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I pulled an all-nighter two nights ago to prepare for an early start on a new friend's project that I was invited to take part in. So, yesterday morning, he and I got some people together and started working on this thing. I won't get into the details of it because, you know, I'm the mysterious one around here, lol. The morning session went...

[IMG] What can Near Death Experiences teach us about love and sexual connection? Thousands of people worldwide, of all races, religions and cultures, have reported Near Death Experiences. In short, a Near Death Experience, or NDE, is associated with people who are either near death, in a coma or temporarily dead due to an accident or medical...

Heavy thoughts on my mind The clarity that I now see Trying to help the ungrateful those who take me and my help for granted my mind was mess for all I ever wanted was to help, I guess I didn't for otherwise a thanks would have been given or is it only I who say thank you for your help it has been apreciated. My mind is made up, It's time to...

Seems I'm always plagued with some kind of foot/leg type issue when I visit my girlfriend in her country. I don't know why, but it just happens. It's been a bit over a month since I got here. As a mere visitor and not a resident, I must say I love it here, however, if I have one thing to complain about then it's that I hurt my feet/legs every...

Today is a hot day 102 degrees and i have people ask me if i have feeling in my bare feet i said yes i listen to my bare feet and when it's to hot i stop and wait forit to cold down in the 90's. But today i went for a walk and at 6 a.m. it was in the 80's and there was only two car's so i went and started walking and as i saw a person a way...

Today was a hot day and the cement was hot and i had a lot of people asking me if i can feel the heat on my bare feet. And i said yes but not as much as some people would feel. My bottoms of my bare feet are strong and it's a little hard to feel heat and the cold but i love going barefoot to where it's my lifestyle and it's a great lifestyle....

Today was a good day to be barefoot i went to put gas in my truck and it was a little warm it was in the 70's degrees and as i was looking around i saw a lady filling her tank and she was barefoot and the guy in front of me was also barefoot. The guy came up to me and said he was happy the he was not the only one barefoot at the gas station. I...

Have you ever been on a diet in your life? No matter what type of diet (for weight loss) you elect, you will inevitably come across this sad problem. During the first week or two you might loose a gargantuan amount of weight. Then, in weeks following, the number of pounds or kilos will have decreased exponentially. "Whuh hoppen?" you ask....

FORMERLY ENTITLED 'Cleaning out the draft files'* The drafts file of my email account grows like wildfire. Many times I will begin a letter and never get to finish it; it comes with keeping multiple programs running simultaneously. Today I decided to thin out the unfinished business and I noted that two of the emails in the pile were to...

Today i cut my lawn and my bare feet turned green and that is on top of every black bottoms of my bare feet. Then vacuum out my truck and then went to Walgreens snd all of that really got my feet really black the way they should be. I really love how black my bare feet get. And blacker the better. Even i wash my bare feet the bottoms really...

Will today i had to go to the post office and of course i was barefoot. I walk in and i was waiting for someone to tell me that i needed shoes to be in the post office. But no one said a word about have shoes. The lady that was working there i know she saw my bare feet. And as she was helping the lady in front of me i notice that she was...

I went fishing today and it was windy as hell but there was other people there too. And of course i was barefoot i love the feel of the path i take to my fishing hole. It's black top and gravel and where i get off the trail to go to my fishing hole is dirt and patches of weeds and it feels great on my bare feet. As i was walking to the fishing...

Alla-a-a-a-a-a-a-AH! ... Alla-a-a-a-a-a-a-AH! We come from the land of the strife and woe From the Shi'ite slums where the parked cars blow The prophet of Allah Will drive our hordes to dhim lands To whore your child, laughing and crying Inshallah, we are coming On we sweep, with mocking sneer Our only ploy to make the racist smear...

My husband Dennis and I bought a small herd of dairy cows ten years ago. Both of us college-educated, both recovering from devastating divorces, we were 37 at the time, living a simple life without telephone or television, hauling cord wood from the farm we were care taking with our draft horses to support ourselves. We had a savings of $5000...

Today I'm going fishing and it's going to be great. I love the feel of the dirt and tge water on my bare feet. And my bare feet are going to get darker and no tan lines. Today it's catch and release. I never like wearing flip/ flops fishing or camping. There's time i even go naked fishing and camping. I do that by myself everybody that i know...

These are three random thoughts that leave and come to mind in random order. Sometimes I feel the effects of public media, social media, news commentary, public opinion, and then my own moral compass. Suicide has been mentioned in the news lately because of the Kate Spade (unknown to me) suicide and later by the Anthony Bourdain suicide....

at night time Ozora transforms into a rave wonderland.. this you tube is taken in 2017,but i saw similar stuff in 2016 in the Dome as they call that stage.. i recommend Ozora to everyone who wants a 7 day in a row rave party with thousands of fans.. [MEDIA]

I work in a health institute and currently there is a weight-loss study that is going on. It's nothing that hasn't been done before; scientists offer overweight subjects a plant-based protein shake that is taken twice a day with a meal of fruits, vegetables, and low carbs. I signed up for the study. I had asked someone who was doing Weight...

I know I'm probably a bit pretentious with these foreign language titles that I create, but somehow the titles inspire the text from me. The title is a Polish imperative and it means, "Pray and Work". Oddly enough, the verb to pray in Polish is a reflexive. Maybe it should be one in English as well. We say, "I wash myself," and "I dress...

Schadenfreude noun Pleasure derived by someone from another person's misfortune. It seems like a counter-intuitive behavior. What rational person would admit to having such an un-xTian type of feeling? Yet, the word exists. Of course, the word is used in its original German and isn't translated. The word comes to mind when I think of...

I just gained a new friend today. Nope, not a person. In fact, there is a pair. Boobs? You wish, lol. Ha, the truth is that I just bought my first reading glasses today. I'm getting to be the age where my eyesight is starting to bother me just a tad. I'd initially avoided them for fear of further damaging my eyesight, but I'd since found out...

What do you bring to people who have everything? This is what I, a poor man, often ask when I am visiting those who seem to have infinitely more things of value. I have been told that the gift of something homemade is usually appreciated. So, during my adventure of packing for the road trip to San Francisco, I made sure to include two cups...

A lot has been going on. The stuff from work is finally cleared up (I ended up training a total of five different people in the lab, and then the one who went out on medical came back), and I have finally been able to do my job. Unfortunately, there is a huge audit coming up in a couple of weeks (the first day being my birthday :'( ). I...

the wind of the culling distant shore winding the jackdaws and the d'ream-sayings against the backdrop, and the cave full of kites, hammers and bikes the lemon spool of yarn salting a drop of ice i am thirsty for this life full of strife, bloodpool, days of orange the launch rocket motif campaign of posters, quotes from famous boxers...

There are certain people who catch my attention. Something about them causes me to notice their presence. I have a tendency to perceive this phenomenon as their "aura's" catching my attention. Interestingly enough, I seem to draw some of these people, too. The hair salon I go to is one of such environments where this two-way phenomenon seem to...

Will today is a great day for a walk on a trail that i walk on and i have been seeing others walk it barefoot. I use to be the only one but now i see more people walk barefoot. And when they see me they say thanks for truning us on to barefoot walking. Now this group of people know how fun and healthy it is and how safe it is. Because you can...

As I'm writing this, the long-haired black cat (now about 6 years old) is on my lap. She's massaging my thigh with her two front paws as she purrs contentedly. I wonder why they do this (but not with enough wonder as to want to look it up or perform any research on the subject). When I was a pre-teen, I was allergic to cats. Their hair would...

Will today i had a doctor's appointment with a new doctor and everyone told him that I'm always barefoot. And so that's how I am so i walk in everybody said hi and how i was doing . So wait to be called to go back to see the doctor and i ask the nurse how is the doctor and if i will be ok because of my bare feet. She said i think you will be ok...

Stefan Molyneux's 'Universally Preferable Behaviour': A Critique 'Universally preferable behaviour', or UPB, is the moral theory of the prominent contemporary philosopher Stefan Molyneux. The book which explains it is available for free here on Mr. Molyneux's website: Freedomain Radio – Free Books It sets out to provide an objective, rational...

On Thursday I left my shoulderbag at a meeting. I noticed it when I got home. I told the leader of the meeting. She told me that the meeting room would re-open on Sunday. Hmmm... Big deal, right? The shoulderbag had my checkbook, my cash, my credit cards, and my driver's license. Today is Saturday, and I am at home sipping hot tea and...

“The demonological theory of those dark times has won in the end against all the somatic views of the period of ‘exact science.’ The states of possession correspond to our neuroses, for the explanation of which we once more have recourse to psychical powers.” - Freud In the 80s I remember that anyone who abused a child was rightfully...

Day to day, week to week, until it's done. Do we ever live or is it all just an attempt to pretend that we aren't dying every day?

lysergic acid diethylamide full synthesis #1 Synthesis of LSD-25 from Ergot Alkaloids or LSA (including sections on isomerization, seperation, purification, and crystallization) NOTE: The chemicals and reactions described below are potentially dangerous, even to an organic chemist in a well-equipped labaratory. A) Synthesis of LSD-25...

She is a bit eccentric, and a nice-natured lady, Dreaming of space or time ships, And goblins with seventyeight different toes. But, when all is finally done and snipped, The party line she tows. At predetermined intervals she visits me, like a woman's monthly woes. Making sure that the child inside of me, often bleeds and never grows....

Think about how our written language skills have changed. We went from writing paper letters, to voice communication and now we write electronic letters that travel instantaneously. Not only that, but our electronic letters can go to many more recipients or even out to the public at large. And like the most popular news stories, our writing...

So since I decided to take in my dear little nephew, Cristoforo, whose mother is still much too young to be able to raise him, and none of the other family has the time or energy to give little Cris the attention he deserves, and raise him as my own son while still making it clear he is my nephew, I collaborated with my two best friends who are...

You're alone in the world, and it seems there's no one who can understand where you're coming from. You're a minority, a threat to society, and you're seen as a disturbed entity. I'm not just talking about myself, but if you are an alternative thinker, you encounter opposition. To the world, you're opinion is like a deadly bomb. To them,...

Today is a lot different than yesterday it's raining and it feels so good on my bare feet. I love walking in the rain and snow i had to go to Wal-Mart again to grad some little things I'm painting my kitchen and i went in there barefoot as always and i had a employee say that's smart that you're barefoot. I said wow i usely have someone tell me...

Today I will be representing someone in a hearing. I had to perform this same task for the same person two weeks ago. I had to represent her with zeal and with heart-felt passion that a wrong needed to be righted. I did not feel any of this. The person I was representing was not owning up to the accusations made against her. I knew it and...

This is going to be a short entry. The feeling of yearning for someone can be overwhelming at times. That can actually mean you're intensely thinking about multiple identities. But you know where your "home" is. I think that's important. But hey, sometimes you can bring others to your home. It doesn't happen all the time, and it requires...

Confession is not in my disposition, Humility isn't for me. I have too much accusation, To stoop to mutual sympathy- To offer up in supplication, My rightful property, Or stand before adjudication, Bowing my head as if I were guilty. Even if I too have failed in perfection... It is probably due to thee. Moreover, it is for the criminals to...

Today was a good day to be barefoot everywhere. I went to Wal-Mart barefoot and i saw two others barefoot a guy and a girl and there bottoms of there bare feet where black almost as black as mine. It was 85 degrees today and the ground was not hot at all. And after Wal-Mart and went to get a hamburger to eat and as i went in side to order i had...

Just like the microscope, modern day science as a whole, in many ways, makes the world in which we live a lot uglier. In its fanatical fight against "illusion" at any cost, its Promethean bid to infiltrate to the hidden causes of all things, it has forgotten the humanly essential phenomena itself and robbed Life of the natural perspectives...

Canto III: Per me si va ne la città dolente The entrance to Hell is about as welcoming as you’d expect: Per me si va ne la città dolente, per me si va ne l’etterno dolore, per me si va tra la perduta gente. THROUGH ME THE WAY TO THE CITY OF WOE, THROUGH ME THE WAY TO ETERNAL PAIN, THROUGH ME THE WAY AMONG THE LOST. It's an old poem written...

A physician who treats bones is called an osteopath, a physician who treats with herbs is called a homeopath, so a physician who treats the mind is called? That's right kids, its a 'psychopath'! Well done! https://www.amazon.com/Madness-Mr-Max-J-Lewy/dp/1986974324/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1525710187&sr=8-1&keywords=madness+a+form+of+love[ATTACH]

If you only knew how much has happened in the last two years. My life has changed so much. I'll never tell but a few of you what has transpired in these here months because I neither want to relive it in my mind, nor do I want to fail to describe it effectively. It was horrible. It was wonderful. It was a nightmare. It was magic. There were...

It's Sunday and I am readying myself for a church service. I could read the weekly e-mailing to find out what the service is about. I prefer, however, to be surprised on Sunday. There are two intern ministers in addition to our paid minister. Sometimes members of the church lead the service. It's a Unitarian-Universalist bunch. On...

P.N.P. (POETRY NOT PILLS) Madness has always fascinated and terrified the mind of man, in equal measure. In today's medicalized, 'normalized' world, it has come to be seen simply as a 'disease', an ugly blight on the smooth, cog-like operation of the social organism. Our very language has become impoverished by the steady stream of scientistic...

