FIND A PURPOSE FOR BEING HERE.
2. How different are you to most people?
WELL, I GUESS PRETTY DIFFERENT CONSIDERING I HAVE BEEN CALLED WEIRD AND UNIQUE MY ENTIRE LIFE.
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
WELL, PEOPLE CALL ME A HIPPY
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
IF EVERYONE HAD TO BE A LABEL THEN YES, BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE LABELED ANYTHING. SO I GUESS MY ANSWER IS SORT-OF
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
WHEN I AM BEING INTERVIEWED FOR A JOB AND WHEN I WAS AT MY COUSINS WEDDING I ACTED QUIET BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS TOO QUIET.
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
NO
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
I WOULD KEEP IT AND THEN BUY MY FRIENDS COOL STUFF
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
UMMMMMM PROBABLY THE HOMELESS PEOPLE, SINCE MY FRIENDS ARE NOT HOMELESS.
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
I WISH PEOPLE WOULD QUIT LAUGHING AT ME FOR ALL MY QUIRKS, BECAUSE I AM TIRED OF BEING PEOPLES FREE ENTERTAINMENT.
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
SPOIL ME
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
I WISH I COULD BE MORE LIKE MUSICIANS SO I COULD HAVE MORE TALENT
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T REALLY TRY.
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
AREN'T THOSE BOTH THE SAME?
14. What do you think of our planet?
I THINK IT'S A BEAUTIFUL PLACE, BUT MANY PEOPLE DON'T REALIZE THAT SO ONE DAY IT'S GONNA BE RUINED.
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
EVIL
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
WELL, WHEN THEY ARE READY OF COURSE. WHEN THE MONEY IS RIGHT, WHEN THE COUPLE WHO IS HAVING THE CHILD (OR ADOPTING) IS SECURE IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP. I ALSO THINK THE PARENTS SHOULD BE HEALTHY-- BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY.
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
SOMETIMES, MAYBE BEFORE AGE 9
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
KNOWLEDGE OF HISTORY, GEOGRAPHY AND ASTRONOMY
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
YES, BECAUSE I HAVE LEARNED A LOT.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
MY OWN JUDGEMENTS, BUT SOMETIMES IF I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF DILEMMA I WILL SEEK ADVICE AND THEN FOR MY OWN JUDGEMENT
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
YES
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
ON A SCALE OF 1-10 (TEN BEING THE MOST IMPORTANT), I SAY AN 8
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
PROBABLY A 3
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
COLD HEARTED MURDER AND STEALING
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
FRIENDS
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
VERY MUCH SO
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
YES VERY MUCH
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
YES 3
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
I AM NOT SURE. MAYBE . . .
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
YES, MORE THAN ONCE A DAY
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
YES, AND YES
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
YES I HAVE
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
MARRYING DAVE MATTHEWS AND GOING BACK IN TIME TO EXPERIENCE THE 60S AND ALL THE GREAT BANDS PLAYING LIVE. ALSO, PEOPLE BEING MORE PEACEFUL.
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
WHAT AM I HERE FOR? AND WHAT IS THE POINT OF LIFE?
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
MAYBE- BUT PROBABLY NOT
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
KNOWING I HAVE MADE SOMEONE HAPPY. SEEING PEOPLE/ANIMALS BE HELPED
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
THE PINK FLOYD LASER SHOW.
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
NEVER TRUST A SOUL COMPLETELY.
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...BE NICE WHEN YOU DON'T WANT TO..

