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And I realize that not all police officers are bad, and not all police departments either. My problems seemed to be centered always in those two cities, Detroit and Dearborn. Until that incident September 11, 2013 in that city in Oakland County. Where a paramedic (who I always thought were dedicated to helping people) thought again that a good driver like me shouldn't be driving (for not proceeding thru a yellow "carefully, carefully" enough), but had a no problem with the older driver who didn't even see me or swerve. And I think even police and others in government would agree with me that it is outrageous that I am harassed for minding my own business with a good record and good insurance, while I live in a city where there is all kinds of a abuse and violence that goes on. And most people don't even bother to get insurance. But they were all right with all of that. They just thought I shouldn't be driving. Like I said that is beyond outrageous, and shows more than contempt for that law. That shows a special contempt for the law. Coupled with the fact they thought they were above the law or that it didn't apply to them. Even if the matter is totally corrected and everyone where I live moves on and even long forgets this all happened, I never will. I am permanently damaged, no one seems to care, and it was outrageous this happened at all. So I will never stop fighting it and exposing. I guess I really don't know what is going on and what people's motives or feelings about all of this is. I may not ever know that anymore than I'll ever know when this is over with. But it is outrageous it happened at all. And it is my job to always expose it, for the rest of my life.

But you know I never wanted much starting September 1989. Just a walk in the park when I felt down. Or to buy football cards at that mall in Dearborn so I could ogle the hot men. Or to have some unique dish at that local German restaurant. Because the food there was gourmet, but affordable (and I always wanted to try the Beef Wellington there, but never got the chance). And that's what made that place so special to me. But the owner talked loud enough for me to overhear, saying she didn't want me there. Because I looked like a dangerous mental patient to her or she knew who I was somehow. But those things would have meant so much to me. And now the chance to redo that time in my life is forever gone. Except now I can, and I think I must, hold all the people responsible for all these years of abuse and threats responsible.

So be it then.

And I wanted to add. Someone at some point is going to try to talk me out of all this, exposing it all. Exposing the secret techniques and agendas of the police and other authorities involving the mentally ill and others. Limiting their their driving, observing them, harassing them, making them think they can read their minds, or whatever that was all about (like I said using trigger words and just knowing their psych record when you thought they couldn't). And all along with this informal agreement they have in some place in Michigan like Detroit, informal agreement with the police. Where the mentally ill and handicapped are followed around and harassed, all while the other residents get away with all manner of terrible things. Abuse, felonies, thefts, crimes against the handicapped, crimes against their children and spouses, and maybe even lesser included forms of murder. All while they do that. And who, even the police, would disagree that shows a disgusting and special contempt of the law and for justice?

The police will ask me to stop someday I'm sure. Maybe even the mental health authority in Michigan, and whoever else is involved. But I will not, not ever. I was sent by Fate to expose this all. And I will, I will. Till the day I die.

I just remembered something else from 2004. Like I said, I started researching the topic of driving rights in the mentally ill, and driving rights in general in the US, then.

I already knew that they say driving is a privilege and not a right here. I also found out then that denying people driver's licenses has been used in the past as a form of lawful discrimination and to limit certain groups' rights. For example, I read then, there was a man, in Vermont I think. And he was denied a driver's license as late as 1974. The DMV told him it was because he was a flaming homosexual. There were some openly gay people by then. But his case was different they told him because he was flaming. Also I was reading about how mental illness was used in determining if you get a driver's license in states in the US. In some states they ask you as you apply if you have a mental illness. I was relieved to read in Michigan they don't even ask. (Of course many of the police and first responders here don't think that rule applies to them because them belong to the sovereign citizen movement it seems. And so they make their own rules as they go along, I noted even back then.) But in some states if you are mentally ill and you try to get a license it goes to a board for your case to be reviewed. And they decide what they want to do from there. On the other hand, I also read, if you want a gun in some states it doesn't matter if you are mentally ill. As long as you haven't been in patient for at least ten years. Because, you know, everyone has an unlimited right to firearms there. But they don't want just anyone driving. It could be dangerous.

I was going to bring all of this up online back then. But I never did.

EDIT: And my legal guardian knew all about that car thing. How it was ploy to limit the rights and consent of the mentally ill and make it easier to put them away some place by saying they couldn't even take care of themselves that way. Of course he did. He was probably working with law enforcement with all of that. I knew about how law enforcement used that in 2004, and he was part of that as soon as my father died in 2011 and he was trying to use it against me. Some people tell me that maybe then I should just drop him as legal guardian if he does things like that. But there's not enough money in the trust. Plus I need help, not just with money, but many things. It will have to be him then. But he should be required to take good care of me and never try things like that. That, and always provide me with a car. Or face contempt of court charges.

