"I've been waiting for this my whole life" or "finally..." lol thats morbid. ah i have no idea, maybe just thoughts of my loved ones, or what will be on the other side. xxx
I would ask to my death bed to see somebody and tell him for the first and last time how much I love him... I would try not to die in the meanwhile... in order to see him for the last time...
Because it's a super messed up situation..... and we do not talk to each other... But I want to tell him... that I'm dying for him... On the other hand I hate him... I don't exactly hate him... He just really gets on my nerves.. and every time we talk we are having a huge fight.... So I choose to do nothing... and move on with my life...
i totally get it. i am in a really similar situation. but yeah my last thought would probably be oh shit ill never see...so and so again.