you for all of the above maybe? my own life's been a long strainge trip too. just not that public. i'm more interested in the tecnical end of things then being at their focus. kind of wish i could have become a sound man, and or synthasist. and there are certainly times, things i've seen, when i wished i could have had the authority of a cop. (AND the 'backup'!) but as for who or whome's. i really don't know, other then in the eyes of their own beholders. i think all of us who are too honest with ourselves to take what ever assumptions appear to dominate the ambient culture as givens, to that extent qualify. =^^= .../\...