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
I am the most important.
2. How different are you to most people?
Ask them.
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
Does slut count?
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
Part of me, yes.
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
No. I am what I am.
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
No. I'm just unpredictable by nature.
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
Keep it for myself.
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
Homeless people.
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
Leaving me.
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
Fuck me.
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
Only Hugh Hefner.
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
Yes.
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
Neither. You have to have trouble to grow.
14. What do you think of our planet?
It's polluted.
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
I think humanity is very sickening and disgusting.
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
Whenever they think they're ready.
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
No. I hated my childhood.
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
History, geography and astronomy.
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
Indeed.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
I go on my gut feeling. I always have people giving me advice, even when I don't ask for it. But, I don't doubt my judgement.
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
Yes.
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
I always listen. Even if I don't agree. But, I will tell them I don't agree, when they're finished.
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
It's not too important. But, I will admit I'm wrong. But, I won't apologize or change my views.
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
Hurting a baby or child.
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
Losing my friends. It wouldn't bother me to die.
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
I have a lot to learn. Noone is ever done learning.
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
Depends if I feel ugly that day or not.
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
Many times.
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
Yes.
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
All the time.
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
Physically? Yes. But, I don't regret it. Emotionally? Most likely. I don't regret it.
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
Yes, I have.
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
To have someone.
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
What does it feel like to have a penis?
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
Not unless I get a sex change.
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
There are so many.
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
My chihuauas.
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
Being with B.G.
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
Love like you've never been hurt. Live like you'll die tomorrow. Learn like you'll live forever. And, dance like noone's watching.
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
Worship my porcelain ass.

 

. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
answer hoping one day I might succeed and make an impact, fame or fortune or something. I know my husband thinks I'm important, so does my mother, his relatives and my other relatives think I'm relatively important too.
2. How different are you to most people?
Different I guess, I was always attracted to the underground, drugs though I don't try them anymore, dance parties, As I've gotten older I'm settled down. I suffer from a wierd illness called scizophrenia so that makes me feel like an alien a lot of the time. But against my will the condition is controlled by medication, and I've learnt to be very taciturn about the fact that I've got it at, due to lack of kindness, stigma, distrust, lack of respect, etc,. I try to tell myself it's a HUMAN frailty and I wouldn't be vulnerable to it if I wasn't human in the first place. On the other hand if I was off medication I'd probably be noticeably mad, look unkempt, talk to myself, rave deludedly, write strange emails to my countries spy network etc,. But I like to think I'd get through it. As you can see its a double bind, you hate the disease you hate the forced treatment. Its like theres no way out.
I'm working on a freelance writing career at the moment, both freelancing and writing or any kind of creative work set you apart I think.
I don't always think people like me, if I tell them I have scitzophrenia they usually reject me, although I've usually got a boyfriend in fact I'm married now, I think my friends tend to be a different too. I'd like to be better liked though if that goes hand in hand with being normal.
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
well I'm sort of a long legged brunnette if that's what you mean, no I'm original, if they find out about scitzophrenia people definitely cage you on that one in the negative.
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
I do play up my sexy image but othererwise lean towards intelligent pursuits. I probably have more initiative, am articulate and am better presented than the average percieved scizophrenia sufferer.
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
Oh yes absolutely, you know make concessions for your husbands machoness and things.
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
I believe I might be able to overcome scitzophrenia without psychotropics if my local health care place and nosy relatives would leave me alone for a year or two say, but they won't.
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
keep it
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
either way you'd feel great about yourself! hard choice.
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
Stop hospitalising me. Stop pidgeonholing scizophrenia, stop tearing each other down when they find something like that out.
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
admiration
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
Madonna inspires me, she has a lot of drive.
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
You should always try to set a good example, that's all I know,
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
Inner peace
14. What do you think of our planet?
answer I think that nature is the most awesome beautiful zany thing. There are so many amazing places , plants and animals, you only have to watch nat geo channel for half an hour to be interested in the planet. the fact that we're damaging the environment is sad.
There are a few too many rules and police and things, like the forced treatment for scitzophrenia, I find all the rules and regulations and mind your own business mentality so that it's hard to make friends in a big city all a bit pretentious and over the top. Like illegal camping, that's j mean, I have this fantasy of going off my medication and hoboeing it.
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
answer There is no real point to life, we have to be there for each other to make it all seem worthwhile, it's about people supporting people. I admire genius too.
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
answer Never
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
I often fantasise about taking off a decade, taking away the disadvatages like crows feet and certain bad experiences, and keeping the advantages like maturity: the ability to get things done, knowledge, confindence
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
I'd probably choose entertainment and fashion, but the others are important.
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
Well my skin isn't quite as smooth, I'm definitely noticing maturity now I'm in my thirties, I appreciate the bonuses of it too.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
It's good to research a lot to stimulate your thinking and then form your own opinion. Its no good walking in anyones shadow.
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
A little bit.
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
Yes I listen
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
answer I don't remember
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
answer Maybe AIDS in Africa.
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
answer losing my own life, you can make new friends.
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
answer Yes
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
answer If we had any wisdom about the complete bias we have in this society towards looks I would.
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
answer Yes a few times I've had people pick up on my thoughts, Once I imagined I was putting star wars type rays into one of my boyfriends eyes and he said don't do that. So I said what, and he said stop shooting me with your eyes, and I told him to get real.
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
answer yes. But the space shuttle waas launching so it might have been that.
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
Not really.
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
answer Breaking up with someone and breaking their heart, most of all losing their friendship to their new wife.
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
answer I hope I make my husband happy I really do. I want to buy him a Harley a lot, that would make him really happy.
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
It used to be light filled orgasms, but I always got trod on by partners who could give them, so I got more realistic, I think I'd like to write a bestseller. I also love to have my husbands heart and soul.
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
answer What the hell is scizophrenia, whats the alternative remedy.
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
answer I doubt it. I've heard of ayurvedic treatment for scizophrenia , but I don't know maybe I don[t even have the nerve to try it in case the health police nab me again meanwhile, even if I had the money for alternative health care.
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
Probably scitzophrenia, hospitilization, being conveyed to hospital by police.
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
answer sex, beautiful views, regular swimming.
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
answer Maybe it will turn out to be getting married
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
answer Remain taciturn about scitzophrenia, which I haven'
t obeyed in this questionare. Which is a big trust risk for me.
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
ANSWER!!! Work, updo your hair, make love, party.
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1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
answer everyone is important because every person on the face of this earth has the ability to make a positive impact
2. How different are you to most people?
answer most people that i have encountered so far in my life think im very different
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
answer yeah i get *dirty pothead hippy* a lot
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
answer that is far from who i am...i shower at least once a day and i smoke pot but im not a burn out
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
answer nope
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
answer uhh no
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
answer closest friends...money causes too many problems and id like to try to stay away from that
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
answer homeless people because they have nothing. at least my friends have a roof over their heads and food to eat
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
answer treating me like shit for no reason
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
answer i never really feel the love from anyone so maybe an occasional thanks or something
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
answer no im glad to be me
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
answer yeah i think i do or at least its my goal to
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
answer inner peace because struggles help you grow as a person
14. What do you think of our planet?
answer i love this planet its such a beautiful place i just wish that more people had respect for it
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
answer i think that humanity is alright. it has its good and its bad points but everyone has good somewhere inside them so i mean it cant be all that bad
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
answer whenever they feel they are ready
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
answer no to put it bluntly my life kinda sucked when i was younger
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
answer i dont really care...knowledge in general is a beautiful thing
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
answer not really....ive grown a lot but i still have the same values and opinions
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
answer i think for myself
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
answer no not by any means. there are so many people on this earth who are much much more intelligent than i am
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
answer i always listen to peoples views because its just interesting to know what other people are thinking
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
answer it depends on the argument
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
answer id have to say anything that harms anyone or anything else
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
answer they both suck
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
answer theres always more to learn about
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
answer yeah...its better to have someone to have a decent conversation with than to have someone to look at
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
answer i dun
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
answer no
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
answer yeah they happen all the time...prolly at least 2 times a week
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
answer i dont know i probably have but i probably didnt know it
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
answer i have no idea i hope ive made someone truely happy
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
answer acceptance and love
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
answer i have no idea
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
answer i will never know the answer to a lot of questions
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
answer having no one that gave a shit about me when i was little
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
answer music
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
answer ohh dear i dont even know probably meeting the
friends that i have now
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
answer be yourself because that is the only way you will get anywhere in life...follow your dreams and never let anyone stand in their way
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
ANSWER!!! love everyone & everything

