~ p i s c e a n ]-[ d e l u s i o n s ~ my poetry ~ why do you do this to me? so you've gotten the best of me and again ive lost you took away my comfort and just gave it a toss how could you do this to me, i didn't do it to you always here for you i did what you wanted me to do why do you have to hurt me so bad can't you see inside me i am already sad i needed you most when you couldn't be here the only thing to see in my eye is a continuous tear over and over again you make me feel this pain again and again from your wrath i can't abstain i want so badly to feel the feeling of being desired but you kill me considerately and leave me so tired i can't see it coming before it has already come you unravel me from the inside and leave me undone all i ever wanted was to be loved and secure but all i seem to get is hurt without a cure http://www.pisceandelusions.org/mymedia/poetry
briliant how deep you travel to need to be loved how i longed once to be loved this reminded me of this feeling. never give up on yourself only others can do that.... never love blinded dont follow a light that will burn... dont fight confussion the emotions need this sometimes. but always know yourself what you need in life... to be loved purely......... love n peace from saff great piece very frightening for me i remember this state all too well hope you move on soon..
saff, thanks for all of your input, you've gotten to read quite a bit of my thoughts now and I appreciate all of your feedback... this is the state I find myself in after every relationship ;-) and yes, she's out there somewhere waiting to save me, although I am completely happy myself, I need the yin to my yang, women are a beautiful gift.
its hard to break the cycle we become so attached too. i hope you can save the love you long for and be with your yin soon love n peace from saff great pieces you have posted ..
mmm...i once wrote a piece liek this...well not really, but the same theme sorta... i will post it as a new thread as -response delusions take a look!
