Worried I might be gay

I am so confused about my sexuality, i always thought i was straight (maybe a little bi) but i dont think that is the case when i actually assess my sex life and turn ons. I am a 33 y/o guy that has been married to an attractive wife of 9 years. However, now more than ever I am sexually attracted to men (shemales to a lesser extent).

I have always had same sex attraction and started experimenting at age 17, but after getting married I figured I would get past the same sex urges. This does not appear to be the case, I find myself madturbating to both gayand also some sissy cuck porn every night after the wife is in bed. I often dress in her panties and lingerie when she is out and have let several men from craigslist have sex with me while wearing her panties as well. I visit adult bookstores and bathhouses on occasion to for sexual encounters with other men. I have done this on and off since I was 18, but it really seems to be stronger urges now. Is this normal, has anyone else gone through this? I still have sex with my wife but she does not want it very often, which is fine with me because it allows mr to seek gay porn or other guys for sex. Never considered myself to be gay, but it seems my feelings and actions are stronger than just curiousity.

 

Definitely gay/ NOPE
Bisexual/NOPE
Straight with normal curiousity and normal same sex experimentation/NOPE