when u hit rock bottom..

well i started shootin up so.... was once at first .. next week a couple times,, then did it everynight for the 3rd week,, now its on and off. mostly blues and opana10s and dillys.. not much of a H fan still although have tried that too.. strayin off the righteous path but guess u gotta get at the worst to realize how good u had it

 

That's not the best theory broseph. Hope things work out for you though, I'm pulling for you and everyone else who are thinking about/trying to get clean.

 

That's total bull.

You and your body have a natural equilibrium. If you lose your house, that shows you how good you had it. If you destroy your brain, that doesn't show you how good you had it, that shows you how bad you will willingly make it.

It wasn't good before, it's bad now.

 

been there..feel your pain

 

Wow! Thank you EggoKiller! I didn't even notice this post until today. I've been away for the past 3 weeks, I've fallen in love with a boy and have done nothing but behave like a giggling school girl It did take very much for me, it was, astonishing how different I felt after the words came out, how much like "me" I felt, at 25 years old, its amazing how much we can change with time. The boy I am with right now, has never used opiates, and has helped me tremendously to see my mistakes, the incorrect patterns in my thinking and behavior, the triggers for my self destructive actions, and is very gentle and patient with me as I try and change. I am still on Suboxone, and he knows this, and he does not want me to stop taking it until I really feel like I am ready. So for now I am just hanging on, many things are changing for me and I am in a pretty stressful situation right now, with dramatic impact coming my way very soon, but I am very lucky to have found love and I am doing my best to stay optimistic and refrain from giving into my relapse desires when life becomes overwhelming. I hope you are feeling well and this post finds you in good health and happiness!!

 

I feel for you brother. Been their, done that. Be careful man what do you have to lose to hit rock bottom? You sound close to me, theirs help out their but you got to make your mind up that your ready. No one can force you to be ready, were all ready when were ready. Dont wait to long and become a statistic and dead. You ever need a friend to listen to you ill never judge you.

 

Ha, you're welcome Magic Rocks, and congrats on the new boyfriend, sounds like he's a good dude.