They tortured me. You can't imagine the agony they all put me through. If you or I did it to someone, it'd be called kidnap and forced poisoning producing a condition known as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. When they do it, its called 'medicine'. You bet I question the mainstream narratives. After what mainstream medicine put me through....

I sound like I've got a developmental disability, but that's just something I have to get over and keep working on. Vocal training. When you're an okay singer but your range is extremely limited as a baritone, and you want to sing like, say, Rob Halford or Steve Perry, for instance, then you're in for a hell of a ride trying to extend your...

It seems like a pattern has formed lately where so many people, mostly men and often high-profile figures, have been accused of something, usually sexual harassment of some sort. This has now become an international phenomenon rather than something that has only happened in Hollywood. But whenever I hear about these instances, there are some...

some friends of me=Seppe and Nienke invited me to go to their birthday bash as we say in Goa psy trance..good line up with Anoebis,Agneton etc...party goes from 10 p.m until 08.00am next day...i'll be there to stretch my legs and hop around a bit on psy trance beats...see you all there.. Monday 30 april Locatie: Jeugdhuis Beverlo...

I catch myself looking at the sky a lot, and I'm not entirely sure why. It amazes me, I suppose. Watching clouds moving the slightest bit per minute. Only they don't recognize time, the just move freely, carried by the wind. Unsure of how fast they're going, clueless of the busying streets below their bellies. No worries and nothing but the...

I have yet to master completely freeing my mind. Freeing it completely of all negativity and to simply allow myself to be a generally happy person. Perhaps the reasoning is my need to allow everyone's words and opinions effect how I see myself. No matter how hard I try to avoid it all. - this is what I would have said a year or two ago if you...

It's been nine years since I made an entry about a hat I bought. This was before HF changed their interface, and I'd actually had a number of blog/journal entries posted back then. Too bad you can't access your really old journal entries from before the Big Move, so to speak. Oh yes, this hat........... I'd been super excited about it when I...

Sunset Painting from my Sunset Porch Set Sail for the Bermudan Crowd Parlez Vous Ma Femme, Parlez Vous Dit moi, Que est ce'est Que Que est ce'est Quoi Set your Prettly Little Ass on My Table Let me Draw you in My Eyes In the World Let Me Draw You Allez Vous Avec Moi, Comme Ca Pour My Body a Drink, Oh My Soul Fill Me Up, Fill Me Full, Fill Me...

posting nr.1= flying to Colombo with Qatar Airways..(2014)) I always wanted to visit Sri Lanka as a country...it made me think of tea,rice paddy fields,sunny weather,Buddhism,tropical vegetation etc..so on a nice March day in 2014 i set off towards Brussels airport and stayed the night before my departure in the excellent youth hostel around...

Advice shared between two friends is free. It's not some kind of life consultation session where you sit down with your friend and discuss what they need to do in order to get out of whatever shit they've somehow gotten themselves into, then proceed to receive a consultation fee. Friends help out, you know. You want to see your friend excel in...

Will yesterday my parents came to visit with me and stay the night because they have doctors appointments on Monday. So today they ask if i can take then but if i do i have to wear at least flip/flops. I never wear any type of shoes I'm 100%barefoot all the time . But my Dad doesn't like me going barefoot. He says that real men wear shoes not...

My man. Laying, naked, on the bed. On his stomach. Waiting for me. I straddle him resting my hard cock on the crack of his ass. I rub his broad muscular shoulders. I am white. He is black. We met on a hookup app but have become friends. We see each other as often as we can and are close friends as far as anyone else knows. He is gay....

She is not a classic dominant, and will not demand or punish, but she will usually get her own way, and will never do any thing she does does not want to do. I am the one who is a little kinky and I think she likes it, she does go along with most of it. Maybe I am topping from the bottom but that is slowly changing. My wife is doing good,...

Your Body of Clay, wet with Blue and Haze Hazy BlueBirds flying up the Chimney Flue Mist in your Body and Mist in Your Soul Mist on the hil where the Rocks Stroll Sisyphus roll and Sisyphus Drum A thoushand times or more a Mercurial Hum DO IT AGAIN:, in fervour call for More IN EVERY SEASON:, a Task and a Chore A little Incantation for the...

Today it rained and then turned in to snow. And as always I'm barefoot and it was in the 30's. But like yesterday it was almost in the 70's and perfect weather for bare feet. And to it is a good day to be barefoot but most people looked at me like i was crazy but it felt so good to feel the rain and snow on my bare feet. And i had a couple ask...

[IMG] So this is an experience I've had with pigs. Awhile back our neighbors boar got out of his pen and was roaming the neighborhood terrorizing anyone or anything that got in his way. The people who owned him were away for the day so my step dad told me to take the dogs and see if I could do something about this unruly situation. So I found...

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In the 2nd round Foreman plugged his victim with an innocent punch while looking forward to after-the-fight, he'd be drinking a Daquiri Then head out on his yacht straight for Gastonbury Singing Vespers to the Muse and Mad at the Furies Humming like a bumblebee and stinging like a Bird Painting his elephants in Dali Frisco Pointillist...

One fine day...i must go back to Ozora near the Balaton lake in Hungary.. a 7 day non stop rave party..with lots of stages,great environment,great folks and superb vibes... [MEDIA]

The royal family and every sycophantic follower and hanger-on make me sick to the back teeth! Like they're fucking interested in the welfare of their "subjects" or what is going on politically, socially or morally in their realm. The old, racist, misogynistic and down right rude husband of the queen has had a problem with his hip for the past...

Now today is great the weather is nice it's in the 70's and i went for a walk on a trail that i know and it was pack. People and there kids and dogs walking and i was the only one barefoot. Yes i had people looking at my bare feet. And i could hear kids saying mom can i go barefoot like that guy? And i can hear the mom and dad go he isn't...

To have somebody to talk to about going barefoot today

I had builders coming to the house to do quite a lot of work so me, partner and dog decided to fuck off for a while. Rented a beach house up the eat coast a bit and took off to beachcomb and at least see some seals and dolphins. The whole fucking time we were there the weather was atrocious! Winds that caused 20 foot waves, snow, hail and...

I would like to find someone to go barefoot with or talk about barefoot experiences. And if you ever been told you can't come in here you must wear shoes .

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Hippie Witch meets Vampire [IMG] I believe we are all taught to think in a box. We never really have serious thoughts that are out of the box. Really thinking that vampires exist is thinking out of the box. A hippie witch is always having out of the box thoughts. If a hippie witch decided to prove that vampires exist, this is what would...

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[IMG] I was running my team of horses into the woods to pick up firewood for my stepdad with a two wheeled cart and trailer hitched to the cart. I stopped the horses at a pile of wood my stepdad had cut and split and I filled up the trailer. But before I could get back into the cart, the horses started running. I ran to the cart and threw...

Looking for natural options to help relive heavy moderate to severe pain. Any suggestions ?

Who here knows about this grounding ?

I know i a have fetish for cut bushy dicks!Would like to hear preference s!

Hi there hipsters, how is everyone

Well it's been a while since I even mentioned the problem that has now been dragging on for 18 months. When I last saw my surgeon I was having a particularly good spell so we decided that it would be good to wait 6 months before discussing any further intervention and to see how much more improvement could be attained. Well! Sod's law dictates...

I've found myself in numerous debates over the past, what, 13 years as a member of HF. What I have found is that those who have earned my respect are the ones who know how to hold their end of the arguments. Usually we'd both agree to disagree in those cases, and that's cool. Sadly, a lot of people aren't that good at debating. They simply...

Yesterday I found out how much I'm getting for a bonus, so today my car took a shit (again), and my stepson broke his school iPad. I bought movie tickets yesterday for this weekend, and now I won't even be able to get to the fucking theatre.

Well, first off, thank you to those of you who have liked my last blog entry, and to those who follow my blog now! Now what the fuck am I going to talk about here? LOL Anyway, It's been almost a month since I've become active on here again, and I must say HF never disappoints! It's still the same old drama-filled place where new members are...

As Yule arrived so too; it seemed, the “Virus of the mind”. Already dealing with a number of family issues, the news that my Mother had been taken into hospital with conditions that required contradictory treatment, saw my emotional stability significantly stretched. Along with processes promoted by my employer that taxed both logistical and...

Yesterday was day 1 of training for OLG, and it went better than expected. She was take and picked things up quickly. "Maybe everything is working out", I say to myself. Lawl. Today I got to work and she told me that her packaging coworkers complained all day yesterday, and they told their boss' boss what was going on. Apparently she didn't...

My time has come there is only one way now. The choice I must make Holding the knife so tightly, I close my eyes. Kneel. I feel the pain of the blade cutting across my guts, I know it will be a long and painfull death, But I fear it not for I am ready. How got to this point is no longer important. Now there is no pain left. I have left me...

As i said before in my earlier postings throughout this forum i love the music from the 60+70's we got 3 DJ's in Belgium who still turn that kind of music...all of them are close friends... coming saturday mr.Kite(Jimmy)turns in a pub called café Belge at Leuven... Leuven is a famous university town..gig this time=no entry fee and it goes until...

So here I am, just shy of a week from the day that my senile coworker got mad at our boss and quit. I've been having such a wonderful time of it all- from the dirty looks, to the people spying on me through the lab windows. I am Wondergirl, the only person left in the plant that knows how to fully run this lab, and yet instead of accepting the...

In Belgium we are really spoiled what Goa raves are concerned...starting from february or in fact the whole year round we have the possibility to assist raves,some of them free even,some of them in halls and some of them in open air like the one here in this you tube...i know lots of people in this video since i frequent raves very often since...

There were times when I was very much active here on Hip Forums. I had made some really cool friends, had great conversations, and also gotten sucked into the internet drama. I remember the first hiatus that I went on was just a few months after I first joined this site way back in 2005. Then another hiatus in 2006. After that I would pop back...

well...just to all let you know that the gig Goa trance psy scene is a very intensive activity.. i could easily go to a gig every weekend starting from the month of March..the big events are mostly Boom(Portugal)or Ozora(Hungary)Boom happens only every 2 years,Ozora is a yearly event,but all over Europe there are many gigs going on...the...

When the time circles round And comes to bite you on your ass You know that what you have not done May never get to Be. Well damn, went to write something else and this shows up .... All Be Comes appropriate if we listen closely :.... Did you know ? I read and re-read again and again all that I send to you, especially from...

druid princess in austin, so naked and provocative waiting for a foolin ship of mercenaries and street-junkies and a fool ship shippin' fools for the longcount count of longships a druid fool captainin' counts of longcalls mayan or aztec pomegranate avid avocado throes and monkey keys terrible real estate on jupiters' moons composers of...

My children defy belief sometimes: Firstly: my eldest daughter ( aged over 40 with adult children and a partner by the way) phoned here at 10.30 pm Saturday 23rd December. Her and a friend had apparently been out for the evening, decided to catch the train home. They were clearly a little bit tipsy, missed their stop(fuck knows how) and had to...

I'm watching in utter non-surprise as the passage of the Trump tax plan (I know, other people wrote it of course) has most of the media in full blown spew mode. Even some of the most rabid anti-Trump reporting services (hard to call them news anymore) seem to be regurgitating the stats of who will see more cash in their wallet in the next...

two 'decent' poems Inbox x [IMG] Glenn Joh,n A Tribute to Arthur C. Clarke Childhood's End began with the Apollo Mission Skipping on the moon was not play The stuff of boyhood dreams for everyone to see It was star-runners measuring mans foothold in waking eternity Stepping out amidst planets and moons was akin to rebellion against parents,...

the spirit passes through different prisms in different ways a drop of candlelight, veiled and cloistered with Newtonian arrow or the yawn of genius, awakened to some dawning epiphany when the night has been so long and full of toil that memory forgets its dark claims, its nocturnal truth when the long shadow of your soul awakens you come...

Yes, life is always what we make of it. Does not mean that we should not strive for more. To become so self satisfied with what one has and to desire no more, tends to lead to stagnation and decline of self. I have always felt the stimuli to become more than I am in every now I've ever been in. And for that I give thanks. Luckily for me, most...

He's one of those guys that's probably a bit above average in intelligence, but not enough to justify his attitude. He sits there talking to himself all day long, and if anything happens that he doesn't like, he mumbles endlessly about how it's all "bullshit and fucking stupid." 1) He's a bicyclist. Every day him and his cycling buddies stand...

