There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" just before the son has come. Jesus, won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but the past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but the past and done. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but the past and done. Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever. I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, Trust me. Trust me. Trust me. Trust me. Trust Me. Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever. I just want to start this over. I want what I want. I want what I want. I want what I want. I want what I want.
Every finger in the room is pointing at me I wanna spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my somach, I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now I’ve been looking for a savior in these dirty streets Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in Just what God needs, one more victim Why do we crucify ourselves Everyday I crucify myself Nothing I do is good enough for you Crucify myself Everyday I crucify myself And my heart is sick of being in chains Got a kick for a dog, beggin’ for love Gotta have my sufferingso that I can have my cross I know a cat named easter, he says will you ever learn You’re just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird I’ve been looking for a savior in these dirty streets Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in Got enough guilt to start my own religion Why do we crucify ourselves Everyday I crucify myself Nothing I do is good enough for you Crucify myself Everyday I crucify myself And my heart is sick of being in chains Please be Save me I cry Looking for a savior in these dirty streets Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in Where are those angels when you need them Why do we crucify ourselves Everyday I crucify myself Nothing I do is good enough for you Crucify myself Everyday I crucify myself And my heart is sick of being in chains
those lyrics and the song are me... i might not like it but it is. tool is one of my all-type fav. bands.. just makes so much sense to me.
I still wanna die. I am not gonna anytime today, but I am still depressed. some one send me Morrissey. PLEASE
Crumm...listen, what you're feeling is normal. I hope things work out. But...what is to be, will be. You gotta understand- you're going through this pain for a reason.. if you end up with her, great!- you will have both learned something and hopefully things will be stronger. if not... you will still learn something and you will come out stronger. just worry about your mission for the next 10 days. send her an email or call her really quick... and then, FORGET ABOUT IT... leave it in spirit's hand.... cause you're gonna be away for ten days and that's all that you can do. if you have to hurt, if it doesnt work out... it WILL hurt. but you will be okay.. you need to feel this and learn, no matter what though.... im sorry....
she is gone forever. I am sooooooo listenning to tori amos right now... I got me some horses To ride on, to ride on They say that your demons can't go there So I got me some horses To ride on, to ride on As long as your army keeps perfectly still And maybe I'll find me a sailor A tailor And maybe together we'll make mother well So I got me some horses To ride on, to ride on As long as your army Keeps perfectly still You showed me the meadow And Milkwood and Silkwood And you would if I would But you never would So I chased down your posies Your pansies in my hosies Then opened my hands and they were empty then Off with Superfly Sniffing a Sharpie pen Honey it's Bill and Ben Off with Superfly Counting your bees Oh me honey like One two three The camera is rolling It's easy like one, two, three And if there is a way to find you I will find you But will you find me if Neil makes me a tree An afro, a pharaoh I can't go, you said so And threads that are golden don't break easily I got me some horses To ride on, to ride on They say that your demons can't go there So I got me some horses To ride on, to ride on As long as your army keeps perfectly still
He will never speak to me yesterday, todoy, or tomorrow....in fact he will never speak to me...unless it's in ibonics. That might be funny.
Tori is so the most feeling artist in my collection. BUT I am feeling MOrrisey at the moment, and have little to none. I am not ashamed to resort to tori. she is awesome.
forget whats happening or not happening on the narrow spectrum {i could start cryin bout that myself }....bro , if ya tries , ya can feel it ....love is everywhere ! great things are about to commence ..........im needin ta die from bein worn down ...but , im wantin ta see the beginnings of a bright tommorrow ....kids livin in a cooperative non athouritarian organic human society ...not based on money power jelosy n revenge ....like ours ....so suffer along with the rest of us ......just a bit longer !!
and you dont thank me? heh.. i dont expect it. but i was just joking about tori... damn, you'll be okay crummy i swear
I thanked Makno because I have always showed him nothing but animosity and he still wished me well. Trish... we have issues. But thank you too.
