3 things you did today

masturbation, visiting this page, watching TV

 

Prescript: Beijing Olympics will be the main theme of August. 08/08/08 on BBC0ne and Interactive.

1) Got up at around 11:30. Could hear the incessant screaming of my next door neighbour. Had tuna mayonaise and spaghetti, with grating of cheddar cheese, lightly melted over the steam of the spaghetti.

2) Watched a bit of the Parliament Channel. The Beijing Olympic commitee was dominant.

3) Went out to the Pawn shop. Oh well.

 

Weekends been pretty crazy
Now all worn out
Wont have internet connection for a few weeks soon
Going to recover, clean and get everything organised and ready to go today

 

Prescript: Beneath the opera house, I know he's there. He's with me on the stage, he's everywhere. And when my song begins, I always find....



1) I got up at around 8am after having this strange dream about Prince. I was the real Prince and there was the fake. I was running away and he was running away. Someone had to see which one of us was real. Then When Doves Cry came through. I just don't get it?
I had a small bowl of oats after washing in the bath.

2) I went out to Carpentry course where I did a lot of Planing.

3) Cycled exceedingly fast back to Lewisham. The wind was on my side and I got to Lewisham in around 20 minutes from Camberwell.

Additional: Wrote some poetry drafts.
And started work on Sonnets.

 

1. Went to work with this crazy nervous feeling as i was going to give my two weeks notice today...I start my new job in two weeks.....I am very scared, sad, nervous and excited....
2. Had lunch with one of my coworker at Johnny Carrions...Lunch was soooooooo yummy..
3. Came home, had dinner and now doing some paper work...

 

1. Woke up at 4am
2. Still awake at 6, thought I might as well get up
3. Thought better of it, eventually dozed until 9.15

 

1. Took a train & a tube to London and Camden respectively
2. Had a good browse round the stalls & chai in a cafe (organic too ).. also had halloumi cheese & harissa wrap, mmmm
3. Bought a torch lighter and some neon green shoelaces. Thought about buying a pipe but didn't have the cash on me.

 

This is for yesterday
1. went to town
2. bought a card and forgot to get an envelope, so had to go back for it xD
3. got A7x latest album

 

Prescript: Where ever I lay my hat that's my home.

1) I got up at around 11am. THe sun was briefly shining through the thick grey clouds of yesterday's drizzle. For once, I ate two slices of toast and filled out my jobcentre job search thingy.

2) In less than fifteen minutes, my benefits are terminated and I have realised that now I won't be able to pay the rent, feed the body or pay the tv licence installments. I went to the library after I sold my bike for some much needed cash. A fistful of sterling, I wrote an End Tenancy notice letter. It is now in the post first class.

3) I spoke to some guy who is now due to come around tomorrow morning to see what he can get. House clearance so to speak. I hope to get enough starter money and prepare for the long journey up north.
In the meantime I will be getting a crisis loan on Monday, basically to clear off the rent for the month. Then when I leave, I won't have any arrears.
For a while I will be residing in my Mum's home, if she has got her own place yet. I know it is a kind of Giorgio Moroder meets the prettiest Carebear.

I have lived and breathed in Lewisham for six years. I remember the first day I arrived at my new home. It was pretty exciting at the time. I was only twenty and can still remember the smell of dust.
I see this as inevitable. I always deep down wanted to escape Lewisham. At first, the neon glow of suburbia, the feral foxes, the perpetual twilight inside an electronic sphere, seemed quite attractive. THen I learned what true suburbia was like.

"SIgh", my only wish, I wish I could see what the Urban renaissance becomes and of course when the Olympics come to London, I will be up North, either Liverpool or Newcastle. I am soon to become a lone ranger, a freeman, a guy on a bike, the wanderer, that guy who rides into the unknown, but tries to find sanctuary. I feel like John Connor.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0s-yE0e8RvI

Well...you know (in a french accent)
Additional: Yes, at a time when I was about to make that change. It is amazing how one's life can change suddenly.
Maybe I will see the Arched bridge of Newcastle, or cross the Mersey. Perhaps I will chuck pebbles into the Irish sea or catch fish in the river Severn. I am a free man. I am a tumble weed.I have to brace life on the streets for a while.

