Why does this turn me on so much?

I don't want my step sister thinking im some kind of creep. Im pretty sure you were joking though.

 

yeah thats true I never thought of it like that. I don't think she knows but I know for a fact he knows because he always initiates it right as I come into sight. No matter what they are doing at the time he will just start right then and there. One would imagine that my stepsis would turn him down every once in a while but he never fails. If my stepsister was purposely teasing me don't you think she would consider my feelings? I mean I understand that she could get off on it but I would hope that she cares more about my feelings then some guy she's known for a month's penis. Now im seriously starting to wonder if she does know. I mean it kind of makes sense if you really think about it.

 

well she isnt pushing him away when you are there so it could possibly be the case that she too is getting some enjoyment out of you being there too, otherwise she would pull away at least

 

Yeah your right thats what any decent relative would do. I mean we have a great relationship otherwise, we talk a lot, we never fight, and I feel like she is one of my best friends. But now that she is with Zach we don't talk nearly as much. One because they are always together and two because I think Zach is trying to turn her against me. This also kind of adds to the jealousy factor of the whole thing because he is stealing one of my closest friends and banging her all day long at the same time. It just seems to be getting worse and worse each day too. I think another reason is the fact that I never really see my stepsister engaging in sexual activity plus the fact that she is doing it with someone that I hate with a passion. Now it seems like he is far superior to me since he gets an incredibly beautiful woman that's related to me and I have nothing. The reason I have such a grudge against him is because he stole my new phone a while back and just when I had gotten over it he comes in and steals my stepsister. It's just not fair yet its somehow more arousing to watch him perform sexually with my stepsister then any other guy. I just don't understand why it is.

 

so yeah i think she either gets a buzz out of it or maybe she does think that you get turned on by it and is getting off on being watched, have you thought of just saying to her that it makes you feel `uncomfortable` when they go beyond say.. kissing for instace right before you`re eyes like that

 

Yeah I have thought about it but im not gonna lie I don't exactly hate it if you know what I mean.

 

oh yeah i hear ya
so where do you see this ending, if its getting worse ?
how far will they go do you think?

 

Im not sure she really likes him and she says hes a nice guy but eh. I'll have to wait and see I guess...
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sorry i meant how far do you think they would go if you were to stay in the room, have you thought about maybe pretending to fall asleep so you can witness more perhaps ?

 

Im not sure how far they would go, but thats a damn good idea lmao. I could always try i guess, he is over right now actually. I just don't want to feel like a creep.

 

well if your asleep theres no need to feel wierd haha
as long as you can hide your ermm `excitement`, who knows you might hear them say something that sheds more light on this if they are doing it deliberately

 

if i was you i would just lay the game down and try to fuck her. then it would be over with. and i think you said she is only your step sister so shes not really family

 

yeah good point maybe I should wait till he goes to the bathroom or something and then I could walk down and talk to my stepsis and be all drowsy and whatnot say I just took some nyquil or something. It might just work.

 

worth a try
good luck

 

nah man im not gonna fuck up our relationship like that

 

they just left I think , Ill watch for the car and then go downstairs and pretend to be asleep in the living room where they were before they left. Ill wake up a little so they know im aware of them but too lazy to get up and walk away. It just seems kind of wierd but I can justify for myself I mean I need to know right?

 

yes you need to know, if they see you there and still get their freak on then you know they are both getting a buzz out of it, worse that can happen is they will do nothing, but you will get a buzz out of the anticipation and the boner of your life if they do get down to it

 

Yeah it's not intended for sexual pleasure (even though I'll get some lol) it's for informational purposes only.

 

They just pulled in the driveway, i'll be back...

 

post what happens! its so suspensful