Jimbee68's blog

Like I said, I have a large complex case to handle. Many people to contact and many charges and legal forms to file. That one guy is still waiting for that notarized document. And plus in addition to misconduct in office charges against that court, I want misconduct in office charges against all the other government employees, police, first responders, everyone everywhere, to be filed. And all the medical personnel who deliberately hurt me and left me permanently damaged with a shortened lifespan. And who almost made my case end tragically. I want them held accountable and I want all those people exposed too. So the world knows, and so this never happens to anyone ever again.

Especially medical personnel. Like I said, that is one the oldest and most fundament tenets of human law and international law. Medical personnel should never harm a patient. They should never judge or punish either. They should remain neutral in every political, legal and moral debate. Because they are only there to help. Like that clinic I went to July last year. They told me that I didn't have neuropathy in my feet. Even though my doctors quickly told me that just wasn't true. If I only knew that I had neuropathy and Type 2 Diabetes early on, I could have done something. I could have exercised my de facto right to just stop taking those meds, being an out patient anyways. Or I could have started filing complaints, even if they would have gone nowhere. Since unbeknownst to me everyone would just be playing along already. But I could have done something. And now it is much too late. Much too late because of that clinic and people like them. This needs to stop with me. If fate put me on earth for any reason, it is to deal with this situation. Because who knows how many people have been harmed or even killed in Michigan or the US this way, and the public just never knew. Not anymore if I can help it.

Like I said, it's hard for me to get things done, especially now that I am older. I'd need help in any event, anyone would. And plus on top of that my case doesn't even exist. And I've been under some kind of weird medical bill of attainder since about 1988. Even though it was never necessary with me, and always very wrong in any event. And like I said, I want legal and policy change too. Starting with just enforcing the existing laws. Like when someone with a suspended license calls the authorities and complains they want their law abiding neighbor who is minding their own business to lose their driver's license. Or when the police make it their mission to do that because someone looks different to them. Or it would just make them feel better. Even though it would serve no legitimate purpose and do so much harm in that person's life.

I want this all investigated and dealt with at once, like I said. And I am telling all the people in my life this. Though so far as far as I know it's all going nowhere.

I just looked it up, but I didn't have time to look into to it too much or read the articles. But that guard was shot at that drug store near my home in 2014, I think. And that store was 24 hours. The police (my therapist seems to tell me) wanted me going there 24 hours a day, in all weather, probably getting mugged at least once. Even though I could easily afford a car, had good insurance and an excellent driving record. All while most people in Detroit didn't even have insurance. And there was all kinds of lawlessness even in my neighborhood, like very nearby sometimes. They didn't care how I'd get everywhere else, they told me, including my psychiatrist. You'll manage, they said. And they already knew I had Type 2 Diabetes and neuropathy by then. And it was obvious early on I had Cerebral Palsy, as I said. Since I could walk, I'm told. I was in no position to defend myself or function that way. And they certainly knew I could legally carry a firearm to defend myself either. And now that store is closed. Where would I be going now, I ask? Like I said when people look different from you or you have any other reason, why you think they shouldn't be driving, you mind your own business. You don't get involved and then make it your life's mission for over 20 years to take away their car, all the while denying them peace of mind while they are waiting for that to happen and just trying to live their life. It doesn't matter if you are in law enforcement. In fact I was thinking around that time, that makes it much worse. Because people in law enforcement can get away with much more. And no one ever seems able to stop them.

Like I said, I want accountability for all of this. I want all who were responsible for this outrage disciplined or at least exposed for this practice, which I think is widespread like I said. I want it to end and never happen again. And I want people in Detroit and Michigan to know there are consequences for doing this. Consequences for the police if they waste taxpayer's money on personal missions like this. And consequences for people who call up the police to have that done to their neighbors, all while they have suspended licenses, no insurance or missing tail lights like I still see to this day in my neighborhood. You're told the first time you do that that it doesn't work that way and that they know you have no insurance, etc. And the second time you try something like that you face legal consequences for your contempt for the law, with your feeling that it still somehow will help you in that situation.

