I am doing good on my own. I am trying to better myself I have been listening to the music I want and watch Youtube. I have been dealing with my disorder like a pro. While not everyone likes me I am happy with life. I often wonder were my ex is but not lately. I am trying to get another Youtube channel done. I am losing weight. I have been looking at dating sites. I am good. I have trouble finding the words to say this but I for first time am ok with the divorce. I am ok with thinking of other people. I am ok with being bisexual. I kept that a secret from Andy. I have been talking to another guy on Facebook. I still have a crush on Roger Waters from Pink Floyd. I admit I might have a crush on someone who is not that good of a person which is weird.