when it rains in my mind it is cold in my heart

I don`t want to see you
I want to see you
I don`t want to get attached
I want to get attached
I don`t want to love you
I want to love you
there is no love
there is

please I wish I could I mean
do I seem to
how can I be so alone
when I love you
or maybe it isn`t you
maybe once I say I do
I don`t

because I stop seeing
because you change when I do
and I let myself think it has stopped
but you are free in the meanwhile
we are all free in the meanwhile
and I`m thinking it`s all going to be
so wonderful it could
if there weren`t I wish I didn`t think
or there were no connection

am I clinging?
am I weak?
am I blind?
am I real?
am I what you think
what you think
you think
I am?

please I don`t want to lose sight of you
please I want to lose sight of you
you change my life
change my life
and it shows
and shows
and it rains
and rains
and in my mind my heart is cold.