The Palace by Rudyard Kipling When I was a King and a Mason -- a Master proven and skilled -- I cleared me ground for a Palace such as a King should build. I decreed and dug down to my levels. Presently, under the silt, I came on the wreck of a Palace such as a King had built. There was no worth in the fashion -- there was no wit in the plan...

the new hematite domes won't do it even graffiti on the red-brick igloos keeping out the cold carbon dioxide so thin the desolate air and acetylene from titan is no godly diversion for power requirements the alien ships providing vented Venetian clouds in secret for the old world order to remain

cybernetic philosophers full of immediate needs because they are dying from the program the uranium, polar site had made him do it take care of your buddhist doubt unplug yourself from this doubtful world with absolutely nothing to believe or manifest as real, beyond the nuclear clouds

break from this tornadoe rib fashion from it something divine or sublime perhaps the crushed laugh of perfection a swedish love song or a pole in love with a strip dancers leg-honey the money gone so easily yet not wasted or wasseled grab your balls and howl at the wedding a stones throw from Europa

The love I meant went to this umbrella Umbrella of brillo, asperdine and amphetamine gutteral noises, desperate fantasies where is my coonskin cap, my unholy longing my body vanished shuttle cock and poppy seed adventures unvanished

First of all, I didn't care for Roy Moore when he pulled all that 10 Commandments bullshit. Government isn't about religion and yet, we get to see that so much. Especially here in Georgia where they only recently began to allow liquor stores to open on Sunday. The state representatives who were against it plainly stated that it was "against...

Well, well, well! I thought that I was writing in this section of forums just to amuse myself when there was nothing much happening in general forums to capture my interest or imagination. Clearly I was not firing on all cylinders in the brain department because when the latest version of the site came back online my first thought was "where...

Hey, As i am going very frequently to indoor or open air raves i put this link which certainly will be useful to freaks getting into that style of music..i mostly do Belgium/Netherlands but also have been to a bigger mega festival like Ozora 2016(Hungary)i love the vibes,the people,the deco,just the feeling of freedom this is what i call a...

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I went twice overland to India in the 70's..in 1971 i met my future wife who was a professor in Maharanis Univ at Jaipur(Rajasthan)we got married in 1977,a marriage of 31 years..I lost my wife in 2008 due to heart failure=shocking fact is i found her dead in the couch and i did not even hear anything...it's a shock i can tell you...i got good...

my travel blog.. old tiger O.K..I am gonna go to a gig called Old is Gold.. i will keep you all updated...it's an indoor psy Goa trance Old skool event going in Antwerp from 22.00h until 08.00h next morning on saturday 18th November ==on 18th November a yearly Goa psy trance rave event=Old is Gold in Antwerp..great dj's,lots of action on the...

Well folks, hopefully by the time you read this, the blogs will be ready for action! We hope you enjoy this new blogging system. You are limited to only one blog now, with unlimited entries. We may have lost a few blogs for members that had more than one (we saved one). If you like, you can choose a category for your existing blog, by...

Tom Ryan taught me to surf in the summer of 1993. He ran a surf camp out of Rye Beach in the summers. Every day. Rain or shine. I literally bumped into the place. His office was nestled in the back of a store called the Beachcomber which sold everything from bathing suits and life jackets to coolers and inflatable rafts to beach pails and...

To answer the question, "will magic mushrooms or LSD show up on a drug test", we will first break this question into two parts. Lets take a look . . . [img] Will Magic Mushrooms Show Up on a Drug Test? The main things to know about mushrooms and drug tests is psilocybin and psilocin. The essential psychoactive substances in psilocybe...

Why, oh why I am I so fucking pissed at other people's attitude to things like politics, sexual orientation, colour etc. I know full well that there are many factors that colour opinion, but regardless of upbringing, social and financial situation, individual experience etc. it does not take a rocket scientist to realise that with a wee bit of...

you haven't became pathetic, since the last time you called, ,its not even funny ?wat you need; :a new bf :a new pair of teets

Like Salt-Water.... Joe like salt water joe cutting up the Sun with Hardened Hands he hollers for the Craw Jackelyn Shandy holding Jack-hammers Up in the light War Peace of mind to be fed something like a metaphor Cash change when you realize how longe we been here Refining these shadows behind the electrical Structure of the Brain I would...

In the modern world, we are faced with many stressful situations on a daily basis. How we manage this stress is what either helps us to fall under the full strength of our stress or break free. Pro tip: ignoring your stress is a sure way to create even more stress. Why not take up gardening and try to make the stress go away one shovel of...

In the modern world, we are faced with many stressful situations on a daily basis. How we manage this stress is what either helps us to fall under the full strength of our stress or break free. Pro tip: ignoring your stress is a sure way to create even more stress. Why not take up gardening and try to make the stress go away one shovel of...

There is an order of angels that men barely recognize only for their nakedness their long betrayal of trust their boomerang shocks Always getting hit from the outside just beyond the perimeter sucker-punched or drinking punch anything for their brother A crowd of shocked troops beat down from bottom to top and ghetto-fitted or cream filled...

The last time I'd seen Alison Chavez had been all the way back in 2004. Prior to that, I hadn't seen her since 1999. It's strange to think that I'd seen someone I considered my best friend only once in 15 years, but sometimes that's how life happens. All through our senior year of high school, she'd been telling me about how she was moving out...

I grew up in the surfing mecca of"¦New Hampshire. If you can't detect the sarcasm in labeling New Hampshire a surfing mecca, let me spell it out for you: Hardly anyone surfs New Hampshire. There is no culture to promote it and the water is just too damn cold most of the time. Though, that is changing these days and my old stomping grounds of...

I stood on the beach, grinding my toes into the cool sand as I studied that morning's wave activity: Waves breaking on the point, coming into the beach at diagonal angle. Perfect for long rides and longboards. Most of the swells seemed to be about five or six feet, though a few sets culminated in some ten foot waves. Perfect for short boarding....

What the fuck! This has got to be the most ridiculous thing that has been brought to my attention for a long time! Apparently, those who have too much money and time on their hands have taken to this new craze. It involves hiring a "specialist" or going to a clinic where, depending on your lifestyle, diet etc. a tailor made cocktail of...

you wake up with anexta penis, you dontmember which one is you, you sell one

so, i had a white baby a black baby, i lost all my money, im pour, and i stink,

It's my first day as a salaried employee, and I've already had to deal with one control freak XD I'm camped out at my boss' desk for now because I have to stay in this building in case the replacement for my old job needs help, so instead of walking to the other side of the building to get coffee, I decide to go upstairs, virtually right above...

After a long span of not being active on this site in any way (previously, I was only engaged in the chatroom, but even that has been done with for a few years), I've decided to give this place another go. Mainly, because my interests in life have dwindled. I started a new job that I love, so for eight hours a day, five days a week, I'm hauling...

The more I see I this "must have life" the more I despair for the human race. There are certain trends that just exploit people's need to be seen to be following the pack. This is just a couple of examples that I don't really understand nor wish to. I know they have been around for a while but what really really fucking pisses me off is my...

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Have you noticed whether your waitress is good looking or not? There is a new indicator being proposed that determines whether the economy is doing well or poorly simply by how hot the collective waitresses are in your local hangout or area. As the theory states, the better looking the waitresses, the poorer the state of the economy. The...

"Why the Devil?" I am asked, by people who speak the name in hushed tones. "Why Satan? Why evil?" These questions sound quite valid on the surface and I can understand the incredulity behind an uninformed mind's opinion. Upon closer examination, however, the questions answer themselves. Lucifer. God's own most-loved creation, the favourite...

My dear Unholy Father, I thank you for your grace May the warmth of the Morningstar Shine eternally upon my face Grant to me your courage That I may demolish my fears I listen for your infernal voice Whispering softly in my ears Dearest Sanguine Mother, I thank you for your grace May the outcast children that you bore Help guide me through...

Hahaha! Got my mojo back! Forgot how much I enjoyed participating in this site! Where else can you discuss the importance of choosing a place to live that will be inviting to "hippies", to dress or not to dress to go to bed, why you can't multi-task whilst participating in scintillating discussions and most importantly (in my case anyway) the...

Wow! Today our house smells like Xmas. I'm cooking some apples,blackberries with cloves, nutmeg, ginger and cinnamon. The intention was to cool them and put them straight into the freezer. No way man. Too inviting, so gonna make custard to serve with them for today's pudding. It's pretty cold outside so making some mulled wine as well with half...

it has been quite awhile(it feels) since i last made an entry. i feel this one should be more upbeat. where are we now? recap 2009 going to film school december 12th, end of first semester hemorrhagic stroke(ruptured brain aneurysm), death(8 minutes recorded) 2 heart attacks; 1st when ruptured, 2nd upon revival. 38 day coma january...

This ladytree Skirted by the Wind or perhaps...........unskirted, since her Skirt I hold in my Hand to remember her young Growth from the forgotten land when Queens were lost to the sand but now as the new sprig from her desert grows they would rightly hope only for a draught from her untamed stem to trade the root for the limb...

you need soup with babyhair,

buy:taco meat then,grow some beans in your backyard,and eat it,

#1 our meal to you,american hamburger, buy:bread buy:20%americanhamburgermet buy:a bottle of catsup now,open your oventop & place all ingredients into your plate, o,cook 'em up & serve,

if you sue africa, look,i know why the africans are poor and starving, slim jim has targeted them,and is marketing them as beef jerky, those little skim jerky are little boy arms you buy, after age 7 they die,

what is my romantic theory, the theory the earth does not exist, that animals are not our friends,that is all,

a whirlwhind on tap menacing streets and towns fishmongers leering the fish markets and the fish growers a carping husky chomping at the icemans bit sledding skates, shoeing horns and humping poles dancing bears, waltzing polkas with leopold heading icicles and kodiak waste whimsy at the dawn or the lunar melody traotskyite roulette, black...

Shunned by the trance-laden masses, Spat on by the self-appointed 'elite', Just around some dirty corner street In every major city, even today, In his sleeping bag curled up within Some dusty back alley passage way... A Buddha patiently dwells - Waiting for the world's holy wonder to re-awaken. *** By lying low on crowded...

My sis is older than me, and for a lot of time we didn't live together. But when we did, she didn't have much time for my sensitivities. I liked that. She was in her twenties by the time I'd reached the age of consent, and when she was around the house for one of her extended show-ups she expected the run of the place, where the various...

I have decided that I need a change in my life. I need help with my weight, relationships, and finances. The easiest thing to start with for me is my relationships. I have started having problems in intimate areas of my life. I needed help build stamina. My next post will talk about what I have done so far. I hope that I can do this, I'm pretty...

People don't really see me as very humble. I like to think I'm polite, unless I'm provoked, but I stand my corner. So why is it that with some people (who have always happened to be female) I turn into a completely different person? Because they're hot? You'd think so, wouldn't you, and I suppose it's true that being hot has a lot to do with it...

I used to go round to this girl's place years ago. This is no way the place I should be starting on this but I need to start somewhere so this is as good a place as any. A few things worth knowing about Suzie before we start though. First, that's not her real name. Second, I found her pretty hot. Third, I liked the way she dressed round the...

First Time Poster, Long Time Reader, How come so many of the posts that I read are either off topic or...

Your Smile Feathered my Moon-Eyes Perhaps it was an African Moon, my eyes misting the clouds of the heightened slopes steep and hidden from Hadley's Rille ridged to the Fra Mauro like the Snows of Kilimanjaro with Spring vermouth Your raspberry lips affectionate and haunted like a cheap wine First Opened on the meadow beneath the...

[background=rgb(252,252,255)]how long has it been deer brother [background=rgb(252,252,255)]since you've been hunted this way [background=rgb(252,252,255)]through the eye of beauty [background=rgb(252,252,255)]and the chill of night [background=rgb(252,252,255)]breathing icicle vapours [background=rgb(252,252,255)]mists of cold and damp...

withering,your hands fall off, i find you some new hands, handmaker down the street, what would be the price, seventy pesos,

The pleasure of inevitable victory under the cloud-ripped Sky gleaming......the Eye of zeus no longer anxious to inspect the splitting void of expectant Mercury Setting the ways of anthropocentric man holographed and mezmerized by new dispelling spells de-mything myths, unmythizable or anthropomorphic and shielded no more by his ray-splitting...

The Sunray spilled your heart into the river waterine and spindly like the moss covering your silver eyes The Cat cries in the wilderness and the Blue Moon is haunted by your moaning love Love unlikely as a New Star Falling when even darkness collapses your lips incandescent and Crystal, like crystal k, and a chandelier colliding with the...

Dead Flower Boquets The sweet scented rose now, only remembered its effluvium rushing to heaven before, so that, the dry and paper flower that remains a signal to heaven perhaps Hells final closing upon the awakened masses people so dead and exhausted from burn-out scams hell among the yearlings witchcraft amidst the rushes un-ending tours...

Out on the edge of the shadow, the day begins Charting out a course to an aimless star, but not to wander The pioneer has a map, with key, keeping his eye bright He is armed, the light sabre, for friend or foe, and shield Like the fusion that moves him onward, running plasmaCurrents of power, drive propulsion, launch away this ship Yet first...

you mad, have egg,wait 7m, not hatch,

you mad, blastoise take you to water,

you mad at planet, venosuar keep you down, how get in door, while at school, venosuar throw seedlets, house covered in tree,

charizard burn you house down, you on journey to find charizard, you find charmander, but he not charizard, he go, but, you find charizardnest, let charmander go, not love him,just want find charizard,

you at a house, lady trapped on 2f, you release you pokeball, go venosuar, it vines go to top, lady crawl down,

you wake up, with sunglasses on, and little shorts, your running,but why, the sky is clear & clouds move, a building is on fire, release you pokeball, go blastoise, his shoulders break and cannons come out, shooting water and, saving the building

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All of these motions, these dances fecund AND WET drying out with the stars and starwing unapologetic with cranked up butterflies lungs filled with toxins Arms filled with pain and paintings painted assassinations drawings of crimes and whispered notes of pollen death the tunes of new ages cranking up butterfly constellations or honeyed death...

