oldwolf's Blog

I come before you
To plead my case
though I buffoon may be
you must admit a laugh or 2 it gleaned

And when one stumbles often
And does not quite make good
Of those jobs I've placed upon myself

At least dear ones
Though there are tears in your eyes
Some of them are from laughter

Although I never applied myself
Quite as full as maybe I could
And though I fell often and sometimes far
I got up again
I got up again
And I got up again

My antics may have lessenened the fear
That maybe I might never complete my tasks
And to tell you the truth - I never will
I've got a lot of Growing to learn me yet

Far beyond a mere life and more
Into eternity I will toil
And even if some I can call complete
More will I find that I have yet to learn


So though I often do not succeed
I plead you note that still I try
Ever the fool I take that step
And continue when I know not what's next.

I come before you my case to plead
And ask from you and you and you
That may it please you to know

I will carry on

Long as the Being does beat
Trying forever to move to More

Till it may finally come
That we See we have gone

Beyond what was

And in this Now

Change has come

And the Action of Love
Is here to stay

What once faltered on
And fell again and again
has grown to shine

Love
IS



Namaste

Stopping the internal dialogue
I See in Thee - Me

Not comparing Thee and me
Healed the separation

Coming to Wholeness
I Know we have allways been Connected


Letting Go
I Am



In loving - I found the strength to Be
In Accepting - I found I allways was
In Acting I find I Am




Namaste (my Spirit Bows to your Spirit)
__________________

High in the mountain
wearily resting on a seldom used Path
with a red soiled bandana round his head
he rested

Coming Down, striding purposfully
Intense, focused, and stern
Came an old man
Toward the young


Others Seeing the image were afraid for the young man
And Worked to have it Be not
Ahh family family
What do ye to me

Waking from the Dream Knowing from his core
That the old man
was me coming to join from another time


But since we come to wholeness -
Never really sparate you See
For we are all what we have been too
And we make anew this Now

Blessed Be

And just what do You focus on ?

So important because each and every one of us creates our own reality doing just that !

Do you see the hardship and pitfalls - do you see the wonder of where it may take you - do you focus on the beauty that procedes from any desired path - or the work it will take ?

does not mean that you do not look at the steps involved but that what you end up focusing on will by and large determine the outcome.

And yes we can and Do determine what we think on - what we focus on - what a wonder (and yes it does involve the work of harnessing - controlling your mind).


It is the godhead that we give to ourselves and ours to choose how we use it

Do not feel alone - so many have the challenge of trying to find ways to express what is felt in the interior depths

from the Other side - out of time and space where in truth we dwell, the spirit soars and brings us messages that leave us wanting - O so sore for the heights we Know are possible.

Those who wander in spirit, find places of depth within that feed us in ways and places, we did not know from what we have been taught, existed

And love, that we which goes by that name, seems so paltry and inadequate - so apart from that which we hunger for, and which feeds us - even the mere shadow of it, feeds us in ways that leaves us so hungry for the greater depths

those who a mystic bent strive to communicate, to share - but words are so god damn lacking

Poetry serves us best and looking deep into the eyes of another, leaving aside this cloak of mortality and going deep within - deeper yet to the without - Beyond....

Ahh how can we settle for something which strokes the fires within for wanting so much More


Living in the Now
Living in the Now
living in the Now

put aside the expectations the parameters of the mind
Open wide the heart and LOVE All that IS

Tear it open - your heart spaces - such sweet pain yet nevertheless a tearing so deep, turning us inside out in ways that leaves us hurting beyond hurt - for More

Embrace each moment - each iota of time - Bless it - for within this physical shell, we Feel, and are capable of Growing yet further in our ability to feel yet More.

the Why of separation has to do with growing - and for this there must be the individual, even though it leaves us feeling so unWhole

Open in vulnerability, Open in detachment - for this physical is so fleeting, and Change is ever the watchword best describing it -
Yet OPEN the more widening the embrace - To BE and then Become yet More....

Moving into the Beyond - Knowing that there is More
And the More IS as we always were, are, and will yet Be - for We ARE - and the words Be Still and Know I Am God become so personal and real - for in unity - we Are GOD

Embracing the Now, opening to all in Love - Being O so more vulnerable than we ever thought we could ever let ourselves be

This is how we bridge from the corporal to the eternal - with reverend thanks

Namaste