*Sigh* I know what I want and while I may not know the future I know that my preferences over the years haven't changed and I haven't gone back on my word about what I look for in a woman.
Something about the use of the word "fucking" here gives me the vibe that you're resentful of your own niceness in a way that one day you might flip out and be very un-nice to counter it all. The kid does represent your union because deciding to raising a kid together is meaningful.
Yeah, I got divorced in the 80's and tried to bang everything with a pussy. Kept that up until prostate cancer surgery. Damn! I miss those days.
In this particular instance, if we were to continue arguing I would be arguing you are a better man than that, and you would be arguing against that Which would be a little bizarre
John was slim when in his prime. I'm overweight with dark bags under my eyes, so definitely the older "now" version. Although, not "in-the-ground" now.