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
Not very! Only to the people who love me.
2. How different are you to most people?
I'd like to think I'm pretty unique.
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
Not at all.
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
n/a
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
Depends on the place and time. Of course I behave myself at work, funerals, etc. But I do not act like someone I'm not.
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
No. People don't normally label me.
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
MYSELF!
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
Homeless people.
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
Fucking me over?
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
Reciprocate kindness.
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
No.
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
Yes, most of the time.
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
The inner peace.
14. What do you think of our planet?
I think it's amazing.
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
It scares me a little.
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
Only the people thinking about having kids can answer that question.
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
No way. I'm very happy where I am today.
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
Knowledge of history, geography and astronomy. Although I have a long way to go on that!
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
Yes.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
My own judgements. Who knows me better than me?
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
Yes I do.
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
Very important. How else can you learn. You might miss an important lesson if you close your mind.
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
I don't think my view should be changed, but I do think it's important to admit you're wrong and apologize when necessary.
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
Child abuse. Sexual or physical or emotional.
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
Losing all my friends. They ARE my life.
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
Indeed.
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
Yes, but that was a hard question to answer.
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
Yes I have, and I love talking to people about it.
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
Maybe?
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
Yes, but not often enough!
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
Yes, and hell yes.
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
I hope that I have made someone truly happy. That's a great feeling.
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
Unconditional love.
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
I don't know.
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
answer
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
The death of my grandfather.
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
Snuggling up to my boyfriend after making love, his touch on my face, a hug from a loved one, a kiss from a puppy, holding a sleeping baby, traveling.
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
Getting a divorce.
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
To love people with all of my heart, and that the more people you have to love in your life, the happier and fuller life will be.
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...find peace with yourself, get to know yourself and what makes you happy.

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1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
more important than most of the ignorant fucks in this world.
2. How different are you to most people?
"most people" think im a freak, but they all love me. it's rather enjoyable. i am an attention whore....i will not lie.
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
no, everyone just calls me an alex. they say i have no type, im just "alex" ever since like, grade 5. there's no other
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
yeah man, are you crazy? i rock this joint.
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
sometimes i act like i know more about skateboarding than i really do...only cuz i work in a skate shop tho :S
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
deliberatly unpredictable is just my style.
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
friends arent real. no friend has ever been worth 100grand to me.
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people? umm probably between myself and i, because im a selfish cow.
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
harassing me for my ways of life. People act like being the way i am is offensive to them, when it's NOT!!
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
not just listen to me, but respect who i am. and hug me. hugs give me butterflies.
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
god no. maybe just prettier and thinner. hehe
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
i do, but no one that should see it, sees it.
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
i am 3/4's innerpeaced already. i love it.
14. What do you think of our planet?
i think it's beautiful...unfortunate that we're raping it whole for everything it's worth tho.
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
as a whole--disgustingly intriguing, as individuals i think we're magnificintly individual....and it blows my mind.
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
when their mama parts tickle.
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age? i wish i could stay at this age forever. I feel as resiliant as i ever have. I would love to hold on to this ambition and motivation forever.

18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
history & geography amazes me. not so much astronomy. The stars are so much more beautiful when you forget the scientific facts. damn im drunk....
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
i did, and then i went back. I am more 8 years old than i've ever been.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people? i ignore all of the above and follow whatever feels right in the moment.
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
no but im cooler.
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
i love it, it's what makes people so interesting.
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
i don't lose arguments. a proper argument is never lost. just debated. But if i'm wrong about something, i'll fess up and appologize....quick to change my iew tho?? not so much.....but i do always give it a fair chance.
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
raping people with hot curling irons.
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
losing my own life. i have too much to see and do with my own life
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
more than i'll ever actually learn.
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
i sure hope so. this pretty face aint gonna last forever
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
yes
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
unhuh!!!!! in grade 7!! eeeshK!
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
all the time. it REALLY creeps me out.
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
yes, and i do regret it to an extent. i've learned from my mistakes, but i think that's rather beneficial.
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
i dont know. which probably means no.....and i would looooove to :&


33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
someone i can relate to, who is as passionate about the small things, as i am.
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
what's at the end of infinite?
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
nope.
6. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
my dad dying.

37. whatt thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
listening to music....but actually really feeling it. grr i love that.
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
moving to london. who i was before, and who i am now, would have beat the shit out of each other.
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
appreciation
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
make your own of your own.