[background=rgb(255,255,255)] finally your meanings don't harbour ill-tidings[background=rgb(255,255,255)] peering through the visage of my unkempt brow[background=rgb(255,255,255)] i can trace augurous rebellion in any trace, whisper, tremour, even an oscillation[background=rgb(255,255,255)] of ILL WILL or contempt...

The Body is String Theory Your hopeless wailling roped in waltzes Fucked up crosses Crossing the road on a clothesline Without a yarn in your M-BRANE your mind spinning infinite empty jest clipping out only pages of strings And then hanging them up against the nails eye that you nailed to the hard- headed cunt From Bixton i couldn't keep up...

in the spring time,i was awakened by,a perverse pleasure, intimidate, blasphemic atmosphere,why,men with nature & flourish. in the spring time,we plant flowers,the melting snow will back waterish.

its your 16th birday, youve been wanting and waiting to become a pokemon trainer,where you live its legal & normal for children to leave their homes @ age ~16+ and to,seek the adventure of life, your parents okd this, on television you saw,the famous,professor oak speaking["come to my laboratoryhouse on the morning of the 3rd,a monday,for a...

you awake, at indigo platue,and see ash in front of you(his hat down,) you throw a pokeball up, "hands-out" BATTER SWING, you hit the pokeball,camera points up at this angle / watches the pokeball "fastly" flie up

you awake,in a bush, grey walls all around you,but your not suffocating. you see a purple sky, clouds,pretty.. just two bushes you notice a bush 3ft front of you "your naked,and see your feet|as you move foward," "a shy,naked girl,brown-blonde hair,just standing there,"

your still asleep; you hear the, cieling fan.."shaking," why,are your eyes open.? *you cant move suddenly, the room is white the walls are white the floor is white ,but your bed is black and, it tilts upwards! and you slide out & hit the floor but,you slide through you hear water you hear [ha ha,mad hatter,games & puzzles]

you awake, in a forest 'setting.' trees,around you.. the grass is in patches of yellow green white, a stump its a cut tree 1foot up a man, turned to his back with shagedblack hair olive skin,very nice he spins around he is wearing a apron,with flowers and has a large wooden spoon in his hands. he points for you to sit, the stump is our...

so, you awake at indigoplate; waiting:for *ashes arrival... he is already-ready,with hat down you see your pajamas,barely & see your "real." arm. & throw ye pokeball, onward(!s) your opponent,releases charizard (a giant orange lizard) he shoots,that fire at a 45oangle.

"babys got her blue jeans on." what a sad song, woman across the world love this.

yeah, this is a concept i thought of year(s) ago.. have you ever seen the anime or played those games in which contain, the strategy(concept) of "leveling up weapons?" it is true. along time ago, you see, it goes a little something like this, when a blade is crafted, from iron ore and such, you are left with a finished product. a mastercraft....

"my haku for haku" "woke up, in the morning, feeling like p diddy."

mother... at your headstone, as i return from my vacation and studies.. i come to visit you and..i notice your stone of beauty it is desecrated.. robbed... disrespected,m ... I had flowers..of plenty.. all align on your headstone..and my favorite teddy bear you give me.. to give you warmth in your cold death.. someone has stole it.....

well, it was a good morning. i made tea for myself, and sat a little. my usual platter, wasnt fitting to myself, so i sat a little, wondered a little. how about a egg gravy plate.

C'est la vie. Friend gave me baby clothes, hung out with her and her family for a while. Then had a visitor, another friend, which was fun. Watching Z Nation. It's fun. There's a rapping Inuit who is basically Alaskan Aubrey Plaza. Gonna smoke. Gotta pee. I want snacks, too. Yuck. I gained so much weight lately. It's that DEPO Provera...

My small garden is born, I bought some small suns for them! hahahaha, the grow light. I bought them from Amazon, hope they will work! https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01NCVWFUE [img]?

My husband has acquired a new fetish, he has always enjoyed licking my under arms and I have never objected, it turns me. Now he has requested I stop shaving, which I am doing. Would any of you other women shave their underarms if your man asked you to?

I have always wondered how I am compared to other guys when it comes to this. I almost feel I watch a lot of porn, so I'm curious as to how often some of you watch it. I have a few videos downloaded some hour long, others ten minutes. And when I have the urge bad enough, I will sit down and watch all 2.5-3 hours of the videos I have, ranging...

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We could smell the freaky odour when somkers were around,as well-known, as long as they smoked before meeting us. Most of smokers don't know that eating fruits or drinking juice could eliminate the breath from them . It also happened to the smokers that like smoking hand rolled cigarettes with Hornet 100 rolling papers wholesale,which is king...

Ok guys so I've been thinking about this for a little and I have figured out how I'm going to do go about this. Starting from today I am going to be telling you a story a story about me a factual story from the eyes and ears and thoughts of me. As I get to the point where I'm ready to be the day I'll treat it like a chapter but for future...

Ok guys so I've been thinking about this for a little and I have figured out how I'm going to do go about this. Starting from today I am going to be telling you a story a story about me a factual story from the eyes and ears and thoughts of me. As I get to the point where I'm ready to be the day I'll treat it like a chapter but for future...

The first time we met I was a mere 14 years old. Wow, did I think I was the shit back then. It was freshman year of High School. Funny enough, he didnt call me by my real name for 6 months. I had the nickname "freshman" cause he was a senior and he had dominance over me. We all drank up the rum, smoked all the weed and ate all the cereal...

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Having a real sense of 'I Existed' before this lifetime, and the sense of chrysalis, continuation reaching forward; a feeling of just being on the edge of re-connecting to that part of the Self dulled in the drama, maya time of the short-timer, to reach beyond .... hehe - and to know that as in shitting, hard pushing can lead to other...

They called us the 'R' word, they called us stupid. With many sneers and much froth, they accused us of being haters. They tried to bully us into choosing slavery. They thought we'd sell our very soul For a few pennies, cheap holidays and Bratwurst. They thought we had grown so fat and complacent, That we'd let the barbarians invade without...

'tis a shame people don't realize, How fast the world spins on. Still stuck in a stunned amaze, By what they learned when they were young. Now the white man must apologize For his every waking breath: Try with his own folk to organize, And he'll be sentenced half to death. Negroes had it bad, at least once, Now many of their handicaps are...

Bleeding-heart brown-shirts tell us what to say! They'll cry crocodile tears, until they get their way. Bleeding-heart brown-shirts tell us what to think! They'll cry bloody-murder, without missing a blink. Bleeding-heart brown-shirts stuff it down our throats! They prey upon our sympathies- they're really wily goats. Bleeding-heart...

The police hand-cuff me and sling me in the back on their van. The van speeds off, I struggle to breathe and they don't give a damn. Us damned, so-called demented souls have practically no rights- Though it might seem right, it is however self-defeating to put up a fight. Battling for air I try to reason with the chimp behind the wheel;...

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A lunatic, according to its true definition, is he who is possessed by an amorous intoxication with the moon: In other words, with the unconscious motive principle of all Life on earth. To others, he can be identified as he who dances to, what is to them,an inaudible, non-existent tune. In reality, his jig is as inwardly necessary as are the...

Lobotomized The Beast Since psychiatry came to me, I drool like a dog in my dreams. Since psychiatry came to me, I drool like a dog, Even in my dreams. Since psychiatry caged little old me, Everything is even worse than it seems. Since psychiatry was let loose on me, Everything is just as bad as it seems, Seems in my dreams. They talk over...

Still-born God, biding his time forever in the cold, damp, wombly valleys of Southern Wales, aka 'The Depths Of Despair'. The Final 'Philoserpher' Of The West. Born crown-prince of Hell, aka the dreary and poverty-stricken South Wales valleys, I spent an eternity in limbo before arising to take my proper and rightful throne. As we were...

What is it, to be a hippie? I recall the old times, yes I was a kid when the hippies originally became active. But the mindset lived on into the late 70s around here. I had a small but heavy AM radio that I carried when I was like 3 and up. I am from a college town, so Thursday night on I got to listen to that "long haired-hippie, dope smokin'...

We have all asked ourselves the question: "HOW DID I GET HERE"? Our jobs Our health Our zip codes Our relationships Me? How did I become a "bisexual"? So clinical That word "bisexual" Kinda cold. isn't it But I find the possibilities so warming When I fell into the arms of my first woman it was warm And, of course, it became hot. moist....

I enjoy inserting butt plugs in my anus. They make me squeal with joy. I wear one all the time. The extra stimulation and filled feeling is nice. I like sniffing my butt plug after I'm all done! The smell makes me want to orgasm all over again. (: Butt plugs are works of God. Thank you, God. You truly are the best.

SOME folks would read my words and achieve nirvana. :) So: WTF is wrong with YOU??? No, no, no, everything is fine, just relax and remember that I am a jerk-ass dweeb. :) I am just fucking with your head. :) Or...YOU are fucking with your OWN head, and blaming it on ME... Holy shit...I think shit just got real... Ok, ok, relax now...I...

Yes, well...she does this repeatedly, you know. Fucks me off then comes back all friendly like...this time emitting smooching sounds on the phone and a big "mmmmm" phone hug. Of course, you need to understand that before she phoned, I had not heard ANYTHING from her in...I dunno...weeks. Last I knew she was fucking me off for another guy....

In the room I started meditating. Often times I need to feel the concept of home and when it isn't on the surface I find it inside myself. Then suddenly the door flew open and I got brought out of my trance like state. Cardy was at the door at little drunk and a little pissed off. "Why did you leave like that?" he demanded "I didn't leave...

11/16/16 the word "Power" by itself to me has gained a bad reputation. has attained a negative conotation whereas, the word "Ego" for me has also slipped into hard times of perception in my opinion, they were and are meant for each other like captain and co-captain. driver and passenger. each taking a turn at the wheel each feeding each...

self awareness. more of a realization than an awareness come to realize that I am sexually bi-polar. How my personality changes as I close the door and drop my panties for my man. This man. The man that was so magnetic in his confidence. His aggression. and, his arrogance. This man that knew how to make me laugh and know when to take me...

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11/13/16 "Forums" "Online" Never knew these words co-existed as an entity --- until 6 years ago Never knew what an "online forum" was --- until 6 years ago Never felt a need to reach out --- until 6 years ago "Online Forums" had been in my peripherals. in the background. something not for me. beyond me. Until, I witnessed the possibility of...

Hi Im wolfy im 14 and my dream it to buy a 1969 kombi and travel up the coast and i consider my self a hippie and im a surf skate skim and snowboarder i do extreme sports and i was wondering if someone can tell me where i can get some free hippie merch eg stickers and shirts and stuff like that thanks guys i would love if you could message me...

Not long ago my friend ask at me, "what is you worst and hardest gaming experience?" And that I can easy answer: when I became Emperor in Elder Scrolls Online..!! [attachment=3715:emperor.jpg] It took long time of leveling skills, and getting fine armor set.. (I am stamina nightblade khajiit)..I prepared for months..and since I am so busy,...

- Maman, c'est quoi l'amour? - C'est les sentiments qu'il y a entre papa et moi. - Maman, c'est quoi la vie? - C'est le moment pendant lequel ton coeur bat. - Maman, c'est quoi l'éternité? - C'est quelque chose qui ne se fini jamais. - Maman, tu m'aimeras pour l'éternité toi? - Mais oui, bien sur mon chéri....

One may spend his life looking for purpose, he shouldn't expect it to be easy and should be aware he may never find it. Some words on the subject may be helpful for one to not get hopelessly lost. If one looks for purpose in things that don't exist, then he will always fail. One must also understand that nothing comes out of nowhere, even...

The Past matters not so much by what “happened', As by what we “DO' with it.

Hippie Witch meets Vampire [img] I believe we are all taught to think in a box. We never really have serious thoughts that are out of the box. Really thinking that vampires exist is thinking out of the box. A hippie witch is always having out of the box thoughts. If a hippie witch decided to prove that vampires exist, this is what would...

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First things first. This blog is accessible to all “friends'. You don't even actually have to BE a friend. You don't even have to like me, it's just a tool. I'm happy for people to see my dirty washing, but I don't want it to look like I'm waving it in everyones faces. And now, it's more a thank you. I have learned all kinds of things in these...

Undrunk no. But long missing? Aye, guilty. The topic most on my mind is one that would take me months of blogging to explore. So I just can't go there right now. Suffice it to say that my "spirit guide" Deanna, after beginning to act like my gf, finally fucked me off for another man...AGAIN!!! In point of fact, it is pretty much a...

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I go again two nights,unable to sleep perhaps a moment..as my throat, it feels so sore, and my nose feels I breathe fire. I listen to music,so repeatedly, my ears are also so very sore..I do not fancy earphone so often. But this song, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KA3Q1duzwaE , It makes me think of my mother, and I find it such a soothe,...

