Your thanksgiving

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thats the kinda thanksgiving I wish I had.

 

Lynsey gets the "best thanksgiving ever" award!

 

okay but you know in reality it was chaparal trails not forties and it was the dog show not those weird strong guy things but I must say I did end the night in a rather intoxicated and fucked up state-like the most i've been in years- so does that add to my masculine thansgiving? I have learned there are some things you just don't mix.

 

like ginger beer and soy sauce?

 

heh no I have been having a hard past few days so I took some xanex (sp?) but I also drank a lot and than I came home a smoked a few bowls so I think it was more the alchohol with the xanex. I just read my posts from last night and am editing them right now...yeah.

 

change them all to include the phrase " and maybe you need to have sex with a duck".

 

will do right now. no joke

 

shit I can't erase them because along with my past relationship drama they also have good advice so I must keep them there. everyone else has drama on here so there's mine I am leaving it fuck it.

 

my drama on here has only hurt me. I am soooooooooooo trying not to leave it here anymore, but it is hard. sadly this place is almost like home to me, and I consider many personalities here friends. I been helped by some and hurt by some. The plain and simple fact is I think I can discuss anything wiith you people, but sometimes it bites me in the ass. Just like in real life, but its more annoying when it occurs online.

 

Ya I just no longer have feelings for my ex-at all and I feel like the anger in my posts last night might make it look like I do-when in actuality I was just relating a past experience to better offer advice.
But I feel you I am a very shy and reserved person in 'real life' but not here.

 

I still love my ex with all my heart.

 

I understand I have never felt that way about any ex i have a situation where I can't see a few people who I love very much and can't see and who don't understand why. It just takes time...time and a lot of cheap wine

 

yeah, well myMindy is awesome, just lives too far away.

 

I had a great Thanksgiving. I got to work in a soup kitchen to feed the poor and cut their hair. It was a blast. I love helping out the poor. They are wonderful people. Nothing compares to the smile of a homeless person who you can celebrate Thanksgiving with. After it was all said and done, later in the evening, I got to give thanks, eat, drink a Guinness with family and friends.