when i felt like you, being with my friends cheered me up. bug your friends to go out and get wasteddd or do something fun. or if they're shit, try and make some more. whereabouts do you live?? you should have days out, get a national express coach to brighton, it's not that expensive and you can go for like 12 hours and get wankered on the beach and go on the rides. i did that last week and had loads of fun! so yeah, it's summer now so just go out as much as possible, don't stay in feeling all shitty.