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
neither more nor less important then anyone else with access to the internet
2. How different are you to most people?
different enough to realize how totaly unnatural it is for people to have brainwashed themselves into immitating each other

3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
probably, but that's their problem isn't it?
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
who i am actualy is so strainge no mere human could ever begin to immagine it
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
only if there's no other way to stay out of trouble, otherwise i generaly try to avoid doing so
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
is it not our true nature as creative and spiritual beings to do precisely that?
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
i would rather deploy all resources at my command, monitary or otherwise, in such a way as to make the greatest contribution to the kind of world i would like to be able to share with everyone who would enjoy living in it
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
same answer as above
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
stiffling my immagination and draging me into a way of life i neither believe in nor have any use in hell for any part of
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
bring me accurately specified tools and fiddly bits and let me build creatively where the lay of the land itself would tell and inspire me to
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
i have never yet met anyone who'se life i would consider in all ways successful. there are certain legendarily enlightened souls whose patience with their fellow beings i admire and even envy however
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
i consider myself as fallable as the next 'mortal'. i do make it a priority to attempt to set the kind of example i would like to see more of
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
i would rather have a low stress life who'se challanges are specific to the natural interests and inclinations of my soul, and not the kind of gratuitous ones the culture i live in throws at people and shortens their lives by doing so
14. What do you think of our planet?
wonderful rocks and trees, perilously infantile people
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
that collectively we have too much shaired ego, and a whole lot of collective as a species growing up to do
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
when they no longer have the energy to do so, if ever
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
which things? no: there are directions in which i have seen things evolve that there are other directions i would prefer for them to have, but i don't see how any going backwards in a personal sense could or would chainge any of that
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
knowledge of how to make things and how things work, especialy of how human societies work and how they can be helped to become less careless and thoughtless of nature and the universe that makes them possible
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
i was always considered unusualy mature for my age, my equials in outlook and perception always being at least a quarter of my chronilogical age older then i was, though at the same time, in my dreams and in my experiencing i've always thought of myself as similarly younger. as i child i thought of myself as the adult i had been in some previous life. this is still the same. i'm less interested in sex then i was between the ages of 10 and 40 but just as interested in trains, convolutions, everything being intimate and little people sized, as i have been continuously from the time i was born. this is one of those kinds of questions that just seems totaly ambiguous to me. so much so as to deny any sort of rational answer.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
good advice costs nothing and it's worth the price. more advice has gotten me into more trouble then any advice has ever gotten me out of. the hard lessons of experience have taught me never to completely trust any of it. just recognize that i'm not infallable either and that no one knows all that much as all of like to immagine, niether self NOT others. assume nothing, look for the most reliable data, avoid making expectations of any kind either good or bad. somethings are more probable then others but even the least probable do actualy happen, keeping this in mind reduces the frequencey of being caught unexpected by it, but even that can never elimate the possibility of just about anything happining

