3 things you did today

1) Had a very odd dream about Lithium!

 

1. Went to school, watched men behaving badly and not a lot else
2. Came home early and took the oppurtunity to look through our photo albums. The one when my Mum was 21 was really poignant, as was the wedding album, everyone just seemed happier then. Funny how 18 years and three children seems to ahve chnaged that.
3. Did some mad stuff to my hair, I now have a purple wrap, 2 beady bracelets wrapped round it and a couple of grips in it.

 

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1. Got intruiged by Moonbeams dream about Lithium eh eh
2. Gym and Swim
3. Library

 

No, it wasn't a sex dream! That would be awful!! It was just rather strange and it didn't look like lithium at all, but it was him, come to think of it, he actually looked like that guy from Star Trek.

 

1. Woke up feeling distinctly less ill than yesterday
2. Got a nose bleed in RE, embarrassment! Haven't had one of them since I was 11.
3. Realised i was without lunch and front door key.

 

1) The sun has decided to hide behind the clouds of despair. As I got up at around midday, I have only had three hours sleep. This means I will sleep tonight. I got out of bed, went for a tomtit and got dressed. I attended a meeting with my support group in Brockley.

2) I was given a cup of coffee and we spoke about what I need. I feel comfortably numb. However I popped into the 999 club for a pile of honey toast and three choco bars with yet another coffee. Whilst I sat alone, I could see UKTV HIstory channel being played. Ironically, lots of flamingoes. They look so weird, the way they huddle up into a group and sort of appear to float on water. Their heads go in all directions. I suddenly heard, "Wewooh wewooh, wewooh, wewooh", over and over again. Some guy was making these noises. Well you get allsorts. Having said that, I am Mentally ill. I am not ashamed to admit it. I do genuinely have emotional and psychological insecurities, which make life more difficult for me.

3) I then went to Lewisham College.I enquired about Music Tech. Spoke to music tutor on phone. Just need to fill out app form on website. Took away course guide. Auditions are coming in April. Better hurry up. I went for another tomtit, scratched my arse to ribbons on cheap toilet paper. Then walked back to lewisham. Lots of demolition is happening.

 

1) At around 12.15am, I ended up taking myself down to the A&E.

2) I signed on this noon and am pleased to let anyone who claims JSA know. Your money is available for withdrawel today! If you get money sent from Belfast. They would have sent it out on the 14th. Oh happy days. I want to be a solo artist.

3) At A and E I got myself referred to councilling. I am strictly speaking, Mentally ill. In my opinion anyway.

 

1. Bought a sheet and some spraypaint
2. Made a wicked banner out of em.. but no camera so no pics
3. Drank loads and loads of coffee

 

1.Purposefully stayed in bed long enough to miss first lesson, only to find it ahd been cancelled anyway, result!
2.Managed to pick up my 65l D of E rucksack and be at an eco club meeting and at the library party all at the same time.
3.Got a new velvety hat, woohoo

 

1) Was immensely jealous (mate just got a 2nd hand mini for his 16th, for when he learns to drive)
2) Managed to do nowt in the way of work, though the Shambala list is growing.
3) Stood at a bus stop with one of the most socially inept people I know. He spent about 10 minutes saying how chavs were stupid neanderthals who inbreed...while we standing about 2 feet away from 5 slapheads in burberry. I had to keep positioning myself to make me look like I wasn't with him.

 

havs were stupid neanderthals who inbreed...

It's only true though...

 

It's true, just at a safe distance hehe.

 

I did only 2 things because there are only 2 things you can do as a graduate student:

1. school work
2. procrastinate school work

 

4. Had a V. V. uncomfortable conversation with my Dad about drugs, appears I know waaay too much about them haha
5. Bought pears soap and a pomegranate.

 

Haha I had a quality one with my dad, it was pretty much: Prohibition is a load of nonsense, just lay off the hard stuff.

 

My dad told me the story of when he found his friend dead of a heroin overdose and that weed was the gateway drug etc etc. Oh and my 10 year old sister said 'your drunk on cannabis' to me, i was like 'yeahhh'

 

Oops.. probably thanks to my education of you haha

 

Haha I love those propaganda stories. My Mum's dragging me off to one of those anti drugs talks at school in a week or so. Bloody busybodies turned the school off the idea of acid due to some horror story of a girl peeling her skin off on acid, and the nonsense that your trip has nothing to do with your surroundings.

My sister loves putting my foot in it when it comes to drugs, for example, when I first asked about Shambala, I described it as a 'bit of a hippie festival' she then went and said "Aren't hippies the ones that smoke loads of weed and take drugs" ...cue tumbleweed moment.

 

My dad will so smell weed on me hehe. Ah well, I'll just say it was someone smoking over me, man....