Zendik

(formerly gurd)

finally figured out how to operate in this forum. apparently what i have to do is lock myself out with an unmemorized password, which means i have to create a new account for any individual posting session, but this way my posts don't disappear.

anyway, in regard to zendik and the last post, you're free to fail to understand that you're either involved or you're not, and it's no one's responsibility to give a shit about you but you, either way, and you can call that a problem or you can call it perfection, and you can get hung up in jealousy and fall over in your grave in the process, you know, we're all blessed with option so you can do that. personally i'm under no obligation whatsoever to direct my energy anywhere but where my true interest lies, so sure, talk shit about favoritism and i'll get my jollies weilding my total power over you and the rest of the collective thought form of that weak realm, right, i'm no one's babysitter and no one's monkey. in regard to "the outside world" being a terrible aweful place, yeah, i'm heavy into understanding that cowardice is a very definitely "outside" thing, and a terrible aweful place, yeah, i do have the guts to understand that. why do i do what i do? because i can. i live my life intentionally. i can't relate to the sentiment that it's metaphysically possible to get rich off anyone else's labor but my own so if you cross my path and i can take advantage of your stupidity i will, its what i'm there for, if you're not capable of helping yourself, no one else can either so tough luck, man, that's raw reality, and i wouldn't have it any other way.

 

5317 (gurd) What do you do for a living? It sounds as if you're either a businessman a lawyer or Zendik or are you just nuts?

 

(formerly 5317)

I live, Green. I LIVE! MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

 

I have had only one experience with Zendik. It was on a sidewalk in DC. These two chicks were making a commotion trying to get people's attention, talking about a "revolution". I'll tell you, I'm all for revolutions so I was pretty psyched and wanted to hear what they had to say. I told them I was participating in a revolution of my own, veganism. They gave me a chilly kind of, "Who the F cares?" look. So I asked them what was their revolution was all about. I got a vague "Well, we're an arts community fighting the death culture blah blah etc." It wasn't clear at all their ideals or goals or anything. And their attitude was really...cold, robotic, creepy with a thin veneer of patronization over all. It was obvious to me what they were. I have FINELY tuned cult radar, having spent the greater part of my childhood in a charismatic christian environment, fire and brimstone crap, and the greater part of my adulthood fixing the damage from it. I started to move away from them at this point when they offered me a magazine to take with. So I took it, flipped through it, started to move away. They literally SNATCHED it from my hands and demanded I pay for it! I was interested in what they were all about so I think I ended up giving them a dollar or something. I read it on the metro home. Again, the magazine was full of very vague nothings and ALOT of creepy dark artwork. Pretty much confirmed my first impressions of them. I would warn anyone who knows themselves to have an easily dominated personality to stay well enough away. If you can handle yourself, you'll see them for what they are and be fine I think. And Gurd, your ramblings sound alot like the vague self-righteous BS I read in that mag.

 

Interesting. Arol's daughter controls the finances. No surprise here.