Your Biggest Mind Fuck?

my biggest mindfuck was being told on my 18th bday that i was adopted

 

I have a few

Death-I cannot imagine the end of everything and what may happen afterwards. If there is a Heaven I cannot wrap my mind around being somewhere -forever-

Work-Even though I do work a 40hour a week job, its still trips me out that you have to work until you die. The same thing..over and over...everyday...

Ignorance-Theres so many ways to overcome ignorance, and yet it seems as though many do not. Not only does it annoy me, I don't understand it.

I do have more but those are the top 3 I thought of right now.

 

For me it would be nicer, if there is no Heaven, becaus if it is there, there might be also hell, and i'm not sure which direction will be mine.

If the above applies then Death is no problem, provided it happens while sleeping.

But if you prefer the heaven theory, then be sure it will be bigger, and much more diverse and nicer than current life.

 

one similar thing for me, I met my real father (or better I knew all the story) when I was twenty ( he was in his seventies at that time) and then the real troubles started for me. But this never managed to be my greatest mind fuck. My 'druid' was an outstanding man but a real asshole , also. It's not worth the effort worrying about people that ignores you. It just doesnt make any sense.

good suggestion, I'm going for it right now. love,friend.

 

when i was an adolescant growing up nothing was more of a mindfuck then watching peticular episodes of 'Are You Afraid of the Dark.' (i.e. The Virus episode & Lazer Maze) Like, my brother purchased the the DVD with like seasons 1-4 and most episodes I can honestly say still flame on with gayness but others leave you with goosebumps...can i get a witness?? this is something random as hell i just thought of after X'ing out from this thread

 

the sound bath water makes when being sucked down a plug hole...

 

My biggest mindfuck was the day someone gave me a BJ when I was 13
yeah man after that I knew I wanted to get laid as often as I could !

 

why people dont hug each other more. i just dont get it, its one of those silly things that make my head feel unbalanced

 

lucky lad

 

can I choose my ex for this question? interesing....

 

Mushrooms. They grew naturally on prison property near my house when I was in high school. We would pick them by the grocery bad full. Anyways since they were free my friends and I would take shit loads. Long story short, I was a dumb ass teenager and scared myself horribly on many occasions.

 

biggest mind fuck? People and their interaction with others.

why do people natrually segregate themselves from others based on race? i was watching a documentary on a prison, one thing that caught my attention was that they seperate themselves by race. it didnt matter if it was some white guy and his best friend, that he grew up with, is black... the two of them would have to pledge alligence to their respective race. what that meant, it didnt matter how deep the two ran, if it came down to it they'd fight eachother to death over some stupid race difference. THAT is what blows my mind... why is race such an issue...


Another is how people are predispossed to seek out the perfect partner. its crazy how much we act like animals even though we dont see ourselves that way. what i mean by that is we choose what we think is best for the survivalbility of ourselves and offspring.

 

Definately my mom

 

or you're courtney love's daughter, or you're going to have bigger, wilder mind-fucks in the future !!! ;-P
out of joke, hope it's nothing really weird in your case.
peace, little sister !

 

My parents, mental illness, neglect, religion/church, and now the government.

My parents tried to force their ridiculous beliefs on me growing up, telling me I was going to hell for being rebellious. They constantly quoted the bible to me, and I believed them, really thinking that I was going to hell. "For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft" they would tell me, which is a bible verse but I can't remember which part of the bible it's from, except that it was in the old testament. I even asked god to save me of my sins and come into my heart, which is called "salvation" from sin, but I was still a very rebellious kid. Really, I just had my own mind and wanted to do what I wanted to, as all kids do. But even though I was "saved", mom and dad still continued to tell me that I was going to hell. For years I would obsess over god, being saved, and going to hell, wondering what would happen to me if I died and being afraid of everything. I had OCD and didn't realize it -- a very frightened kid. But I was neglected, so nobody knew or cared. For years and years I lived with terrible guilt and fear. I knew that I was different from everyone else -- I was crazy.

Besides religion, another way my parents have mind-raped me is by forcing me to endure pain. For the past 4 or 5 years my sister and I have suffered with excruciating pain during our periods, nausea, fainting, and constipation. After a couple of years of practically begging them, our parents finally took us to the doctor, and we were prescribed birth control pills. Our parents were not very happy about it, but they reluctantly bought us the pills for about a year. Then, my prescription ran out and expired. I asked mom to take me back to the gyno, but she refused. I continued to talk with them about it and try to make them understand that I'm sick. Dad even went so far as to imply that I was faking my pain to try to get birth control pills, so I could sleep with my boyfriend. We barely saw each other, much less ever touched each other! We broke up soon after that, but they still wouldn't help me. And they still won't. I'm out of a job now so I'm still suffering. Pot, which is given to me as a gift from my friends, is the only thing I have to help alleviate the pain, and my parents are trying to take that away from me, too.

I'm all grown up now, and these problems should be behind me, but they're not. My parents still control me to a small (yet large) extent, even though I'm 20 years old. They could kick me out at any time, and you know what? I might welcome it.

I no longer worry about being "saved". I knew even when I was a kid that it was all bullshit, but I was nearly brainwashed into believing. I'm still crazy, and though I've become aware of my mental problems they haven't gotten much better, just changed slightly. At least I can understand and control my OCD, but now I'm even more depressed than ever and am manic.

And now the government wants to control us all. Life is just one big mind fuck.

 

gee, I believed those folks were just some Stephen King's charachter . that's a king size mindfuck , really
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it's not that they've almost brainwashed you. They DID brainwash you making you believe you're insane . the fucking psycopaths are them.
it's time for you to get even.
put some LSD into their soup.
(on such people should make a lot of brain mess)
stay and see what happens.
try and make them believe they're in hell.
leave guns and dangerous drugs around.
have a big laugh.
call a couple of hookers,
then call the police complaining about your parents having a wild sex orgy . then flee !

no no , dont do that, i was just kiddin' . particularly the _police_ thing. but for goodness sake, find an alternative to living side by side with those horror movie charachters .
dont care too much about your government , the wheel is still spinning.
I wish you lots of love for the new year . truly !




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Try:
LSD,then Ketamine(K-hole)is like tripping endless on acid in the field of Eternity for ever!.

 

thanks

 

For me it was definitely my first time taking shrooms. I lost all sense of ego and who I was. I couldn't figure out what my body was or who my friends were or where in the hell I was. And when I say I didn't know where I was I don't mean like the part of town or whatever I basically didn't know what the world was or what I needed to do or anything. I felt like I had just been born basically. I couldn't figure out what my body was or what I was doing in it. I knew I needed to stick with my friends even tho at the time I thought of them as the people I needed to stick to avoid danger, lol. Wow did it feel good to get out of that trip and come back to reality.

 

definitely the church..

the biggest hypnotists of all