I begin having such a wonder, my, I am the age of 24 ! And yet, I am feeling perhaps I have done so little in comparison in regards to my colleagues..I do not mean in such a career manner, but perhaps, my mental happiness.. I am told to believe, you do take this medication. And you are happy! It is drilled into my head, from the man in the...

A 4 ans, une petit garçon demande à sa mère: Fils - Maman, c'est quoi "le suicide"? La mère - C'est un geste, euh.. posée par des gens qui veulent mourir. Fils - Ah.. o k.. A 6 ans, il lui demande.. Fils - Maman, il y a longtemps tu ma dit c'étais quoi le suicide ... maintenant, je veut savoir...

There is a certain form of irony I'll address. - There are subjects that are seemingly incomprehensible. The only reason that one even accepts that they are valid is because those one respects speaks of them. When one asks those people for clarification, they generally respond, but one is never satisfied. If one can't understand them, and...

A man has needs not just to maintain, but to expand. Throughout his younger years, in his health, his mind is focused on such expansion. He dreams of it, contemplates it, and at times finds himself solely obsessed with it without any knowledge of how such obsession began. Consider a man who lived through his younger years into his older years...

The purpose of philosophy is to explore oneself and reality and then create values. Most people being farsighted, soon come to the question of what is to come well beyond their own lives. One then finds that time ruins, and can either develop a heroic attitude as part of his creation of values or develop a defeatist attitude which inhibits his...

Despite most modern first world people being superstitious, there is still a common fear among many of them of seeming superstitious. This is where established science comes in. Established science is also highly superstitious in some areas, but it operates under the guise of its supposed original purpose, which is the stringent scientific...

For a Modern both what is called 'civilization' and what is called 'nature' is simply artificiality. Any difference is negligible concerning the way they use and perceive the two environments. For the more noble what the Moderns call 'civilization' is the most desolate hostile form of wilderness they can encounter. While 'nature' is generally a...

Cuz see, the IRS and I have become close pals over the past couple of years, see? :) Reason being: I have had to file for Currently Not Collectible for three tax years now. Most folks don't even know wtf I am talking about when I say "Currently Not Collectible." Cuz see: This is something the IRS does not want to advertise. Most folks...

So I am just getting drunk as usual, tryin to have a little fun, and suddenly: WHAM!!! Young chick in Philippines is in my face with her real-life problems that I have no way of fixing!!! And I just wanted to relax after a long day and have fun, but this chick is not letting me do that... Cuz suddenly it is all about REAL LIFE, and what SHE...

song that I'm writing. Very drum driven with an electronic feel. Lyrics delivered in a syncopated, flowing, almost rap-ish kinda way. My mind wonders what's inside of the mystery, the dream, unraveling the seams of a story told in time and how it comes, ebbs and it flows the secret to the meaning is to never truly know Time unwinds, spirals...

My body requires sleep. AGAIN. :) My body is a dictatorial piece of shit. :) It gives me no choice, really. Right? If I don't do my body's shit, it WILL make me pay, major big-time. Bodies are the Tool of Satan, in point of fact. ;) So: I am going now to do my body's shit, cuz I don't want no trouble, see. I just have a statement to make:...

My dear Deanna thinks it is WAY funny when I talk about checking my previous night's facebook posts for social atrocities. ;) If I lived in Saudi Arabia I would have been beheaded by now... American society lets us get away with SO MUCH. Lots of Americans mutter under their breath a lot, of course, and maybe post cranky comments in online...

Again I have drunk two bottles of wine in one night. I am addicted, see. :) Last night I vaguely remember going to bed. Well, I mean, I went to sleep on my living room sofa. Cuz that is where I sleep nowadays. I haven't slept in my actual bed since early last year. However at some point I woke up sitting at my desk chair in front of my...

I need to understand the difference between: 1. Posting blog shit to stroke my ego...versus 2. Posting shit that helps folks understand spiritual paths. As I have repeatedly told my spirit guide Deanna in my semi-poetic doggerel way: I ain't/No saint. ;) Shortest poem I have ever written. :) Latest-breaking news is: The spirits are...

A couple nights ago I wrote a facebook PM to Deanna asking her why she thinks she can block me any time she wants. I asked her, "Is it because you think you have some kind of power over me? What if I blocked you? Would you still love me, as I have tried to love you in spite of all the nasty shit you have done to me?" And then I blocked her. :)...

My blog audience seems to be dwindling...except for a few particular blogs. And I hafta say: I particularly like those blogs also. ;) I said in my very first blog entry that this blog was mostly for myself...to learn better who I am. And that maybe some other folks would find some entertainment, at least...possibly some insight. I have a...

Everything Deanna has done in my life has led me inexorably to posting my innermost thoughts in public in my HipForums blogs. I used to do my blogging to Deanna only, in MySpace PMs and then in facebook PMs. Now I publish my blogs publicly on HipForums...and occasionally on my facebook timeline, still. I can see what Deanna has done to me over...

Tonight I had my 17-year-old daughter Melissa over to my apartment for dinner and a movie. The dinner was Fettucine Alfredo with green salad. The movie was The Game, directed by David Fincher. Melissa drank orange juice. I drank Barefoot Pinot Grigio. Cuz that is just the kinda guy I am, as you know. :) In the olden days, during my...

Wow, that is a pretty promising blog title, innit? :D I wonder if I can manage to do justice to it in the actual blog text! Right. I might need more wine for this...be back in a few... So, duly fortified by psychotropic substances, let us see what I can do! How fucked-up do you need to get before you change? :) Whoa...now THAT is a bit...

...that Deanna first acted like my gf, then started fucking with my head, then got me fired from my job, then ignored me for years and years? Some of you know this. Not many, tho. It was good, tho. It got me better at fucking shit off. She got me fired almost 13 years ago. Now she is talking to me on the phone and via texts and is saying she...

At the end of a long busy day, after noticing everything at home had gone completely silent and everyone was in bed, I realized I myself was feeling quite burnt out and decided it would probably be best to get some sleep. As I lied in bed, eyes shut, expecting an easy rest, I discovered my mind was still whizzing back and forth at 250 miles per...

Well, this blog is clearly bullshit, innit? :D "Blogging without words???" :D Blogging, like, REQUIRES words! Right! So wtf is this bullshit I am herewith espousing, folk? "All day long there is speaking, yet no word is ever spoken." - Roshi P Kapleau, The Three Pillars of Zen So that's it! :) End of blog! :) Oh, I know, you came here...

Deanna was fucking with me tonight. She was subtle, but she let me know she was fucking with me. I was drinking my wine, but: wtf? I felt more awake than relaxed. I asked Deanna: Why am I not getting drunk??? Finally she let me start feeling drunk. Sweet surcease of sorrow. :) "Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each...

I went looking for a late-night snack, and the best I could do was green olives and a peanutbutter sandwich. How pathetic... A few nights ago I made chicken chimichangas. They were SO greasy. And salty. I had never made anything like this before. It was an inspiration from God. Ummm...what IS a chimichanga anyway? Hold on, Google is my...

So, I have been easy on you so far. :) Now we are going to get down to some REAL ranting!!! On the subject of: Hipforums blog organization. Well I hafta tell ya...I looked every which way from Sunday to find a link to add a new blog entry...and it was so hard!!!!! There is only one place I FINALLY found to create a new blog entry. I...

I am on vacation this week. That doesn't really mean a whole lot in the overall scheme of things, except that: I don't need to work. So I can do whatever. I don't have a lot of money. I don't even have a lot of inclination to get out of my apartment, except that: Yeah, now and then I kinda think, "I need to get the hell out of this...

For months now I have been blogging on facebook. I rarely posted comments on anybody else's facebook timeline, but rather mostly confined my comments to my own timeline about whatever happened to seem to require my commentary. :) Drunken, of course. Because for years now, I have not been able to post online comments without first drinking a...

Life is a bitch. Especially right now. I recently had to leave my job due to an injury. Sweet. And I'm stuck with my parents until I can find another one. Groovy! This puts a huge drag on my attempts for a relationship. Because who the hell would go for a guy living with his parents! :wall: Sure it's temporary, but it's incredibly frustrating....

First a little about me. I am 53 retired with the means to do just about anything I want. Three years ago after I retired I spend the first years traveling the Eastern US. But I soon came to the fact that it was just no fun by myself. No one to say OMG look at that to. I am sure you get the idea. So I have tried the dating sites to meet someone...

Life is but a myriad of opportunities presented when few can be chosen, and many unchosen for the one chosen. And yet at any time we, as our own creators, can weight our decisions in different directions, which will slowly tip the tide toward that direction .... Actions and Awareness of results; being true to Self, with no excuses nor...

I've been questioning it for a long time, maybe before decided to study graphic design (9 years ago) until now. I practiced surfing because i want to have friends who likes relaxed all day virtually no frills clothes together without prejudice. but I chose the worse career (i think) Graphic Design. Study and work of graphic designer was very...

so why can't i? i do not care about other opinions. opinions ARE assholes. not "like". they all smell, are ugly puckered shit spitting confusion. lol. i rarely come on hipforums anymore. i only come on to grab content i once posted to share with another. most should know by now my experience. yes, i died for over 8 minutes. i learned more than...

Alright so My cousin is 12 years old and he wants to have sex with our aunt. He has been thinking about her all day and he is 12 years old. He wants advise.

Firms Relying on Unethical Business Models Should be Allowed to Fail When I take a look at American society it is clearly evident the socioeconomic inequality and injustice that exists. Is it ethical to allow such social injustice to continue unchecked? Allison Aubrey, in her article, alludes to the rising income disparity in America:...

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Recently got some vyvanse 70mg, any tips or advice on how to increase the speed/euphoria type effect? Thanks

I just wrote a poem thinking about God I think about God alot study religions, chant and pray I study Christianity, Wicca, Buddhism, and Native American spiriruality i am in tons of groups on facebook I am on some Satanic groups too but, i usually am afraid to say it cause it is so misunderstood theistic Satanism and Luciferianism i am...

I am able to go barefoot in my room with the door closed. But I am not able to open the door.

Can someone talk about going barefoot with me?

Currently on a vyvanse "binge" I guess you could say, I took a 70mg vyvanse around 7:40pm, eastern time, didn't experience much*euphoria*but could notice a little of the effects, took another one at about 2:30am, and another at about 9:00am, question is, is there any way of potentiating vyvanse to bring out the euphoric speedy effect that i...

Is there any possible way to get the euphoria speed type effects back out of vyvanse, I took a 70mg vyvanse yesterday around 7:40pm eastern, redose at 2:40 and yet to experience the euphoria that I used to, any tips or recommendations on what I should do to get the rush back would be greatly appreciated, thanks

This is a pretty cool place got tons of discussion areas, chatroom and blog. I am usually addicted to facebook but i think i could be here as well. I got alot of blogs probally some i have forgotten forums i been in too i even found an old name i used here... I need to hunt up everything i guess if that is possible i don't know whether i....

Death by Deprecation; ZERO DAY Back in 2016, some may remember the famous case of the FBI asking Apple to help them in the cracking of an iPhone owned by a dead terrorist. It turns out that they didn't need Apple's help at all. A zero day exploit was supposedly discovered and brought to the attention of the FBI that would allow the agency to...

Dreams often reflect on pressing present matters, but dreams may also be considered a form of better reliving past experiences. To dream of anything shows that the matter is on the dreamer's mind, here the difference is just the immediacy. Every common route that one traveled and significant relationship one had will be relived in dreams....

I wonder how many others are toking in their office building fire stairways? It can't be JUST me!

On the Coming Technological Singularity; A Summary and Commentary on Machine Sentience In The Coming Technological Singularity: How to Survive in the Post-Human Era (Vinge, 1993), Vernor Vinge describes what exactly the technological singularity is, or would be if or when it were to occur. He claims that there could possibly be several paths...

I seem to be stuck in America for a while. For this reason I have stocked up on scotch, Slim Jims, [img] , and plenty of viagra. To the assholes who fucked up air travel at a critical juncture for me, thanks for nothing. You have fucked me out of nearly $40K, so I must seek retribution. I curse your camels with aids and bad dispositions. I...

When we bought the cows( which was my wife's' idea) everyone we knew agreed we had no chance of making it work. I looked at the endeavor as a spiritual experience right from the start. Getting the money to buy the cows, finding and setting up a barn to move them to, hauling away the manure with just a young green pair of horses, and feeding...

Hi, Anybody knows how to separate procaine hcl from ephedrine hcl? thx

Simple animals Concerning a simple animal that has external and internal nerve endings and muscles: When its nerve endings are stimulated the muscles move in a preset way based on the exact nerves and force of the stimulation. A more advanced animal has a central nervous system, which is useful in that it can coordinate various sensations from...

The US needs a grade A certified prick in the top seat. Don't get me wrong, I had high hopes for Obama, but he was too much for not enough time. The US is famous for incremental changes that are very very slow. Everyone who rushes the process gets fucked. I have never liked Trump, he's an arrogant bastard who lets his narrow opinion rule...

When I was 7 years old I was diagnosed with precocious puberty, meaning I started puberty at 7. by the time I was 12, I was 10 inches and 3 1/2 inches round. I was still young so it kept growing. I would always pick baggy pants when we went shopping. I couldn't talk to anyone about it. I would change in the stall after gym, because Of...

