I've never been with a man, but in my fantasies about it, I'm pretty much bottom anal and oral. I also think it's a deep desire to experience what my wife feels. To feel a real cock thrusting deep inside my ass or mouth and taking all of his load in both cases is one of my deepest desires. I really can't say thinking of topping does anything for me, at least anally. I do love receiving a great blowjob, and a great blowjob is just that regardless of if I receive it from a man or a woman. But what's on my mind as I watch MMF, gay, or transgender porn while masturbating myself to orgasm is the thought of being on the receiving end of a nice cock and getting that reward of a hot load pumped inside me.
I love doing both and having the guy or guy’s cum inside my ass ( or I like to call my ass my man pussy ) . It feels so damn good feeling his cock throbbing and feeling his hot cum shooting in my ass . It a awesome feeling and you might like it I was hooked the first time I had a guy fuck my man pussy and he came inside of my man pussy .
I remember the first time a guy asked if he could fuck my pussy... and I looked at him like he had lost his mind. "My what?" I had asked him and deliberately cupping my dick and balls. "I want to fuck your pussy good," he said. I almost hurt myself laughing. He didn't like the fact that I was laughing and wouldn't stop laughing.