I'd do all these things myself. But it's hard for me to get things done. It'd be hard for anyone to do all this. And on top of everything, it will be impossible I guess. Because my case doesn't even exist. Which I think happens often in Michigan, people just don't know. But unlike my case, these other cases often end tragically that way. Along with what I just said above.

I demand action.

Like I said, I want to stay in a private residence as long as possible. For a couple of reasons. It will preserve my independence, my medical consent and quality of life. And as I said, it will give my much more say in my medical treatment, all of my medical treatment. And even in a place like a nice group home, they would control everything, including my information and my access to the outside world. And that last one is important for my security and safety too, and so people always know what is going on in my life.

And like I already said, one way to preserve my independence and make sure I always live in a private residence is to make sure I always drive. Loss of a limb and other medical problems could jeopardize that right now. And also one way to preserve that right for me and for others to find out what all this nonsense was in my life that going on since at least 2005 and that seemed to start in 1995 with my car. And which I wasn't imagining in 1995, because much of what I saw in places really did happen I later find out and am finding out now. That was incredibly ridiculous and dumb, all the things that happened and all the people involved. And literally endangered my life and safety and robbed me of my peace of mind for over 20 years. And since people like to tease and lie to me, I really have no reason to believe it has ended even if people tell me it has.

I want all the people involved in that held accountable. The fact they were following crowd or following orders is never an excuse, as I explained. And I want change in law and policy change in my life with that issue, the handicapped and driving. Along with all the other dangerous and abusive medical practices that were used in my life.

BTW that new clinic told me I'll be getting no therapy there. Outside of general monitoring I guess. But they will be helping me with my legal case and day-to-day needs. And they agreed I should always have a bottle of Xanax handy, in case the police or others ever psychologically abuse me or threaten me again. So that is where things stand now.

I can't even believe what happened to me really happened. For a while I thought maybe for some reason it didn't. But my 2011 therapist told me it happened, and I was abused by medical workers in Michigan, just like I originally thought. And my case is not at all extreme, quite the opposite actually. Who else did they do this to? We'd never know. They'd never know. But all of these people involved need to be stopped and exposed. So the public knows, and so people can protect themselves.

Well, I guess that thread "My Mental History" will have to continue here. Because I was told some people were becoming annoyed by it. So instead of start from the beginning what that thread was about, I will just put my next entry for that here.

I wanted to add, or make clear if I haven't by now. People did many things that could have led to my suicide. They've done this since I was a child, and they knew exactly what they were doing. All of the people involved, and there is no excuse for that kind of behavior. They also put me in terrible danger by doing things like trying to take away my car though I am a good driver, tell my neighbors something terrible about me and doing things like humiliated me in public. The last one apparently a mental health practice. Maybe of that psychiatrist (who was very unprofessional, as I've said) or someone else. Also at that hospital in April 2004, they told a room full of patients that they wanted them to tell the staff their deepest, darkest secrets, and some of the patients looked terrified. As I already asked, did that lead to tragedy or death? People keep telling me that I should just get over it and move on. And there's nothing that could be done now. But what if another case ended tragically? Last time I checked, there's no statute of limitations on causing death. Probably not on civil cases involving that either. And I am damaged for life and my life has been forever shortened by Type 2 Diabetes and all the other damage to my body, some of which I don't even know about and maybe others don't either because it is a secret. Damage that my doctors and the police and that court have known about for decades, yet never told me. And told me my A1C was never better instead. Isn't that illegal or a cause for civil action? Anything resulting in death, like I said? I'd consult with a lawyer, but my case doesn't even exist. It's all being withheld from me, even though that's not necessary in my case, and never right anyways. And I seem to be under some form of common law civil death where I can't file an abuse complaint, which at least I know of. Many people Michigan probably don't even know they are, because they are just misled and everyone just plays along.

Tragedies have probably happened, and I'm sure they are happening now. And I am permanently damaged. I want something done immediately, and I want all who took part in this in any way to face the fullest legal penalty possible. So people know what's happening, and so this never happens again.