And also, the car thing is not the only example of ways the mentally ill and the handicapped are treated differently in Michigan and Detroit. In many ways the mentally ill and the handicapped treated unequally and unfairly, harassed and observed and followed around, denied basic needs like cars and consent. All while other residents of high-crime areas in Michigan like Detroit get away with murder, but the police are more concerned about the first group. The first group often just minding their own business and doing absolutely nothing wrong. I demand that all be investigated and that will be forever more part of my case now, till the day I die, which if fate intervenes again won't be for many years.

Because that doesn't just show a special contempt for the law on the part of private citizens, but the police and other authorities too. Which I don't anyone would disagree is beyond outrageous.

Like I said, I am not going to tolerate anymore abuse. At the first sign of abuse, I am going to report it immediately. Report it immediately and get as many people involved as possible. And even some of the forms of abuse are over in my life, I am still going to be reporting them and tell people that they were done to me for the rest of my life. Starting with that moronic thing started in the 8th grade, that people were trying to discourage me from thinking of men. I still wonder if that boy from my grade school in the 8th grade didn't start that one, because he was filled with violent rage I dared even think of him. And why are people still defending him? When I started talking about that I almost got resistance immediately. Like people said I shouldn't get him in trouble. I am going to expose him for what he did and what he was a part of, so the world knows. I certainly hope he loses his job over it at the very least, and whatever else can be done there.

And then there was the practice of having me live constantly under the fear and threat of something horrible and unbearably painful, thinking it was going to happen very soon. I don't care if that is over with. But frankly I am not sure it is. Going by my past experience, people just might be moving on to a more clever form of that. But not if I can help it. If that ever, ever, happens again I will do everything in my power to expose and stop it. I still regret I didn't report that hospital in 1988, if for no other reason that there was a record of all that. But I won't make that mistake again. And the car thing was an example of that. I was seeing through the threats, that they just weren't coming true. So the car one was designed so that I was about to come true, it was in other words a real threat. But it wasn't harmless if that's what some people would now claim. It was a horrible, violent threat. And I will spend the rest of my life telling everyone all about that, everywhere I go from now on. And let them know how I was being secretly damaged with those psychiatric medications, the ones someone like me with Cerebral Palsy should never take to begin with due the danger and damage they do to us. And how they were secretly damaging me to the point that now the police, first responders, my guardian and my neighbors may finally win taking my car away from me. Take away my car when it is many of them who have no business driving, in a city where most people don't even have insurance. And my guardian is going to make sure I always have a car, with all the features I need now that I am damaged, or he will be held in contempt of court like I said. It's interesting that the car thing as an issue actually ended in 2014. Because no one bothered to tell me that. The issue ended, but the threat remained. Well, the threat of it will never really go away. Nor will the damage it did or the fact they might finally win with that one like I said. So I will always makes the whole world always knows and never forgets what was done to me with that.


The car thing was also part of a larger ploy to limit the rights of the mentally ill and handicapped. Yes it was. I saw that right away in 2004. Mentally ill people are rarely allowed by their families to drive. I am going to have that looked into, because that is outrageous. And I seem to be the only one in the outside world who even knows about it. Not anymore if I can help it.


And we're also going to look into what was going on with this issue of the knowledge of my Cerebral Palsy. It was pretty obvious when I was growing up. I had been complaining about frequent urination since age 9. I tend to complain a lot about everything. And then at age 13 I finally went to doctor for it. I was complaining about double vision since at least around age 18. Plus the way I walk and a lot of other things that made it pretty obvious what was wrong. That and my obvious autism and couple of other medical issues. No one ever told me they noticed it. But they did of course, and they often made comments to me about it in hindsight. Comments that made it obvious they knew what it was and what was wrong with me. All while they abused me and put in horrible danger, with things like that car matter above. Put me in danger in Detroit without a car, making me walk at all hours of the day and night in the snow and cold, while they knew I already had neuropathy and damage and advanced diabetes. All just to make my neighbors and those others feel better. I'm going to spend the rest of my life exposing that. I'm going to spend the rest of my life exposing all of that. And I expect accountability to of all who are involved, I expect change. And we are going to look into who else was hurt this way. I think some people where harmed seriously this way. And I think the world has the right to know that.