You are 40 years and u find out :

yup on a tattoo of some sort.. a moth, an apple something Earthy and Heavenly all at the same time .

i had picked out Laura May Frances .. i stole Laura May's name from her screen name.. lol, and my sister's name is Laura..my granny's name was June so May was a spin on June.. and Frances after the Saint..

i just knew it was going to be a girl this time .. its weird how i was so scared and unsure & now its all i want or can think about. ...

im am sure i will be stronger , but as of right now i am a weak timid little bird seeking shelter in the branches of my mans limbs ..

i am strong when the kids are awake or here, then crumble when they leave for summer school or visits w there dad.

again thanks for letting me vent and breathe. . peace mama