I read your e-mail sweetie, and I know you have your hands full. I have my hands full right now too--with unresolved feelings about stuff spirit guides have done to me...so let me see what you can mix up for that pillow concoction, dear.
Updating.- apparently by throwing the pillow to the garbage I undid the spell cuz I haven't heard from her in a few days now..I guess that's the way it should be... it might be a coincidence,well I don't know..but it seems to be a small period of time btw the action and the results.
i didnt know people in the 21st century still believed in spells? i thought that was something from maybe the middle ages
You don't believe in the power of intent? Do you pray? Hope? Wish? That's all a spell is... an elaborate prayer using props and symbolism, basically. What do you think the old tradition of wishing on birthday candles is all about? We practice pagan-based "spell-like" rituals all the time, and nobody really pays attention to it.
I've always read that its highly dangerous to do something like this as it will bounce back to the sender 3 times (or more). The karma thing is big here. Be careful. Best to find your own happiness, as you are letting your ex still have power over you. Hard to let go, but harder to suffer. How much time wasted in such painful thoughts and feelings? Release it for your own well being. Good luck.