I am a man, and I know what most of you are going to say, "men don't get sexually abuse." Which is true to some extent. I am a young man fairly attractive and enjoy being single. I have been with women 25 yrs older and 3yrs young then me. I am always sure to let them know I am not looking for anything. This Christmas I made a huge mistake....

People might be offended that my first true love is my aunt, but I can not control my heart. I do not regret, nor am I embarrassed by this. I know it will not be well receive but this is the only I can speak about it. My mom was one of 2 children, who grew up without a dad. She got pregnant in high school and was force to leave home,...

I have 40DD boobs, and it has been a while since a trim or a shave for my pussy. I do like to shave it, but I always leave a trimmed patch. I am brunette, 5'5" and about 180lbs so a little on the heavy side but I can still be so sexy. I would like to fantasize that I am housesitting in your neighborhood while the owner is vacationing and I saw...

I had always been intrigued by the idea of anal sex. Something about giving it to a woman in her ass just turned me on. I knew though that my wife being the conservative Christian she was would not be interested in something like that. I mean it took me 3 years to convince her that me giving her oral sex would be great. The first time I tried...

Being a speaker of native American English doesn't mean I have all the answers in my brain. Sometimes I think I have the answers (or I think I have been carrying the correct answers for years) and I come to learn that the answers were wrong. The dictionary's definition of the phrase is, "...through a series of developments that lead back to...

If you do a search with the words 'Diet and Exercise' you will be sent to an endless selection of plans, programs, apps, and journals. Becomes 10 years thinner on a six-week diet. 28-day fat-burning diet. Lose Weight Fast. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wkD8rjkodUI is a webpage that shows you how to do the Russian twist; an exercise...

While I work a full-time job, I'm sometimes called for overtime. It's particularly handy when the overtime falls on a holiday. No such call to come in to work was received, so I'm home with the dust bunnies, vacuum cleaner, and lots of paper bags to toss away the trash. Contrary to what most folks in the United States might think of us in Los...

The masculine noun ערב ('erev), meaning sunset or evening, the time of day at which the sun has crossed the whole of the sky (Genesis 8:11, Deuteronomy 16:6, Job 7:4). You don't need to know this and chances are you will never use this (unless you are Jewish). I think about the many aspects of my culture that don't...

So I just started a thread on techniques for clearing negative energy and it got me thinking about this road trip I've been thinking about (its not a plan yet just an idea) The idea is to quit bad habits like smoking too much weed and even the thoughts you feel no longer serve you and go on a journey. This is something I have done before and...

I'm not the type of person that can talk about themselves all the time, But my psychiatrist thinks it's best that I do so i can talk about my feelings and all the mumbo jumbo. So she suggested writing a blog and I stumbled upon this website that was perfect for writing about my every other day experienced that I will say is my life but is...

Hello im trying to find out if i can produce meth from Beta phenylethylamine hcl! i had some give to me but am not sure on how to remove the blocker from the phenyl. I have been told that ice is now produced from this as well!

I have been with my Ex-Boyfriend for 3 years.He was my best friend and although he and I just recently broke up.For some reason I feel like I've been away from him so long.Him and I were always different I was the free spirited girl who wanted to walk from California to Idaho anything to get an adrenaline rush that drugs couldn't give me. He...

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Pic of winning the hot 100 contest at Virginia Tech :) Good times!

Does anyone know how a new member posts pics to the gallery? I tried the upload buttons and everything, after creating my gallery. It gives me an error message that reads "no space available" or something similar. Thing is i haven't posted ANYTHING. So how do i have no space available? Please help!! thank you so so so much! xoxo <3 Kristen

Please be kind!! :) Chronic pain is no freakin joke. This pic has nothing to do with the poem, i just like it! Since i can't post pics to my gallery for some reason, i'm posting some of them here! I hope you like it! *big cheesy grin* *then looks at you shyly* [sharedmedia=core:attachments:2675] Pain- [background=rgb(250,251,251)]i...

Welcome! And thanks for checking out my blog! No idea what I'm doing with it, so just sit back and enjoy the cray cray!! lol :) I love meeting new people, and am looking forward to checking out this site! Hit me up for whatever! I love learning new things :) Reading and books are my passion. Well, I'm a Civil Engineer from Virginia...

Following on from a recent topic that i was involved in, i have decided to post my first Blog entry, as it seems a few members may like to hear my story about our accidental journey into the world of sexual contact and experiences with other people. https://www.hipforums.com/forum/topic/468959-wifes-past/page-2 After 25 years married, and...

The other night on a Friday, I was home alone when my parents were at a party. I invited my girlfriend (she is 15 years old and I'm 17 years old) over that night because we had been planning our first blowjob for a couple weeks. We were laying in bed and making out, mentally preparing ourselves for our first sexual encounter. She then slid...

"Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it." Terry Pratchett "Give a man a fire and he's warm for the day. But set fire to him and he's warm for the rest of his life" Terry Pratchett "The trouble with having an open...

Let me start off by saying, I'm not superstitious, so I don't believe in ghosts and spirits. I'm also quite religious. Ever since I was a child, I've been able to predict things. When I was young, it started off small. I often would predict the endings of movies and even certain numbers. It was weird but a lot of people can do that so it wasn't...

Visual Explanation Of Salvia! Some of the biggest fears you have about Salvia is that you never tried the product and you're probably wondering what is it like? Sure enough people have tried it and posted their reviews online but, how do they explain it to you so understand it better? Some videos don't help they are just videos of guys...

I live in Arkansas and am looking to get a script for vics or perks. I am sick of scoring them from other pharmers. It is too expensive. I am 24 and don't really have any chronic problems excluding back pain due to a lot of bending over at work. If anyone know a fool proof way to get a script, comment.

first off,, i do not like bitching or complaining about my problems. i state the facts. what is. their is no, " it is what it is." their is only what is and what isnt. ignorance remains unblissful. ignorance does not know of bliss. many forget that ignorance means: does not know." i am no longer ignorant because of the knowledge i received in...

The Myth of Near Indefinite Sustained Joy Firstly, a word on need. As living beings we are in a near perpetual state of need. We aren't like a stone statute that can remain relatively unaffected by its environment and be relatively unaffecting to its environment. We constantly take and give to our environment, as the continual process of...

As the whole world love group increased, various bi dating sites also more up, here, thank bisexual website builders, provides the bisexual people network platform. Various bisexual websites are there, complex site is hard to remember, so I collect the most commonly used three sites, each website of Google is to I want to go to the bi, again...

So my current boyfriend and I have been talking since November of 2014. We didn't start off like any regular couple, it was just suppose to be fun and games and we were just hooking up. Like most girls, I ended up catching feelings in which he was aware of. He had ended up hooking up with his previous fling before me and when I found out I...

You only get to be one person, one life, one world, one time! Spread the word of happiness because you're once in a lifetime starts and ends if you're ready or not. There is NO key to happiness, BUT there is also NO lock!!!!! I have a problem where I fall in love with just about everyone I meet. And I could fall in love anyone or anything. Boy,...

The way I look at the world is darker than you think, but I keep waiting for the sun to rise. I know you can make it to the sunrise, and when you get there... You better shine as bright as the sun just for me. You'll bring me the gift of eternity. Because you see life isn't always beautiful but you can make it beautiful. You can make it to the...

You belong somewhere you feel free, somewhere beautiful for you and me. I know I'm not the prettiest girl to be. But all I can think about Is being free. No one really understands me. But all I care to see is a beautiful bumble bee peaceful pollinating a flower sea. That's the place for you and me. Somewhere to be a hundred percent free. I...

Hi there, I am Tammy. What we plan to share are diary entries and confessions, journals, drawings and stories of our experiences so far on our journey. We do plan to go much further into detail on many subjects but for now we will just try to explain the basics to give you an understanding of our situation. So for my whole life, other than a...

NEW BOOK PRAYER POEMS BY NANETTE TRON Great NEWS Prayer Poems by Nanette Tronis out for sale NOW. You can buy it at RoseDogbookstore.com. It is a great blessed annointed book you will enjoy , it will bless yor socks off. It is poems of God's love and inspiration, family and hope and dreams. Buy a copy today and be blessed Thank you to...

Noble Self-Value as Part of the Path Towards Authentic Power, Addressed to the Alienated Westerner. There are those who are shameless, who see no problem living as livestock, a pet, or a zoo animal. Such people hold onto one value fiercely, which is the value of no-values, and attempt to get rid of all others. Chances are many who consider...

Prayer Poems by Nanette Tron I am so exciged to annoiunce my new book to be released in two more weeks Prayer Poems by Nanette Tron It is my contribution and to be sold at www.rosedogbookstore.com. Please feel free to buy several copies. I love you and I know it will bless your socks off. It is God's gift he has given to me to write this...

Father of the Year Nominations for 2015 Awards I would like to nominate President Obama for Father of the Year he is an outstanding Father, He goes way above his duties, responsible, loving and and a super DAD, President Obama Father of the Year I would like to nominate Brad Pitt for Father of the YEAR AWARD, He is a super Dad to...

The Prawn is beginning to gain momentum again. My will to stop it is decreasing. My desire to cease is befuddled. As long as I'm single y sin opciones, the Prawn will continue to gradually gain ground, I gather. The deluge is gathering strength!!! Who can ask me for more?

Basically what I am saying is..Could we chip together and buy land and grow our own produce and build our own houses?even mobile homes or log cabins?in a rural area where we can break away from the system?is it too far fetched?

Something is different. It's only different on some of the days, and those days are victories, I guess. Or I can count the days when it all goes back to how it was before as utter failures--failures which reset my counter to zero. But do I need a hard counter? Maybe I'm realizing that I can coexist with the prawns, but only when it isn't...

A Devotion With Nanette T. by; Nanette Tron It is a good day with the Tron household today, Peace and love and happiness. Blessings to everyone who reads this. May the good Lord keep you safe and watch over you and smile at you and love you today with blessings.from heaven . It is good to have been in the house of the Lord. God is...

i feel as though ive made several comments under this post by now. i have an experience to share that has left me every reason to know god exists. this goes out to those who are wondering about what happened to me.... as described many times before; i had a brain aneurysm burst; shortly after, i had a stroke which was accompanied with my...

I don't even know if I'm doing this right, tried to make a forum & was completely lost. I am having so much trouble and I'm not sure why. Maybe I'm losing it. Anyway, I need help with a question I have, the internet is great but it says 2 different things at 1 time & I got sick of google. So if you can, please help. I am supposed to...

4 Hints To Help You Achieve The Most Out Of A Nudist Online Dating Portal Your nudist online dating site of choice will offer you the opportunity to connect with some other nudists single people online for entertainment along with romance. The more benefits you can make full use of, the sooner you will have results for your labour. Here you...

I gave it up again. It's difficult, but necessary It's still in my head, though, and that's what needs to change. It'll take a while. There's just too much everywhere all the time.

Today marks a day of Historical reference, and indeed reverence. 70 years have passed since the detonation of the only two WMD used in 'bona fide' Wartime conflict - the legacy lingers. Initially, Hiroshima, followed by Nagasaki, received the packages of annihilation by “Little Boy' and “Fat Man' delivery. It is; many say to our shame, that...

Hiya! This blog is dedicated to boobs! Boobs are great and I feel they need to be appreciated more. Big ones, small ones, perky ones, saggy ones, all boobs are great! So this is a place where females can talk and share pictures of boobs! Please, this is free for all! Vent and talk about anything from types of bras to the size of nipples! Let's...

And we know who they are. They are everybody. Everybody who wants to sell something is spying on us. This includes: Politicians Vehicle makers Entertainers Food producers etc This is also their primary weakness. Because they rely on samples and never take a full inventory. It can all be manipulated. Misdirection can cause an issue to be...

Hey Beautiful people! :daisy: How are you?

Some refer to various forms of Paganism as practiced around the earth and throughout history as religions; I don't. For me, for a particular system of beliefs to be a religion it must follow a world denouncing theme. Any belief system that rejects what is real in favor of something yet-to-be, or hidden-behind-the-scenes, is a religion....

Deep within the darknes of my soul is a hunger, a hunger wanting to escape the prison of self, longing to cast away the shakels of captivety, awaiting to set my spirit free. within me is will to escape the life I live when I am awake. I know the light is there and I catch a glimpse of it every now and then. I fight to to be released, I want...

:alien: In all honesty, how can we summarize our existence? Do we fully understand ourselves to let ourselves exist? How do we know who we are, if we don't even know what we are going to become?

:alien: In all honesty, how can we summarize our existence? Do we fully understand ourselves to let ourselves exist? How do we know who we are, if we don't even know what we are going to become?

"A friend should be one in whose understanding and virtue we can equally confide, and whose opinion we can value at once for its justness and its sincerity." - Robert Hall Over the past month and a half I have been exploring a new relationship with an old friend. I mentioned him in my last blog, expressing my value in his friendship and...

(This is an excerpt from a message exchange I had with another user, Son of John, on 12/06/2013.) I'm also like you in that I love to watch my wife with someone else. It's so completely different than just watching porn, in that the woman involved is special to you. When our threesome was going strong, the only thing that I insisted on was...

