why isn't the doctor calling?

awesome.

I've seen cancer kill... not fun.

Take care of yourself please.

 

Well done Lynsey.

Now, remember your promise.

 

hah I play with my boobs a lot but I don't think I've ever played with my ass.

 

that's awesome!!!!1Q!!

congratulations...

(not that e-b is good news but NORMAL, ya, that is!)

 

I am I'm remembering. I can't wait to see my kids at work tommorow oh my god im so excited i have my life back no more bed rest and she's writting me a note to go back to work!!! the only modification she's requiring is a 6 hour work day or if it's longer that i nap for 20 minutes. oh and no exercising, sex or other strenous activities for 6 months): but who the fuck cares its not cancer!!!!!!!!!!!

 

You know shit comes out of that thing right?

 

i can deal with e-b i am just so stoked. I can't wait to go back to work and go out and do stuff again!!!!!! Ohhhhh and I'm skinny and I can enjoy it now because I know it's not fatal and I swore to myself I'll keep 30 pounds of it off and only let myself gain 10 back...that's going to be the hardest part without being able to work out

 

I will thank you Logan!!!!!!!! By the way did I ever tell you I have a thing for handsome men with red hair? because I really do. hah see I'm so stoked I'm not even shy...I've wated to say that for a month now

 

I like my ass touched so I may have to take you up on that...ah I'm just so glad this drama is over!!!!!!

 

thats great news. plus, you get to take naps...i mean, how cool is that.

 

The doctor said I just have to wait it out and that I'm going to be sick until it's out of my system and may have to be in and out of the hospital until it's gone because of how it affects the liver and makes me throw up and get dehydrated and malnourished, which further weakens my immunes system. I can't drink for a year either because I do have damage to my liver from this but that's okay, I'm okay I'm okay I am so happy!!!!!!

 

heheeeeee Thanks Chris

I have ginat bean bag chairs in my office and we were thinking of puttinga couch in there and moving the conference table out anyway because the kids are trashing the conference table and we have a huge conference room upstairs that's hardly ever used plus couches are funner for meetings anyway,

 

Right onnnnn, I am glad to hear your condition isnt too serious.

Keep in mind that CHP no longer harasses med mj users, they don't even confiscate it now. San Diego cops will still take it away and give you a ticket.

One of my friends in DC is from there originally, and we have been talking about moving there since 7th grade when all both of us ever did was skateboard. Im in Florida now, and he is moving there soon with his girlfriend, and they want me to come. Both of us have businesses in the developing stages, so were talking about joining the ventures in socal. It would be as early as this summer, or next summer if I stay here to finish my degree.

Im going to love it there. Hot women, good surf, good powder close by, and tons of great pot.

 

congrads on not dyng, I read up bit on epstine bar, and I think you should by a few lotterie tickets, becasuse your symtons sounds extreemly rare


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Epstein-bar virus a (autoimmune disease) frequently referred to as EBV, is a member of the herpes virus family and one of the most common human virus. The virus occurs worldwide, and most people become infected with EBV sometime during their lives. In the United States as many as 95% of adult between 35 and 40 of age have been infected. Infants become susceptible to EBV as soon as maternal antibody protection (present at birth) disappears. Many children become infected with EBV, and these infection usually cause no symptoms or an indistiguishable from the other mild, brief illnesses of childhood.

Symptoms of epstein-barr virus are fever, sore throat and swollen lymph glands. Sometimes, a swollen spleen or liver involvement may develop. Heart problems or involvement of the central nervous system occurs only rarely, and infectious mononucleosis (mono) is almost never fatal. Although symptoms of infectious mononucleosis usually resolve in 1 to 2 months, EBV remains dormant or latent in a few cells in the throat and blood for the rest of the person's life. Periodically, the virus can reactivate and is commonly found in the saliva of infected persons. This reactivation usually occurs without symptoms of illness. Epstein-barr can recoccur at any time especially after illness or stress.

 

well I already promised my mom that I would eat more of a variety of foods (I am a really picky eater) that are healthy and I ended two relationships that were very hard on my soul and not healthy for me and I have become very assertive working from home because I've had to delegate everything. I've learned to not be a control freak and to trust other people. My relationship with my mother and my grandparents has become really strong. I spoke with a family member who I haven't spoken with in 3 years while I was in the hospital. What I need is to let go of excess-escess clothes I have ( god I have a closet full of clothes with the tags still on it's disgusting and now they're all too big): ), books, thoughts that clutter my brain-just I have too much too many things, too many ideas. I know you and I spoke of the add thing and this is one of my biggest symptoms with mine-I clutter my life. I lost weight, I lost the ex boyfriend, I lost the junk food and I lost my inability to be assertive with people at work and I regained my sanity and strength and a human-as my human, my own being, not filtered through others or my ralph lauren suit. I don't need armor anymore. I feel like before I met my father- I feel whole and mentally healthy again and I haven't felt that in almost three years. Being sick did what no shrink, no boyfriend, no confidant not even my mother could do it made me-me.

 

*huggles* hehe I'm so damn giddy I just called my mom and she started crying and laughing at the same time when I told her now i gotta call back the rest of the family arghhhhh

 

yeah the here women are beautiful (; hah

 

That's what I'm thinking a fresh start. oh and i know how to sew, i'm very good at it actually. I'm just really greatful, just really greatful.

 

hah well I still do need to get surgey for my gallbladder but that's laserscopic and a one night hospital stay. there going to wait a week and hope that the shot in hell of the stomach muscle relaxer thingies work and uncontract it. The nurse explained that when you have avirus your body can't fight off because your immune system's too weak it usually affects areas it normally wouldn't in healthy people. I took shitty care of myself. looking back I know when I contracted EB-in September. I took a week off work ent back felt like shit took another week in october and was sick all november and boom my liver acts up and im in the hospital. viruses can do A LOT but normally we're healthy enough to fight them off and everytime I felt like I was getting better I would go out and party and drink tons and smoke cigs while I drank stay up all night i mean i was really running myself ragged.

 

oh my bad it says the liver deal in your article...sorry