(i have to split this in half because it came out too long

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21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
i have no idea how smart or otherwise i am in relation to anyone else and even less what anyone else means by the question. i do know that even a village idiot, if he knows only one thing, that one thing will sometimes be the one thing the world's greatest genius has overlooked or is completely unawaire of
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
i think it is sufficient to know that diversity exists and that none of us are infallable. life is too short to spend most of it listening to oppinions you've already heard when you could be doing something you felt was useful and gratifying at the time if you weren't doing so.
it is good though to know your surroundings, including of course the prevailing winds of your sociopolitical ones. this could after all save your life, and almost certainly a great deal of embarrisment
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
there is no such thing as winning or loosing any argument, there is only reducing the likelyhood of causing harm or failing for whatever excuse or reason to do so. if you are going to chainge your view on the basis of anything, make sure it is actualy data you have not previously intigrated and that there is at least some reasonable probablility of it being accurate
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
probably creating a market for crime by refusing to consider what kind of incentives are created by our real priorities, refusing to do our thinking, refusing to connect the dots, and then lying to ourselves about and inventing excuses for doing so, whether these are of belief or idiology or anything else. this does not absolve the perpitrator of any other causing of harm, but it is the reason all other crimes are committed, and if we want there to be less harm in the kind of world we all have to live in, then of course it is up to each and all of us to reduce how much of it we both individualy create and create incentives for
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
what boters me the most is the kind of tyranny of aggressiveness and gratuitous pseudo-conventionality we are all living under as a resault of a majority of people being persuaded to refuse to connect the dots
i'm in no hurry to get myself dead
as for other people in my life, they come and go like everything else, and why would any rational being expect otherwise? i may love them and wish them happiness and wish them well, but really the kind of world i have to live in is a closer part of how i experience existence then who ever i happen to be shairing it with
naturaly enough if and when i were to have many enimies and few friends i feel very insecure, but to have few freind and fewer enimies or none at all makes me feel most comfortable and secure of all
many friends are ok
but fewer and less powerful enimies then freinds
are what it takes for me to feel really confident
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
as long as i am breathing i will always have more left to learn then no single one of us ever can. anyone who immagines themselves to have run out of things to learn is deceiving themselves about the kind of universe we live in, how big and truely unimmaginably diverse it really is!
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
how could i possibly not do so?
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
the may be a matter of the eye of the beholder how you define one, but yes i have every reason to believe i have had several
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
the spacegoing vessles of worlds i have lived on in previous lives would certainly be classified as such by anyone from this world for the first time seeing them
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
as i do not make the assumptions popular of common perceptions the question is again very nearly meaningless
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
i may have though never as any part of my actual intention
i worry sometimes that i might have if that is what you mean
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
i don't think anyone makes anyone anything, but every time someone tells me i've somehow contributed to their happiness it gives me a very good feeling unless i have strong reasons to doubt their sincerity, even then whatever their motivations, that they would have them is at least interesting and at least to some degree gratifying. no it's always gratifying, whatever reason anyone may have for telling me that. i just always hope it's actualy true.
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
pretty much i think what i'm allways saying. at least i'm pretty sure that's my one and only reason for saying it. to live in the kind of world, where nature, tecnology and creativity are harmoniously, sustainably and gratifyingly intigrated and balanced. really i just want to live in a little cave or cabin in the woods with lots of computers and trains and not have to worry about anything. that's my three wishes kind of thing. to never have to worry about food shelter and social repression and to always have at hand access to means of creative expression i have at least some ability to make bennificial use of
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
how to create my own little universe somewhere, i mean really, just like the god that supposedly created the one we live in now supposedly did. there wouldn't have to be other people in it but if a few who would enjoy it wanted to be that would be ok too.
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
i'm neither holding my breath nor rejecting out of hand the possibility that it may some day in some life or afterlife come to me
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
having to live in a world and a part of a world where human society romanatcizes and rewards aggressiveness and convinces itself that anything that doesn't begin and end with little green pieces of paper has to be some kind of big bad boogie man
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
shaired happiness and gratifyin creative accomplishment
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
i have never seen anyone's life truely signifigantly and permenantly chainged by any single experience and mine is no exception
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
not to assume, not to expect and to love diversity and the unknown
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
dream your own dreams (think your own thoughts, assume nothing and connect the dots)

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1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
I don't know... I hadn't make the difference yet. Not much important.

2. How different are you to most people?
Very much.

3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
Cult, I suppose.

4. If so, is this who you actually are?
I don't think so.

5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
I guess so. But just some times.

6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
Yeah.

7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
I'd give it to myself.

8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
I'm in doubt.

9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
I'd want people to stop thinking I'm a "fragile lil' person".
And stop fucking saying I'm "SOOOOOO thin".

10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
I wish they could see that I have a heart.

11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
No. But I wish I could say what I think and feel.

12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
In some actions of mine, yes.

13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
Inner peace.

14. What do you think of our planet?
I think it's amazing. People could care more about it.

15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
Individualist.

16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
I guess when the person has lived enough to know pretty much a lot of things and problems. Maybe 40.

17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
I wish I could. But I guess I wouldn't.

18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
Knowledge of History, Geography and Astronomy.

19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
Yes, but I'm still in process of changing.

20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
I normally go on my own judgements, but I still listen to the advices.

21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
No, I'm just like in a middle term.

22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
It's important, but I don't see how this is going to affect my life.

23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
Sometimes it's hard to me admiting I'm wrong. I apologise when I do something wrong and I'm willing to change my view if I realize someone elses' the right one.

24. What do you think is the worst crime?
To break someone's heart.

25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
Losing my life. I already kinda lost my friends.

26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
Yes, I do. I'm still a child in life.

27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
Pretty much.

28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
No.

29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
No.

30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
Not really bizarre. But it happens sometimes.

31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
I don't think so.

32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
I would like to. I don't think I've made anyone truly happy... Tho, my mom keeps saying I'm the most wonderful thing ever happened in her life.

