when did you first know?

Long, long before I knew about homosexuality and gay sex, I knew, from almost Day One, I was attracted to males, and males ONLY (especially their rumps!)

As I grew older, and was nearing my teens, I was getting more and more aroused by men in tv shows, commercials, magazine ads, and movies (believe me, I had my favorites!)

Again, I had NO idea of what "gay" was, let alone sex; oddly enough, I remember being only about 5, and being mesmerized by a photo on my older brother's body-building magazine, which showed this big African-American weight-lifter, wearing TIGHT white trunks, facing away from the camera, and shopwing off that big, round butt!

Dang, I can't believe I still remember that!

Anyway, I was NEVER attracted to females in any way, so, I guess, it's obvious that I was always 100% into males only......

 

when I look back around I was aware if looking at both guys and girls.... I've always been bisexual.

In the end I lost my virginity with a girl at 18, and with a guy at 19. I answered an ad in an underground newspaper - no memory of what it said, except it was a black guy - and I got picked from whatever replies he got. Spent the weekend with him at his flat in London....west African origin w a bit cut cock. Lost my anal virginity with him.

And since.....both sexes but as I got older I am definitely more on the gay end of the bisexual scale and proud to call myself pansexual.

Simon

 

I've always been attracted to females but having an artistic bent I've always recognized the physical beauty capable in men. Going down that road the serial aspect follows, though I'm far more particular about men than I am with women, and that mostly concerns their personalities than physical attributes. I find women more willing to take the mask off, if you will.

 

For me there is an attraction and an admiration for the penis, and how beautiful it can be, flaccid or erect.

 

I read a book about sex in the public library as a HS senior, say 18. I never really had imagined anything with men before reading that.
I then went to an adult bookstore that year, browsed the bi section, looking for two women and a man, was dumbstruck by a cover of a man and a woman both sucking another man! I had to have that video! Watching it, I knew there was something to this I just couldn't deny? All three were kind and gentle and sensual with each other, made it a great first video to experience!
The interest in guys, in only a sexual way, was confusing? I didn't want to date, make out, have a boyfriend, only interested in sexual pleasure. There was never any doubt that my romantic attraction was only for women, and I loved, appreciated, and desired most all kinds of female body shapes. I initially thought it had to be a binary, that you either liked women or you liked men, and liking both didn't exist as an option, for men anyways, just for women.
It waa ironically a relief to learn about bisexuality. Ironic, as I felt 'relieved' I wasn't gay. I know, I know, but it was 30 plus years ago, I was young & naive to think that way. But the higher stigma to gay men, and the death sentence at the time of HIV/AIDS was also a big fear. Plus socially, culturally, it just wasnt me?
I figured being bi, I could have a wife that I wanted to have sex with, have kids, and either suppress the bi interests with reading or watching porn, or maybe find a woman who accepted it. None of that exactly happened.
I still wondered if women can blatantly or subconsciously detect my slight bi interests, and that meant a lackluster dating life?
Now at this stage of life, I meet & befriend women who are accepting, even turned on by it, and kicking my younger self for not being out there taking risks & finding them when younger!
I maybe only had one physical and mental bi crush, amon a guy who almost became my roommate, but sadly didn't. He did make stripping on the side, brought women to his dorm room left and right. If we had roomed that second year, oh how my life could've changed and had mfm and maybe mmf's with him?!
As looking back, I now realize he had to have been somewhat bi, at least.

 

me too, love to see them

 

The penis is a work of art. Hard or soft, it's beautiful. Especially fond of intact ones.

 

I always had a crush on one of the girls at school. Even today I remember her fondly. But it was in my early teens 13/14 when I started masturbating with my friend, which ultimately led to us jerking each other off in bed once a week during the school holidays that I came to the conclusion that if I couldn't have a girl a boy would do just as well.

 

During adolescence I was sexually attracted to girls, but never acted on it in an effective manner. Too shy. Would only masturbate and fanaticize.

Fortunately, a man broke my sexuality drought by seducing me when I was either 21 or 22. It was my seventh squirt of semen into his willing mouth that convinced me I was pan sexual (for some reason I counted the squirts during that "seminal" moment of my life).

I've been unapologetically pan sexual ever since.

 

Love semen squirting into my mouth!

 

It reminds me of the tootsie roll pop commercial with the owl, counting the licks!
How many squirts does it take to get to the answer of your sexuality? A one, a two, a three ..

I'm amazed you were able to focus to count!
Congrats on an early realization!

 

I remember so many details from that, my first sexual encounter with another adult. A big part of it was my inner conflict. Here I was, a typical conditioned young American man, with no prior thoughts of getting it on with another man, starting to get aroused by this guy massaging me after he noticed I was limping while doing some farm chores with him at sundown.