THe jobcentre don't care about my fate. As long as they are not on the other side of the desk, they fear not, they worry not, they are about as sympathetic as Data*.

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Oh J0hn youre moving...good luck, hope it all goes well and you manage to settle up north for a while at least. Were moving out Friday morning and will miss this place. Were staying in the same town for now, but in a couple of years well be leaving the country. I became "a freeman" too hehe, its good, honestly, theres so much to see, and you will "find sanctuary"

If ever you need a room or a friend you know where i am. But heres to new adventures:cheers2: Hope all goes well

 

Thankyou for your support

I will be laying my hat down in various street corners, shop entrances and other smelly crevices. But this is an option to escape suburbia and reside in places I always dreamed of. Perhaps Cornwall. I can choose

 

Its whatever you make of it J0hn, world really is yours, and dont let any doubts about that direct you. I know how tough it is with the country like it is. But theres always opportunity, always hope and always chance to make something new and wonderful grow Keep us updated!

 

Prescript http://www.apatheticrant.com/comic/job-seeking/

The jobcentre staff are emotionally challenged. There is no human aspect to the job at all. They sit on the other side of the desk looking all superior. It doesn't mean fuck all if a mother loses her kids as she can't feed them because the jobcentre withdrew her benefits. So long as it isn't them who end up being the jobseeker.
They say staff get assaulted. I say it is aggravated assault.

1) Got up at 9am. Yesterday went too fast. There was lightening flashes all around the thick grey skies last night. Man came to take two chest of draws. Only got 20 for it. Oh well.

2) Had egg butty for breakfast and a cup of Cherry Tango.

3) Scratched arse, went "EH Eh Eh". Then went into Town.

 

Prescript: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bs9GmL1vBzM

1) "Sigh":angelsad2: I will miss Lewisham. I will miss the cultural vibe of Lee High road. There is a nice Indian take away and Asian food specialist too. I will miss the roaring traffic that thunders down into the Obelisk roundabout (Named because it is a death hot spot) with such great speed.
I have sold some furniture, ready to burn some old paper work which is six years of bills, letters etc etc. My home already feels empty. I got up at 12:30, washed myself then watched opening ceramony of Olympic games.

2) I am making my own bread. You get self raising flour, yeast, butter luke warm water and salt. MIx the stuff together and you should have a dough. Knead for ten minutes, leave for two hours so it can prove itself. It should rise. Then bung it in a mould or shape it before proving then bung it in oven.

Real bread is moist, smells yeasty and is springy and slightly warm.
Eat within 48 hours. I watched more of the Beijing olympics. About a thousand Chinaman molesting a few drums which lit up to reveal numbers.

3) We are all convinced China is utopia and everything is settled and human rights are not the issue. As the flame is ignited we can only hope for some Gold medals.

 

1.Slept
2.walked
3.Bought licorice in the wholefood shop.

 

1) Unpacked. By which I mean threw some things on the floor.
2) Went to work and found I am doing a very long stretch next week.
3) Felt very very guilty.

 

1: Watched the Olympic opening ceremony (Very spectacular I must say)
2: Heard about the Russian invasion of Georgia
3: Made this post

 

Prescript: Due to Beijing time, any live events are available to watch in the early hours of the morning. This is the time when you need a PVR.

1) Got up at around midday. It was pissing it down with rain. The fellow human beings were sat on a wall carving notches into their arms. Nice.

2) Ate some of my home made bread. Tastes great.

3) Went to the library to type a few final notes.

 

1) Thought about how not to get killed tomorrow
2) Felt even more guilty than yesterday
3) Avoided having to do anything about it!

 

1.Slept
2.Read a whole silly book
3.Hemmed the top of my shambala costume.