Why Do You Like Drugs?

maybe i'm not worth fixing.

 

Stop saying things like that. That's not logical. You're worth as much as everyone else.

I guess a little bit of alcohol or weed can take the edge off sometimes. It will be several years before I can indulge myself with weed though. When I'm retired from work I won't need to take an edge of though.

 

alcohol and weed isn't quite what i'm thinking.

 

I'm pretty sure most of us disagree, but yeah worth is rather subjective. If you never get out of that mindset it may seem like that. But you should know you're the main person seeing it like that, and it is 'merely' your current perspective (which may be persistent).
I'm not an expert though, I always feel like blathering many things when I see people proclaim stuff like that but not sure if I am helping or actually making things worse (which is why I usually refrain from 'giving advice' to depressive people these days...). I don't even fully understand where they are coming from usually so yeah....



I'm not sure when someone is unworthy of getting fixed. But you don't fit that bill! Hell, I'm sure some people would find me unworthy of anything based on how they see me living

 

Make mine an MDMA pizza with 2cb crust.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-35K-G2uTo

 

am trying to avoid thinking about it.

 

Sometimes being able to think a lot is not a good thing But it is important to realize you are at least as worthy as the next person. I guess it is also important to feel/realize that worth though. But that you don't feel this/aren't aware of it doesn't mean you're actually not worth shit. Even if there would be some people telling you otherwise (which would be really dubious)

 

in bed feeling really sick right now. you have made me feel a little better.

 

Maybe you need something more radical to shake up your life and get you out of your rut.

 

I'm glad I blathered a bit then :-D

 

Coffee is good for you.

 

Weed too. If you are in doubt remember: Carl Sagan said it.

 

possibly.

 

I don't think this is helping

 

Keep thinking about this.

 

i neither love, hate, nor desire the companionship of recreationally consumed neurtropic substances.
they're not why i'm here.
i love caring more about the kind of world we all have to live in,
then what anyone thinks of me as an individual person.
that's why i am here.
that is what 'hippie' and 'hip' means to me.

 

I've encountered many people who said that drug experimentation changed their lives for the better, permanently. Others didn't claim such great experiences, but when you're already at the bottom, there's nowhere to go but up. I definitely don't regret anything I did.

 

Not true where it comes to taking strong psychedelic drugs. That it worked great for some people is really not a guarantee for any depressed person. There are plenty of examples.

 

Drugs aren't new to me. Perhaps I should be using them more.

 

Lucky I'm not depressed then.