33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
Freedom.

34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
what am I doing wrong?

35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
No, things in life don't come that easy and right.

36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
Being away from my father and not caring.

37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
Be loved, to love. Music.

38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
'til now, having a boyfriend. It changed my life complety. But I'm still waiting a bigger one.

39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
To not do things I don't feel like doing. But I'm a bad student, I still do things I don't feel I should.

40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
Live and let live.

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
answer: ummm i dunno... to some people i'm important
2. How different are you to most people?
answer: ummm very different i think (mentally and a little bit physically)
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
answer: ummm hippie,tom boy.... ummm yea
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
answer: i don't know... sure hippie... but i dunno... i guess i have a tom boyish act to me as well...
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
answer: i use to yes... i admit that.. but now i don't
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
answer: i dunno.. that question hurts my head
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
answer: share it
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
answer: homeless people
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
answer: ummmm telling me who I am... and telling me what I am... and saying stuff like "all you write is dark stuff why don't you try writing happier things" or when they criticize every damn thing i do... or tell me how I act and shit
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
answer: ummm i dunno
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
answer: yes certain people (more mentally not physically)
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
answer: i dunno probably not
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
answer: the 2nd one
14. What do you think of our planet?
answer: i think we waste sooo much waqter and food and i think that's stupid... I think a bunch of people are so damn greedy and selfish.. I mean their are good things too...
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
answer: good?? (i think i don't understand the question)
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
answer: when they are good and ready and responsible
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
answer: fuck no!! I hate my fucking past!... if i had to then i'd go back to where when i was really really little living in Hedly
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
answer: i'm not sure... definatly not entertainment and fashion
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
answer: i hope so.. yes i have
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
answer: both
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
answer: no! i think i'm stupid
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
answer: pretty important because i'm sure you would expect the same treatment
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
answer: i think sure admit your wrong... but i wouldn't apologize or change my veiw.. you have nothing to feel sorry about your jhust staing your opinion and you should have your own veiws instead of following other peoples.
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
answer: ummm rape... although i'm not sure...
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
answer: losing my friends...
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
answer: sure
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
answer: yes
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
answer: nope
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
answer: nope
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
answer: sure
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
answer: yes of course and yes i regreted it sometimes
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
answer: yes i think i have.. and yes i'd like to...
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
answer: inner freedom/life (sometimes)
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
answer: why I am alive
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
answer: nope
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
answer: too many to list
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
answer: ummm not sure...
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
answer: ummm moving in with my mom
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
answer: nobody's life is perfect"
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
ANSWER!!! live

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
Don't like the question.
2. How different are you to most people?
Around here in suburban USA, I'm considered quite wild. In any major city? No big deal.
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
As a jock...tomboy dyke, crazy liberal, nerdy writer
4. If so, is this who you actually are?A
All of the above. Except I'm the only lesbian they know, so they view me as a butch girl when I'm really pretty femme.
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
Only very once in a while. Rarely.
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
Constantly. I wear skirts to school, paint my nails and shit.
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
I'd like it for myself. I trust myself to use it more wisely than they would.
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
Homeless people.
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
Mostly the people I've surrounded myself with treat me wonderfully.
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
Oral sex?
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
Yes, sometimes. Doesn't everybody?
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
Yes indeed.
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
The latter, of course. That's what I'm striving for.
14. What do you think of our planet?
It's amazing.
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
Riiiiight, that's a short answer question.
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
Fiscally, after college if they desire further education. Emotionally, it depends.
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
No, I've pretty much always enjoyed the progression. There are certain times 2-3 years ago I'd rather not repeat.
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
COMMUNITY
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
Significantly.
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
My own.
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
Yes, absolutely. But I'm sure a lot of those people think similarly.
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
Immensely. With one exception: Focus on the Family.
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
that doesn't really bother me...I'll give in.
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
Rape.
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
All friends.
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
Yes.
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
of course
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
No
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
fairly often.
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
No.
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
Yes. Maribeth.
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
Kristin, but she's gone. I'm that desire changes with time.
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
Why do I create other worlds for myself and obsess so easily?
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
Yes.
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
Broken heart (result of Kristin)...the whole age 14-16 coming to terms with sexuality struggle...Maribeth's two suicide attempts.
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
Knowing that Maribeth is alive and getting better, knowing that I've come to terms with myself and that my family/friends accept and love me in return.
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
My trip to Peru this past month, basketball season freshman and sophomore years.
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
Do not try to fix people. Codependence is not love, nor a "bond."
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
Listen to Ani Difranco.