(I originally posted this on HipForums on 11/30/2013, prior to the major facelift. Before that, I had posted it on another sex forum and have posted pieces of it on this site in various threads. Since it came up so frequently, I figure I should just detail the whole event right here. Given that a number of people have asked about my threesome...

Hi all i am 22 and i am sexually attracted towards my own sister in law (brother's wife). She is 28 and we both are close to each other. For the past 10 months i am getting attracted towards. And now for the past 3 months we started having sex whenever my bro is not in the house. We at least have sex once in 3 days and my bro don't know about...

So I have sex everyday sometime 3 times or less me and my wife enjoy our sexLife a lot but I notice the When am high I enjoy it better and am also A better performer than when am not I have ask her many times about it even though She doesn't smoke weed she does agree that am A better lover when am high and my erections are Better,...

I avoid the police. Not just because I'm known to toke. But also because I don't want them to know I exist. Once they do, I turn into an ATM for tickets or other harassment. Oinkers have always been like this. Any encounter a citizen has with them will likely cost money and can lead to injuries and death if they really decide they dislike...

It is of primary importance to ever be thankful along the Way. A sense of humor helps one not take themself too seriously. To get the pure gold of Spirit the dross must first be burned out. The "dark night of the soul" is something every one of us must go through - for only then can we humbly even See the light - to think one Is the light, is...

Don't be an asshole JUST to be an asshole. Have a purpose greater than yourself.

A lot of time for self reflection as of late. The urge to write has been terribly itchy, but I finally feel that I am at a peaceful and calm enough place to work my thoughts into writing appropriately. The new openness of polyamory in our lives has no doubt been a struggle in some ways, but I truly feel that I have learned more about myself...

The good old days will not return. Shooting hoops for hours till the sun set and we had to go inside These days live on in the lives of others Oppurtunities lie ahead Things I can do now I couldn't as a kid Its all good but overrated At the end of the day growing up is overrated Still a kid at heart Still ride the shopping cart like a scooter...

Well I came home to find her bed was gone. I left and came back to find the dinner table was gone. The coffee table is gone. Her pots and pans are gone. Mine remains, scorched and dirty. Tonight is the first night she's not sleeping at home. The sense of relief is overshadowed at times by the terror of what lies ahead. The prospect of...

I've only had 2 romantic relationships so far and 1 casual. My first romantic relationship lasted 5 years. We got along wonderfully. Laughed, joked, had fun. I cared for him. I left him because, he wasn't really doing much with his life. He didn't have any goals or ambition so, I just felt I needed to move on to someone that had those...

Bearded man, the silent one who tokes for the moment he'll see her in his visions. The ladder that doesn't lean, a horse that paws at a rotating cube, weightless and untouched. Forming hands to grasp her in 3-dimesional bliss. Their love was a flattened scene, now conjoined into rounded fruits growing way up high in the tops of trees....

Well come? No, thanks; I'll have top-shelf. I love blogs. I have another blog that I've had forever and ever, but I shant share that because there is too much penile activity on it. So what brings me here today? I have a question in my mind that has stemmed from my current/looming breakup. And it goes a little something like this: Can...

Letting go of the ego"¦ A small iridescent rainbow cube hovering in the desert, a white ball rotating inside, as the cube hovers above the cracked ground. The storm recedes, tornado swallowing up its own darkness. The ladder crashes from leaning into nothing and the cube crashes to its place from drifting so long in eternal isolation. A...

The poetry you're sleeping On, giving away the silent Kiss. Fires you've stoked in Your secluded pleasure, Shaded from my thirsting gaze"¦ It was a play of fools and lovers, Ships rocking on a tempestuous sea, And you're running from me into Greater isolation. Your brother hoping to seduce me in a Hidden cave, And I'm asking where is my...

A flood of light in my eyes and I'm awakened by the rush of my tears down a wounded face, a face I've held steady in the wake of so much adversity and suffering. I remember I was meditating up in High Point State Park (Northern NJ), feeling the fairy energy in my midst. High school years. Another scene flashing by and I was at Berkfest in...

So this is my new blog.i have a husband but i still go get it this where women and guys can talk bout sex freely

So I failed a paper at school, and my teacher called my parents wanting to talk to them. My parents haven't heard the message yet, but I deleted it before they could (hehe) Im definitely going to talk to my teacher about the paper she failed me on. But im assuming she wants my parents involved. Im 18, so overall what im trying to ask is. Since...

And so we Spring into another month. One which commences with a day that has become synonymous with the playing of practical jokes, tricks and humour - although in some cases, it can have a darker aspect, one which sees a web of deceit, lies and humiliation. For the youth/young at heart, it is a day of fun and laughter. The Comic actions of...

Or could it be worse? Could I actually be sane? So far that doesn't seem to be the case.

I loved this and wanted to share; credit to source is at the bottom link. I did not write this, but it gave me a lovely feeling and I hope you will enjoy it. 'A billion cold rocks, scarred and pitted, Hurtle through space. Given the odds, Aren't we lucky, so unfathomably lucky, Just to be alive. A stray beam of light careens from one of...

"So begins the month of spring - Growth and freshness doth it bring Terra wakens from her rest - To once again begin her quest Wheel turns its' cycle, and once more - Light returns to heed the call, To plant again, rebirth, anew - fulfil its' task for me and you" - This is a period that sees another turning of seasonal wheel. With lighter and...

"Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself - and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is." -Jim Morrison WE'RE TAUGHT, growing up, that monogamy is the...

You belong somewhere you feel free, somewhere beautiful for you and me. I know I'm not the prettiest girl to be. But all I can think about Is being free. No one really understands me. But all I care to see is a beautiful bumble bee peaceful pollinating a flower sea. That's the place for you and me. Somewhere to be a hundred percent free. I...

The way I look at the world is darker than you think, but I keep waiting for the sun to rise. I know you can make it to the sunrise, and when you get there... You better shine as bright as the sun just for me. You'll bring me the gift of eternity. Because you see life isn't always beautiful but you can make it beautiful. You can make it to the...

[background=rgb(251,94,83)] [background=rgb(251,94,83)] Orgasm on top of Orgasm and a pinch of Tease. I crave for you my lollipop Prince. something i ask of you is to give me a drink filled with twistyTwinkle A little bit harder now. add some Jawbreaking sprinkles. Dont explode just yet I want it to be really full , im hungry you better cum...

Is the universe a PURPOSEFUL randomness? I can see a purpose it in now. :alien: OK, suppose this universe was created by an intelligent being or even race of beings (I prefer the latter). Let's say these beings don't normally physically reside in what we call our Universe. Suppose they created it either as an experiment, or for educational...

If there is anyone that is reading this, who has felt the religious shame for thinking about sex, I know your pain. I unfortunately was introduced to sexual behavior at a VERY young age. It was a period of time where I should have been playing with my dolls and stuffed animals... But instead I was learning about the male anatomy, and being a...

Im standing on the corner of bitter and sweet. And there are no familiar faces that I see. When im looking all around and there is no one about, I tend to shake my head in exaggeration. I have always felt this tired need to tranquilize my thoughts. In a helpless array of sanctity. Hoping to field my vision once more, I stick my thumb out in the...

I was adopted. This subject can be very emotional for me because of the circumstances of my adoption. I was not adopted at birth like many out there. Instead I was adopted a little too late. My biological mother was a woman who had several mental illnesses, and in her selfishness and sadism, tried to hide me away and abuse me. I was neglected,...

February is indeed a time which “sees us shiver', although the chill of winter's breeze should not be felt as a stark reminder of the bleakness of todays' economic finances “ or rather lack of them, but moreover embraced as a stimulation of the senses “ both mental as well as physical. With the season of Imbolc upon us, and preparation for...

"Stop minimizing and discounting your feelings. You have every right to feel the way you do. Your feelings may not always be logical, but they are always valid. Because if you feel something, then you feel it and it's real to you. It's not something you can ignore or wish away. It's there, gnawing at you, tugging at your core, and in order to...

In October of 2004, I hit up my local comic shop to meet up with a few of my friends who were there playing Dungeons and Dragons. It was that night I met Chrystaline. She was so beautiful, i felt privilived to be in her presence. We sat to talk as all the others in the role play group got into a big convo. Apparently we weren't the cool kids...

We all like to think of ourselves as smarter or more mentally sound than we are. I do, at least. SO how is it that I fall for suggestion so easily. If you haven't read my blog about Phoebe, now would be a good time to do so, cuz this is about her. A few months back, Phoebe, Harley and I were all hanging out and Phoebe, jokingly, said, "Time...

Do I really need to go into how much I like oral sex? Isn't that kind of a given? Well, let me say I do not like oral sex. I fucking LOVE oral sex. Giving, receiving, watching. I would say that it is probably one of the most important things a couple can do for each other. Sometimes you just don't wanna go through the hassle of getting...

When I was 14, I met Adam. We weren't friends perse, bit we talked from time to time. Later on we went to high school and found we had some similar interests. We began to hit it off and in my Junior year we were damn near inseparable. We were about as best friends as we could be. We hung out, went on wacky adventures and had all sorts of fun....

I love ass. Just the look of a nice round ass, the shape, the feel. It's become probably my greatest obsession. I think the only problem I have with booty is poop. That's gross. It's a problem for a guy like me, who works with the public and has to spend day in and day out looking at women with gorgeous asses, in all shapes and sizes, that I...

VH1 recently came up with a reality show called "Dating Naked", with an aim of promoting nudist dating. In fact, the ratings of this show have gone so high that the makers are all set for the next season. So, what was the show all about? By nudist dating you would assume a scene with hedonistic singles gone wild, wouldn't you? [img] However,...

And so into the New (Calendar) year. - A time when resolutions for change are made - out with the old - In with the new/ young). 'When the music of Beano celebrations are over, awakening with either hangover - upon melancholy memories. or rejuvenated energy following physical, mental, or other refreshment of sustenance - with inspired drive for...

[img] what are your recycle reuse talent's :tumbleweed: i have many i reuse pop can,s soda bottle's ,laundry bottle,s ,plastic shopping bags, Paper of many kind's the list is endless if you wish to see what i do just look me up on FB and type in The Plastic Lady Rio and you will see for your self ...if you would like ideas let me know and i...

THe people I JUST WANT TO BE UNDESTOOD>.. and I want to understand as do we all love is the most powerful thing we have it is what intertwines us . my friends I am here to be your friend and to understand your journey and you are all worthy of my love I am here to be peaceful and to end all personal wars all world wars I do not want the...

In the "Tonight Show" with Jay Leno. Jay went out into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman had ever had. The winner described her worst date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was mid-winter....snowing and quite cold, and the guy had taken her skiing in the...

Hopi, otherwise translated as 'peace' is the name for a very religious, close knit, and well groomed tribe living in northern Arizona towards the east. They live in the desert, high upon the plateaus and mesa's surrounding the desolate land. In the beginning, Taiowa the lord of the infinite and never-ending created that which could end; it...

Sometime in the middle of my teen years, I became intrigued with the "scientific facts" that has scattered in the Qur'an. Because the book has covered things such as embryology (Kur 23:14) by stating that you are semen, then you are this "clot", then you are a lump, then you are bones, then it is clothed with flesh and eventually a living...

Hello ... I am very new to this site this is my first entry. I am hoping to find people or information on a commune located in either Alaska, Alabama, or Colorado... I am so beyond sick of the way this world operates and i feel as i am being drug down deeper and deeper into its black hole everyday... Me and my young and growing family need to...

I dont necessarily have much time until I have to renew my books so I will be skipping a few chapters ahead just to get the blog started; and will be finishing eventually. The Hopi Tribes consist of chiefs, who are medicine men or shamans or have much wisdom. These men are those who practice, and so far it seems as though most mysticism...

I have been happily married for 6years. I have a great sex and personal life with her. I am close with my wife's family, and agreed when my sister in law was going to move in while going to school. I have known my sister in law, let's scale her "Amy", for 7 years. She was like the kid sister I never had. Amy was what you would think a good girl...

The purpose of this is to establish an accumulative knowledge of firsthand experience in life; to essentially feel out ones soul and learn things about the planet and god in my own way. Documenting my venture of the spiritual/unknown will be singular after completion of trial and error written known to my intent. I will be exploring the...

Magic is often associated with that which cannot, illusion or paranormal, on the contrary it's that which will become. Its the transmutation process of manipulating universal patterns and events; in a loose explanation. One of the most important things about magic is the mood your in, ill be talking about it specifically in a context of better...

Me: How are you doing today? r0llin: Good how are you? Me: Good, thanks for asking! So, a lot of people are speaking on this issue but nobody knows for sure whether or not to worry. Are you worried about Ebola? Why or Why not? r0llin: I am not worried. every couple of years there seems to be some big scare like this. I think you have to be...

Me: How are you doing today? +-Freedom-+ I am doing just right, and you? Me: Im doing pretty good man, actually caught a strep throat today oddly enough lol. So Ill start off with a pretty blunt question, are you worried about Ebola? Why or why not? +-Freedom-+ Yes and no. Yes because it can easily be transmited. It isnt "airborne", but it...

