Why cant we not be sober?

Discussion in 'Random Thoughts' started by crummyrummy, Jan 11, 2005.

  1. crummyrummy

    crummyrummy Brew Your Own Beer Lifetime Supporter

    There's a shadow just behind me,
    shrouding every step I take,
    making every promise empty,
    pointing every finger at me.
    Waiting like a stalking butler
    who upon the finger rests.
    Murder now the path called "must we"
    just before the son has come.
    Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
    something but the past and done?
    Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
    Something but the past and done?

    Why can't we not be sober?
    I just want to start this over.
    Why can't we drink forever.
    I just want to start this over.

    I am just a worthless liar.
    I am just an imbecile.
    I will only complicate you.
    Trust in me and fall as well.
    I will find a center in you.
    I will chew it up and leave,
    I will work to elevate you
    just enough to bring you down.
    Mother Mary won't you whisper
    something but the past and done.
    Mother Mary won't you whisper
    something but the past and done.

    Why can't we not be sober?
    I just want to start this over.
    Why can't we sleep forever.
    I just want to start this over.

    I am just a worthless liar.
    I am just an imbecile.
    I will only complicate you.
    Trust in me and fall as well.
    I will find a center in you.
    I will chew it up and leave,

    Trust me. Trust me. Trust me. Trust me. Trust Me.

    Why can't we not be sober?
    I just want to start this over.
    Why can't we sleep forever.
    I just want to start this over.

    I want what I want.
    I want what I want.
    I want what I want.
    I want what I want.
     
  2. dont get tool in my head!

    fuck it.. ill go listen now!
     
  3. crummyrummy

    crummyrummy Brew Your Own Beer Lifetime Supporter

    Every finger in the room is pointing at me
    I wanna spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
    I got a bowling ball in my somach, I got a desert in my mouth
    Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

    I’ve been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
    Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
    I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in
    Just what God needs, one more victim

    Why do we crucify ourselves
    Everyday I crucify myself
    Nothing I do is good enough for you
    Crucify myself
    Everyday I crucify myself
    And my heart is sick of being in chains

    Got a kick for a dog, beggin’ for love
    Gotta have my sufferingso that I can have my cross
    I know a cat named easter, he says will you ever learn
    You’re just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird

    I’ve been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
    Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
    I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in
    Got enough guilt to start my own religion

    Why do we crucify ourselves
    Everyday I crucify myself
    Nothing I do is good enough for you
    Crucify myself
    Everyday I crucify myself
    And my heart is sick of being in chains

    Please be
    Save me
    I cry

    Looking for a savior in these dirty streets
    Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
    I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in
    Where are those angels when you need them

    Why do we crucify ourselves
    Everyday I crucify myself
    Nothing I do is good enough for you
    Crucify myself
    Everyday I crucify myself
    And my heart is sick of being in chains
     
  4. those lyrics and the song are me... i might not like it but it is.

    tool is one of my all-type fav. bands.. just makes so much sense to me.
     
  5. ARRRGH! damn you! :) :)
     
  6. crummyrummy

    crummyrummy Brew Your Own Beer Lifetime Supporter

    I still wanna die.

    I am not gonna anytime today, but I am still depressed. some one send me Morrissey.
    PLEASE
     
  7. Crumm...listen, what you're feeling is normal. I hope things work out.

    But...what is to be, will be. You gotta understand- you're going through this pain for a reason.. if you end up with her, great!- you will have both learned something and hopefully things will be stronger.

    if not... you will still learn something and you will come out stronger.

    just worry about your mission for the next 10 days. send her an email or call her really quick... and then, FORGET ABOUT IT... leave it in spirit's hand.... cause you're gonna be away for ten days and that's all that you can do.

    if you have to hurt, if it doesnt work out... it WILL hurt. but you will be okay.. you need to feel this and learn, no matter what though....


    im sorry....
     
  8. crummyrummy

    crummyrummy Brew Your Own Beer Lifetime Supporter

    she is gone forever.
    I am sooooooo listenning to tori amos right now...



    I got me some horses
    To ride on, to ride on
    They say that your demons can't go there
    So I got me some horses
    To ride on, to ride on
    As long as your army keeps perfectly still

    And maybe I'll find me a sailor
    A tailor
    And maybe together we'll make mother well
    So I got me some horses
    To ride on, to ride on
    As long as your army
    Keeps perfectly still

    You showed me the meadow
    And Milkwood and Silkwood
    And you would if I would
    But you never would
    So I chased down your posies
    Your pansies in my hosies
    Then opened my hands and they were empty then

    Off with Superfly
    Sniffing a Sharpie pen
    Honey it's Bill and Ben
    Off with Superfly
    Counting your bees
    Oh me honey like
    One two three
    The camera is rolling
    It's easy like one, two, three

    And if there is a way to find you
    I will find you
    But will you find me if Neil makes me a tree
    An afro, a pharaoh
    I can't go, you said so
    And threads that are golden don't break easily

    I got me some horses
    To ride on, to ride on
    They say that your demons can't go there
    So I got me some horses
    To ride on, to ride on
    As long as your army keeps perfectly still
     
  9. Lodog

    Lodog ¿

    Morissey pisses me off
     
  10. crummyrummy

    crummyrummy Brew Your Own Beer Lifetime Supporter

    right now he speaks to me. I never cared for him specifically till today//I guess yesterday now.
     
  11. oh god.. he's listeing to tori... *takes him away* ;)
     
  12. Lodog

    Lodog ¿

    He will never speak to me yesterday, todoy, or tomorrow....in fact he will never speak to me...unless it's in ibonics. That might be funny. :)
     
  13. crummyrummy

    crummyrummy Brew Your Own Beer Lifetime Supporter

    Tori is so the most feeling artist in my collection. BUT I am feeling MOrrisey at the moment, and have little to none. I am not ashamed to resort to tori. she is awesome.
     
  14. makno

    makno Senior Member

    forget whats happening or not happening on the narrow spectrum {i could start cryin bout that myself }....bro , if ya tries , ya can feel it ....love is everywhere ! great things are about to commence ..........im needin ta die from bein worn down ...but , im wantin ta see the beginnings of a bright tommorrow ....kids livin in a cooperative non athouritarian organic human society ...not based on money power jelosy n revenge ....like ours ....so suffer along with the rest of us ......just a bit longer !!
     
  15. crummyrummy

    crummyrummy Brew Your Own Beer Lifetime Supporter

    makno, thank you.
     
  16. and you dont thank me? heh.. i dont expect it. but i was just joking about tori...

    damn, you'll be okay crummy :) i swear
     
  17. makno

    makno Senior Member

    if you live long enough youll curse me for encouraging you now ,,,,ands thats always fun too !!
     
  18. crummyrummy

    crummyrummy Brew Your Own Beer Lifetime Supporter

    I thanked Makno because I have always showed him nothing but animosity and he still wished me well. Trish... we have issues. But thank you too.
     

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