 

1. Out of all the people in the world, how important do you think you are?
I am sure my purpose lies somewhere. Everyone is here for one reason or another. I would think everyone is of equal importance.
2. How different are you to most people?
answer: I am the same with everyone. Not sure exactly what you are asking.
3. Do people sometimes see you as a certain "type"?
answer: Yeah.. Everyone sees me in a different way. Mostly I have been described as "artsy".
4. If so, is this who you actually are?
answer: to some extent, yes. But there is a whole lot more in between.
5. Do you ever act a certain way because people expect that from you?
answer: Yes. I do my best to smile at family "gatherings".
6. Do you ever try to be deliberately unpredictable when people label you?
answer: No
7. Would you rather give $100,000 to yourself or share it between your closest friends (and you get nothing)?
answer: I would love to share it. That would be so much fun to see what we all do with the money. We'd probably combine it and buy a little condo or rent an apt. somewhere for all of us.
8. Would you rather share $100,000 between your closest friends or between 1,000 homeless people?
answer: Homeless. In all honesty, I really don't need the money.
9. What do you wish people would stop doing to you?
answer: asking me to go in different directions
10. What do you wish people would do more of to you?
answer: appreciate
11. Do you wish you could be more like certain people?
answer: What do you mean??
12. Do you think you set a good example for other people?
answer: In the outside world, absolutely. To myself, I could be quite destructive.
13. Which would you rather have: a trouble-free life, or an inner peace that prevents any trouble from ever upsetting you?
answer: Beautiful question. Inner peace, 100%
14. What do you think of our planet?
answer: it is not clean
15. What do you think of humanity, as a whole?
answer:We are way too separated
16. When do you think people are ready to raise children?
answer: when they are ready to give their life to another human being.
17. Do you wish you could go back to how things were when you were younger? If so, what age?
answer: Yes, but only because being younger is fun. The age before one is expected to be an "adult"
18. Which is more important to you: knowledge of your community, popular entertainment and fashion; or knowledge of history, geography and astronomy?
answer: Knowledge of my community
19. Have you changed a lot since you were younger?
answer: Nope, not a bit
20. Do you normally go on your own judgements, or listen to the advice of other people?
answer: I may ask, but I do what I want.
21. Do you think you're probably smarter than most people?
answer: yes, yes I do
22. How important do you find it to listen to other people's views and beliefs, even when you don't agree with them?
answer: Truly depends on what the topic is.
23. How important is it to you when you lose an argument to admit you're wrong, to apologise and to change your view?
answer: I have no problem admitting when I am wrong.
24. What do you think is the worst crime?
answer:
25. Which bothers you the most: losing your own life or losing all your friends?
answer Losing all me friends
26. Do you think you have much learning left to do in life?
answer: I truly hope so
27. Do you value your wisdom more than your looks?
answer: Absolutely. I am already adorable
28. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
answer: on acid..that's about it
29. Have you ever seen a UFO?
answer: yes, I know I saw one somewhere
30. Do any really, really bizarre coincidences ever happened to you, and if so how often?
answer: Yes. A lot, it's odd.
31. Have you ever really hurt anyone, if so do you regret it?
answer: Yes & yes
32. Have you ever made anyone truly happy, if not would you like to?
answer: I don't know if I ever did, but it would be the greatest thing in the world if I could
33. What does your heart desire more than anything else?
answer: To just be me without all the outside stuff. To REALLY just know me
34. What is the question you would most like to know the answer to?
answer:
35. Do you think you will ever know the answer?
answer
36. What has been the most upsetting experience in your life?
answer: death of a friend
37. What thing or things gives you the greatest feeling of joy?
answer: My cats
38. What is the most life-changing experience in your life?
answer: The retreat on went on about 5 years ago.
39. What is the most important lesson life has taught you so far?
answer: Be careful.
40. In no more than seven words, tell everyone what you really think they should do...
Do your best to truly know yourself