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Even when the cold winds blow, Dear Lord I want you to know I will still love you Lord, Oh yes I will love you. Nothing can separate you from the Love of Our Lord. Pray without ceasing for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. I pray and pray , I am not beautiful, I am not that smart. Oh Lord please give me a beauty for...

i will put some of my adventures on here about my 40 day trip towards Romania and Bulgaria.. well..just came back yesterday...i will find the time to post some decent stuff..about these 2 East European countries..

Where are all the bay area hippies? Lets hangout lol go for a rave. Im female. Seeking awesome people.all shades and sizes.

Hi and PEACE! I am a 57 year young man fed up with the so called modern society and its financial, religious, and political constraints. I was born in the 50s, raised in the 60s, lived in the 70s, and survived the rest of my years. I was born and raised a simple country boy in the Adirondack Mountains of NY. Grew up in nature, loved and...

"See if you can catch yourself complaining, in either speech or thought, about a situation you find yourself in, what other people do or say, your surroundings, your life situation, even the weather. To complain is always nonacceptance of what is. It invariably carries an unconscious negative charge. When you complain, you make yourself into a...

Found these out in the woods need help identifying. Im new at this so any help is greatly appreciated.

[img] My idea of spirituality seems different from how the people I know use this term. Most people who are into spirituality have a set of beliefs that they try to live up to and judge themselves and others according to how how well they follow the rules of their beliefs. Well my spirituality is more an awareness of how everything and...

Pretty unfortunate that my last blogs are no longer on here as I had documented several important events and such, but alas, I suppose that gives me a chance to reanalyze and reintroduce myself. I'm not extremely active on here, but I hope the small amount I do contribute to this community is nothing less than respectable and thought provoking...

just testing out the blog at the new forum. and hoping that my old blog eventually returns! anyone know anything about that? i just won a bitcoin poker freeroll worth about 49 cents. i should have cashed my bitcoins out in December when they were about $1,200 everything's going pretty well in my life right now. i just got my PhD (a few things...

[img] So here's another bad date story. What I'm just trying to say here is that you got to keep trying until you get it right. I know I really shouldn't give in to the pressure my girl friend puts on me to go out with her and her boyfriend on a double date. She said I could use a little male attention. We were going to go out to eat at a...

There is the man with the will to power. He directs the way of change in the wealth of the moral: we do not hate if we consist the engineering will of control. However, the way for judging who out there in the midst of History would dare listen to me. His prejudice could not shut me up for just hating Engineers because that is no group that I...

[img] I've been having deep relationships in my virtual world and find my material world is effected by these relationships, for better or worse. So I don't see my virtual world as just fun and games anymore. I find even when I'm in the virtual world, God is there keeping score of my karma. But I don't mind, I've learned already that I can't...

As I probably lost my whole journal...I'll try to continue here.. :bulb: I do find it a pity that my journal is gone... :dizzy2: I do hope Skip can put a link in this blog which should refer to my journal in the old hipforums version... as i suspect i will not be able to post in my old journal...but it would be nice that I could see it back via...

i'm F'in' tired.. i'm on meds.. and they make me into a groggy monster. is it wrong of me to want to take pictures of the hundreds of dead smashed squirrels i see all over town while riding my bike?

so dalia and i talked about her new bedroom and what theme she'd like it to be. she said "how about mermaids?" GREAT! (no damn princess crap) so i'm going to make her room all underwater looking before i get her back.. wanna help??? i've got an idea for one wall... i want it to look like people looking into a fish tank or something.. i need...

RIGHT NOW! i'm EXCITED! i haven't seen them since xmas time. i miss them.. gonna have to tell them everything thats happening with dalia.

a lot of craziness i care not to go into. other than that i'm good. :hug:

Is there really a difference between "Entry Title" and "Subject" ? I looked at the opening here and that came to mind. These days are just filled with streams (nay rivers!) of consciousness. There's the battle between Obama and Hillary Clinton over who will be the next democratic nominee. War continues in Iraq and Afghanistan although the...

It's so hard trying to make ends meet, And with the situation of the world ... Everything is getting darker and uglier; And to top it off, now a cancer grows within. And to heal, we know we must Change. Change within as to how we perceive, Change our outlook and inlook. It is not enough to stop the old program, We must insert a new to...

Gave up on the paranoid schizophrenic. Too harassing. Hung up the music-getting too old and has lost it's fun. Now I have 3 cats and a cockatiel whose pretty cool. Named him Sully. I don't type things in here that much. Since I shredded my at home journal typing things about what's inside my head feels a little weird. None the less I probably...

things are... okay. not great, but not horrible. i get to see my kid 3 times a week and things are going good as far as all thats concerned. i feel it when y'all are out there thinking of me, don't stop. i need it now more than ever. i'm still with the boyfriend. he's the most wonderful thing that could have happened to me, truely.

The Kalevala..ask any Finn..is an epos..a mythology.. full of Scandinavian spirit and feelings..written by a doctor... full of poetry,folks stories and old legends.. it's all about the battle of good and evil.. it's translated in many languages..I've never been a book reader.. I lack the patience but..anyway... have a peep at this link.. Tiger...

i'm okay. i just. :( tis bad.

This Finnish architect was far ahead of his time.. I only saw buildings of him in the town of Rovaniemi(North Finland) I think this bloke..deserves some attention..therefore this link.. Scandinavian designs are ultra modern..and often futuristically designed.. IP http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alvar_Aalto

I travelled a lot through Finland once..yes..I recall.. the lakes..the nature..the Finnish people are a funny lot.. to me..they are very different to Swedes,Norvegians or Danish.. their soul is very attached to nature..apart from the bigger cities.. Finland is nature..lakes,forests,tundra,polarcirkel,bloody mosquito's.. the language..I couldn't...

has a ladystache too. maybe i should start up a ladystache club. dalia is sick. all coughing and snotty and barfed. so she's laying on the couch watching beavis and butthead. i miss sick days from school. even if i was truely sick. pushes back my welfare office visit, whatever, i should just get a damn job there. i'm there enough! i should go...

all day pretty much. tomorrow should be fun. back to the welfare office i go!

take what will help ....in the receiving it no longer is mine but yours....do with it as you will... I finish after I hold forth.....with laughter...Enjoy ! Healing Recognizing that Healing is an interference with the course of action undertaken, the first question must be: does...

i need a sketchbook. get the juices flowing on my creative side. where'd my kid? we've got to leave for school in 15 minutes. i like when the sun is up longer. i sewed on this shirt. made it wearable. wait.. gotta fix it more.

think i'ma go. it's going to be warm this weekend. like almost 90f. 36c? HOT. i can't wait. i'm tired of being cold. i need to be hot for more than 24 hours straight.

these meds just make me feel drunk all the time, without the barfiness. :hug:

i kinda "lie" on here.. act happier than i am a lot of the times. they diagnosed me with severe anxiety, severe depression and agorophobia... i coulda told you that! there was pretty much nothing but rice and peanutbutter to eat on wednesday. i went to the welfare office and the said they destroyed my foodstamp card because i didn't come get...

Opening To You Opening the Heart Opening the Mind Open Fill me with your Being Come closer yet, O initiator of my experiences Spirit of the One Which Became so much more in the All Each has so much Potential To Become yet another All Open O my Being ........Be Taking on those fields of separation - That allow me to distinguish myself...

just done for awhile.

i feel really sick. my head hurts. sometimes i'd like to think you all understand, but then i realize you don't. no one really does. you think i'm normal and can do normal things. you only know me here, online. tis easier here for me to seem normal. i'm having an extremely hard time being an adult. i can't explain it. i assume i know the things...

to cook them dinner. should be .. interesting. never met these people, but gonna go to their house and cook. curry, tofu, veggies, rice.. should be good. gonna make a cobbler for dessert too. i'm sore. yes, the sex is THAT good.

As we all know..Norway is very expensive to most of our standards.. best travell time=I would suggest between 10 june-15 august.. you can never be sure about climatic conditions in Norway.. often they get lots of rain..accomodation=hotels=too expensive.. either stick to youth hostels...and even these are not cheap.. best option are...

And when the clock stops ticking, where will you be ahh...where you always were/are/will Be. Yah the oldwolf gets older; longer in the tooth, that dull and loosen. And so I look on what comes at me, what can I ken for my security..... and find that it is still in the now, that all is decided as to what will Be. For to plan on what will...

Norvegian myths,trolls,folk tales etc... Anybody visiting Norway will see trolls one day.. it has become a trademark item for Norway tourism.. what's a troll??NO,not an internet troll??no way.. trolls are mostly ugly looking creatures..a troll.. is scared of bells ringing..particulary church bells.. mostly trolls don't harm people..despite...

gonna have to go back to the welfare office.. this should not be fun. i'll go monday. what am i missing? why do i feel so dumb? aspergers? crappy childhood? slackeritis? i just wanna paint.. but i'm blank there too. i'm just gonna paint naked ladies. well.. me.. naked and different colors.

Here we go again...I can't stop my travel journal when I was travelling long ago between Kautokeino to KarasjokNorway) I learned about the same..the Lapps..and *joiks* joiks are very spiritual and deep going songs. Mari Boine is an artist with international fame.. listen to these songs..I don't understand a word of it... but to me..it's...

www.visitoslo.com http://www.ryfylke.com/Default.aspx =regio around Stavanger www.fjordnorway.com www.visitsorlandet.com =South Norway http://visveg.vegvesen.no/visveg-kli...ppletEnIE.html Norvegian road information http://www.visitbergen.com/default.asp?sp=GB Bergen http://www.geiranger.no/english.html Geiranger fjord...

i don't know.. i'm just here.. thats all i got.. just here. should i spend my last 10 dollars on more canvases? i really want to.

Some links about Norway..I hope all of them open?? let me know,please..if any of you ever go Norway.. I could give you all some tips..just send me a P/M..O.K? www.visitnorway.com www.norway.com www.bbnorway.com bed/breakfast www.vandrerhjem.no/english youth hostels Norway www.visitstavanger.com...

i got another one of them emails.. :spam: they just get wackier too. went and bought some stuff for PB&J's.. shall be interesting.

Hallo HF forummers.. Since my travel thread has come to an end.. I got this idea today..I'm gonna put links about countries,cities etc.. which I have visited..or I might think about discussing a specific city.. in that way this thread can go on..and in fact become a travel info source.. for ALL future travellers..any comments..let me...

there is barely a cloud in the sky, but weather.com says it's gonna start raining at 1.. we'll see. i hope not. i'll be out getting my kid! i need more canvases.. :saucer:

Hello Partner, I have the honour and confidence to introduce this business to you in view of the fact that you are trustworthy and reliable as my inquires reveals. I am Mr. Andrew Clark a staff of the Standard Chartered Bank here in London UK. There is an account opened in this bank in 1994 but since 1998 nobody has operated on this account...

not sure how to do the thingy so that i can just link you.. go there and look for me.. booga724.. theres only one item i'm selling..

thats what i need for rent. do i go back to the welfare office and tell them i'm too dumb to get their paperwork or do i... something else? i wanna paint more.. i need help selling them! i normal 9 to 5 would just kill me.. i need an iron so i can make clothing... need need need want want want.. i sure am needy.. why can't i just live in a...

are both snuggled up in the small chair watching (zoning out on) a movie together. it's so cute damn it.. i'm still in pain.. what the hell?

my teeth hurt.. my eye hurts.. my brain hurts.. my hand hurts.. uuh why? my hips hurt.. fuck i'm an old lady! i need to paint more.. ebay? help! rents due next week.. i ain't got it. i don't wanna be on welfare.. i don't wanna be homeless either.

i feel yucky.. i've had this headache for two days. damn hormones. i took some medicine this morning.. made me feel all floaty and weird.. smoked a bit later.. felt better after that.. but now i just feel yucky and tired. i wanna go to bed.

there was a shit load of people at the park... "normal" people. so we just sat and watched them from across the field for a bit, while eating our breakfast fruit. tonights dinner will be biscuit topped tofu pot pie. bring a plate and fork.

i need to paint more.. maybe i will paint more dots.. maybe. going to the park for some easter crap. then i'm supposed to have a dinner party tonight and i have no idea what to make. this PMS is kickin' my ass.. seriously.

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argh! i'm walking in circles.. can't even eat. i hate this shit. maybe i should go back to sleep.

[IMG] don't even like this one much, might paint over it. [IMG] this ones half done, i don't feel like painting more dots. [IMG] this ones done.. wanna buy it? thats not all of them.. i'll try and get the pics on here as soon as i can.

what the fuck man? i need to take some pics of my paintings.. BUG ME ABOUT IT! i need to paint more.. right now.. or draw.. or DOODLE!

in the backyard. the kids love it. it's so big my 6 foot tall roomie can stand in it. it's gonna rain later.. i wanna go hang out in it when it does.

www.loveeternal.org :grouphug: :hug:

i'm exactly 31 and a half today! :party:

so i've been online job hunting with little luck.. my paintings are gonna make me enough money to live off of.. they're crap! and i don't have what i need to get them online to sell them. i've "applied" to two jobs already, answered CL ads. we'll see..