Women only think they are straight

well, i for one am straight, but when i was younger i had a thing for girls. growing up, my favorite thing to draw was naked women as fairys and stuff, and my first few sexual experiences were with girls. after i became more sexual with guys though, i realized that i was straight because my attraction to men was very different than to women. i still find the female form stunningly beautiful, unlike mens bodies, but i cant help that i'm sexually attracted to men. i often wish that i was lesbian, but alas, im not and its not something i can change.