When did this become tolerable?

What about reality?

Life isn't suppose to feel good all the time, pain and discomfort are part of the package.


If someone does something deserving of a verbal attack, I say give it. Its a real repercussion.


"Because you don't like" it is a feeble attempt to avoid reality.

 

THE AGE OF ABSURDITY AFFORDS PEOPLE THE RIGHT TO PERCIEVE THEMSELVES AS INDIVIDUALS. AS INDIVIDUALS, THE AGE OF ABSURDITY MAKES EACH EQUAL TO EVERY OTHER. IF EVERYONE IS EQUAL, EVERY ONE MUST HAVE THE SAME WORTH. THE PERCIEVED SELF-WORTH OF AN INDIVIDUAL IS INFINITE, THUS THE CONSEQUENT WORTH OF ANOTHER IS INFINITE.

 

Ill shit in you

 

maybe it's not supposed to be about only joy, but most people strive to reduce the pain and discomfort they feel. So do you. Are you on the streets? living in the wilderness? Doubtful... you're probably in a fairly nice home with a decent computer in front of you. If you want to be rude and hurt people, try hurting yourself first. If you want people to stop avoiding pain and discomfort, be the first to do it, don't just bitch about it.

There are situations where you simply cannot verbally attack another person. If I said what was truly on my mind to every customer I dealt with, I'd be without a job right now.

"because I want to" is a feeble excuse to hurt others

 

So individualism is based on percieved delusions?

 

I dont want people to avoid hurt and discomfort!

I want them to face it.


And what does where I live have to do with what I was saying?


and

the job situation is completely understandable. You have to mold how you act to keep your job and bring home the wages.

 

I dont WANT to be rude

only if its necessary

its not like its a goal of mine that I take pleasure in

and, I have experienced both pain and discomfort from others and by my own hand. I thought I stressed enough in this thread how I'm guilty of what I critisize.

 

In a sense, yes.

Delusions allowed by our fucked up way of looking at things.

You wouldn't have a problem, I wouldn't be typing this, if people were valued by others instead of themselves.

Infinite worth of the self is the ultimate delusion.

 

So, I gather there is a larger "problem" at hand that stems from my complaint



What I really want
What I want to see from others and from myself

is the raw truth.

But, how come I know theres a problem with existing in such a state?


Theres this slanted truth I don't want to be apart of, yet I play right into it. Politeness and social civility for convenience sake are part of the problem.

 

yep.

How come I feel like a lunatic saying so?

Sure you're ready for that? The only reason I ask is because of this ...

You've made it completely evident that you aren't ready for it. You want the truth? You can't handle the truth!

Not your fault! Blame the public education system. Or B.S.S., they're one in the same thing.

No better place to begin than right here! Like the alcoholic, you only have a problem when you can admit it.

 

I started looking for the truth
But I began to feel an all too familiar feeling of insanity. How funny is that! Becaue I challenged and try to defamiliarize myself with what I believe to be the truth, I felt as though I was crazy.

Its part of the process though, dark times are necessary to reach a level of enlightenment, right?

 

Now



We've got a hockey game to watch.

 

Just a quick reply, as you mentioned, tis almost game time and I've got to get to the bar.

Are dark times are necessary? Maybe they are, I wouldn't know.

I'm one of the least enlightened persons that you interact with.


Fucking Steener, Big E, Domi, and Antropuff are all out with injuries!!! Fucking hell. Watch Pohl. I hear he can skate, and he'll be playing hard for the buds tonight.

 

I wasn't claiming to be enlightened, I am try to achieve that though and I'm beginning to think that, yes, dark times are necessary (for me that is, not for all)

I only say this because you are challenging and exploring aspects of yourself that have either been closed off or existed in a false manner. This can be harsh, its exploring the unknown, smashing what has always been or been for sometime and attempting to assemble the self. In a sense, its starting from scratch; defamiliarization can be a frightful prospect. When you lose self-reliance and the familiar, wouldnt that place you in dark times?

I'm still unsure myself.









And I watched a bit of Saturdays game

all I have to say is I'm not impressed and I best be tonight.

 

To comment on my own statement


I was fucking impressed! and entertained.



Where did Wellwood come from?! I havent paid much attention to him and tonight BAM, he totally caught my eye. although, he would have been difficult to miss.

 

What a fucking first period, eh?

Holy hell Welly played fan-fucking-tastic. That kid has HANDS!

 

The whole game had me all spastic, esp. first period.


Although, it is a little inexcusable that eddie allowed 6 in.

Where did you go to watch it?

 

I've got me a St. Louis' right around the corner. Pretty small place so it always gets crowded on game night.




If the boys are going to score 9 a night, I couldn't care less how many Eddie lets in.

You have no idea how pissed I was at the refs in the first. It was an emotional game for me. I was all over the fucking map.

 

I think every leaf fan watching the game tonight was pissed with the refs during first


How the hell did they allow for that?!

I'm puzzled but oh well. We fucking cleaned up pretty nicely now didnt we!

 

Lets wait a few games and see.

Isles SUCK ASS. If they hadn't won that one ....