I'm not too happy. I did not get to go get trashed last night. I got exam week comming up. School is ending in 3 days... The most dull vacations, which bring out all of my bad habits in me are commencing... I won't get to see the girli'm going out with for at least a week because she also has exams... Well, at least i'm not sad... life's alright.... i'll just go to a restaurant today or something to "have fun".
Lately for some reason, life has me witnesing some it's rather depressing sides. And all of a sudden everyone keeps on telling me how they are very down about the bad thing's that they have experienced. Just wanting to let it out, but why to me, And why so many people who are'nt even connected I do not know... I feel like im missing something, because I don't know what to do... as far as takeing some form of action is concerned, because apparently these things seem to get suppressed... and that is truely cruel. Im trying to be happy and spread it around though at least, except for my recent vent here on a previuos post(or 3). Damnit, how come I didn't recognize this sooner? --These are the types of thing's that in the end turn into my strongest known sources yet of motivation. Of course, it's still rather wearing...
hmm i have given this some thought... and i cant really say im happy... i wish i was... but some things are goin on and... well.. as soon as they all pass ill be happy.. plus its so dreary out... its not helpin with my happiness...
I'm happy .. as always, is just a natural state for me, a part of me. I believe Happiness is something that is inside of us, and doesn't depends on anything or anyone, the exterior can only make it grow, but it needs to be inside you first. That's why I always say you need to be Happy on your own, with who you are, not what you have. Of course there are moments in life when I feel sad, angry, lonely, empty... but this doesn't mean I'm unhappy. I'm happy even over those emotions. "Happiness is like peeing your pants, everyone else can see it but only you can feel its warmth"
hmm... well ya got a point... excluding all the crap goin on.. i guess on the inside im happy... yeah i am. but... its hard to see that happiness when bad stuff happens
Am I happy now? Well, I'm not doing too bad, other than the fact I dragged myself outta bed now, and I'll be at work in less than an hour.
What a happy thread! In answer to your question - Yep, i am as well. In a good place. Life is swell right now... *smile*