I ended up naked face down on his couch, with his hands working my glutes, his reassuring statements of "Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything you're not comfortable with". I felt very strong stirrings when his hands worked my thighs, and the inner conflict continued until I finally raised my pelvis just to let my growing erection assume a more comfortable position. At that point, he explained to me that he could help me with that erection. I just gave in to the good feelings and thought, "Go for it".

Soon I ended up on top of him on that couch, with his hands and mouth working pure magic on me. It was a long but steady build-up, at one point suddenly interrupted by the headlights of a neighbor woman's car shining right on me through the thin curtains of his living room window. I instinctively dropped down on top of him to avoid striking such an obvious silhouette for the neighbor to see through the curtains. As soon as she parked her car in the nearby parking area and shut her headlights off, my seducer said, "Don't worry about her, she's totally wrapped up in her own life and does not give me the time of day." He coaxed and guided me back to the superior upright position, and I resumed thrusting my hips toward his awaiting hands and mouth.

All this time, I had an inner conversation going on. The excitement level was so high. I felt the orgasm approaching, and then really cut loose. I counted each spurt of semen entering his mouth synchronized with each thrust, all the way up to seven, at which point the poor guy finally choked on the sheer volume of semen. He was such a kind man, even apologizing for interrupting my thrusts with his coughing spell.

There were no drugs involved, but I never felt so high in my entire life.

 

When I was growing up in a very rural area of Minnesota most of my friends were a little older and more schooled in sex. I remember sneaking into my brothers room and watching him Jack off, For me it was really neat to see him moan and groan until his cock spit out a stream of white juice. That intrigued me to the point I was curious about it so I asked one of my buddies if he knew what it was all about. But not before I 1st experienced my own Jack off session. I got to the point of jacking every day until one day I was able to produce a little cum. Buy now my buddies and I were doing group jacking and cumming. One day found myself and my closet friend alone in our fort in the woods, He had stolen one of his daddies hustler magazines so here we are looking at the pictures and seeing woman sucking on cocks. I looked at him and he at me and decided to try it, I guess he was the adventures one so he kneeled down and put my dick into his mouth and it felt amazing. He worked my cock like he done it before. Right before I came he pulled off and said wow that’s amazing. I said let me try, I slid his dick between my lips and I was hooked for life.

I was 14 yrs old then I am now 60 and remember like it happened yesterday. It would be another year before we were swallowing each other’s cum. When I started dating girls and had sex they were all amazed that I would continue to eat their pussies after I cummed. That made me a rock star in their world and I never had a problem getting women or men. Been fucking woman and sucking cock for over 45 yrs and love every minute of it. To this day if I had to choose cock or pussy I would most likely chose cock to play with.

 

Around the age of 9. As boys we showed each other our dicks and compared. We had jack off sessions that did not lead to climax. We dared eddie to suck pat's dick and he did, in the driveway! (no cum). Another friend and I would stick things in our ass just for fun. I had always had a thing for guys, dicks and anal stimulation. First sexual experience with a girl was 11, we were having a 5 way- 3 boys and two girls. first full on cum experience with a guy was when I was 13, he was about 32. We just jacked each other off.

 

I was in my 30’s when I started to develop a fascination with mens cocks. Being married to a woman and with kids, and a background that consistently told me it was wrong I pushed it deep and didn’t let it surface. As I aged it never went away and it turned to a desire, something I wanted to act on. Finally in my mid 40’s I let a guy give me a blow job while I held his large cock. I felt so guilty after, I forced myself to stuff those desires again. Finally in my mid 50’s my wife going through menopause and loosing all interest in sex and discussing it with her to no avail I decided it was time to venture out and explore my apparent bisexuality. At this point I don't know how to go back. The box has been opened. I find that if I go a month without any sexual contact that the desire gets so strong I can’t ignore it and I’m almost constantly thinking about how and where to find a likeminded friend.

 

All true as I remember it.

Must of been 1985/6my wife and went back to Michigan for leave. I was in the army. Friends of my wife's and now mine got together to catch up. As day turned to dusk, Matt asked me if I wanted to go to a strip club and of course I said yes! After all, I was on leave! The girls said they were going out to dinner and then back home.

The strip club was busy, we were getting hornier and drunker. Closing time came and it was winter in Michigan, so I called my wife to let her know Matt was too drunk to drive and the roads were in no condition to be driving on. She told me to stay and she'll come get me in the morning.

Matt and Cynthia's home was in the boonies complete with wood burning stoves to heat the house and Matt set me up on the sofa with pillows and blankets, then went to bed. About 10 minutes after I crawled under the covers, Cyn came out and said it was too cold to sleep on the couch and asked if I would I like to join them in their bedroom which was much warmer. Definitely MUCH warmer.

