It's not, and it won't. Sorry. And yet, in another sense, it is...stalk is absolutely correct. It's ALWAYS happening, and it's up to you to join the party. The kingdom of God is within you. The party is always going on, and waiting for you to show. Don't disappoint us. Come join the party.
he left me. ive picked up the peices and kept on going, learning to stand on my own two feet. just as i start to get my balance, life kicks me down again. please, i want to learn from this, but i dont know what the lesson is, what am i been tested in?
oooooo..good question. you carve a new pathway. I'm getting on a plane tomorrow, and I have absolutely no idea what's going to happen... it's up to you and how you move your energy; intentions//accidents.
:] as of right now I have no definite plans as far as where to stay, where specifically to go. just lettin' it happen. probably something I need to embrace.
It's amazing the way things work out when you travel, at least for me. Yeah I've some ideas, like little pin-points along a vast spectrum. I also have many goals that I wish to accomplish, but trying to envision them is blasphemous and blows my mind. I know I always say this, and Arlandis gave me a hard time about it (haha fucking viking) but I always just let it flow and ride the waves and take it easy. No worries...
I did that for a while when I was 20 - near Columbia. That's where I had the first great pivotal psychic/spiritual experience of my life. I hope you'll have some of those too, while you're there.