Now we were in our mid 20s, he and I horny as hell, pretty trashed and it was a no brainer. I was hoping something would happen, but Cyn and Sue, were best friends so I really didn't think anything would happen, but it was in the back of my mind. I was in underwear and Tee, so was Matt; Cyn was wearing a warm sexy pair of pajamas, no bra that I could tell when she got in bed between Matt and I.

Little details for you to imagine: Cyn was short. Maaaybe 5'2/3, 100/110lbs, brunette with an awesome smile and flirty attitude. She had had 2 children and her boobs were pretty small and dropped a bit, some stretch marks (as I soon discovered). Matt was about 5'10/11, in decent shape, normal for a married small town guy and I was in the best shape of my life, having gone through boot camp and almost daily PT. I'm 6'2, blond, blue eyes and I thought, easy on the eyes. Guess I was!

Matt and Cyn were spooning and "canoodling" while I tried to lay with my back to them so as to not poke her in the butt with my cock, which seemed to be constantly hard from strippers and booze.

Must have been 10-15 minutes later Cyn rolled on to her other side and was pressed up against my back. She wanted to know if I'd like to get nekkid with them but that my wife could never, EVER, know. NEVER ever! Took me all of 5 seconds to shed my clothes as they did to and it was GAME ON!

Details from this point get kind of fuzzy as to the order they happened. I know Cyn started by giving me head and oh GOD! I knew my wife was good but Cyn could teach her a thing or two! First time a woman swallowed me to the balls and while not the longest, I'm pretty thick. You'll see. Matt was fucking her doggy, smiling at me and the 3 of us were moving every which way. I swear I would have needed a compass to know which direction we started. At one point Cyn and I were in a 69, her on top, when I felt another set of lips on my cock. OMG!! Unless Santa made an early delivery Matt was sucking and sharing my cock, soon enough my cum. (In those days I shot large loads. Cyn moved off me after hopefully giving her a few O's and she and Matt fucked like to bunnies. I was quickly recovering but we took a breather for a drink and weed (I didn't partake of the weed. 1, I didn't need it and 2, I was in the army.

Short pause to refresh and back to it! I remember at one point fucking Cyn doggy and DAMN but she made me feel like a fucking machine she was shaking, squirting; I could barely hang on! I remember Matt and Cyn both saying not to cum in her as she wasn't on the pill, but I KNOW I came at least once in her pussy. I seem to remember Matt giving her a facial...so hot! I've loved giving and getting them ever since. I recall sucking Matt's cock along with Cyn. When it appeared in front of my face, I remember thinking "why not"? So nasty, erotic and taboo! Cyn really got off on watching us suck each other. I remember another time sucking Matt's cock while Cyn sucked his cock. He warned me he was going to cum and I remember not stopping till he filled my mouth and I swallowed it. So horny and hot! I still enjoy a good load of cum or a facial, love having it sprayed on my cock, balls and ass too, but that all "came" later!

Definitely something I wanted to do again. The 3 of us were able to sneak away a couple more times while I was home. I remember driving with them to a country bar with Cyn giving us both head and sharing my cum with Matt. Good, no Great, memories!

Wish I could say it continued every time we went home but a couple of years later they split up and she married a great guy but I was never invited to join, though Cyn and I did do some grab passing and she gave me a quick hand job another time, swallowed my cum too!

Sue doesn't know about us and both Matt and Cyn have passed on. Sue and did finally have a bimmf 3some with a great friend when we were stationed at Fort Hood, but that can wait for another day.

All true and I really enjoyed reliving it by writing it down for memories sake, if nothing else I hope you enjoyed reading it.

 

Since my earliest experience of sexual attraction; I've always been Bisexual.

 

When I was in my teens, getting involved with older friends as we explored our sexuality. When I 1st tasted my 1st cock i was hooked. We would jack off to hustler magazine, suck each other when 1 day my buddy invited an older friend over and I I stood before him naked sporting a cock of a 16 yr old which was bigger than most for my age, he turned me around, spread my ass cheeks, and said you have a great looking tight ass boy. He had me touch him and suck him, before laying me on my belly and with some lube that he brought lubed up the crack oof my ass and his cock and pushed together my legs for a tight fit. the head of his cock was hitting my balls and the head of his cock teased my ass hole. At the same time my friend was laying down in front of me as I took his cock deep into my throat. I ticked his cock until he cummed and about the same time I felt a gush of cum splashing against my ass and balls.

It would be another 1 1/2 yrs before he would finally penetrate me, we played a lot before that but this day I was determined to feel what it felt like. It was at that moment I knew ii was bI.