You can get a custom avatar when you are a site supporter. I am too broke to donate, for myself, but I woke up the other day and was magically a supporter. Apparently, someone had made a donation in my name. I just went on google and found a pic of xanax that was less than 100x100 and put it as my avatar.
haha it was crazy. I thought the administration fukt up somewhere and I was waiting for them to fix their mistake, but I was informed that someone wanted me to be a supporter and they just felt like making a donation in my name. It was a nice surprise. i was feeling kinda guilty, because skip once told me that I was one of biggest bandwidth wasters on the site. haha So now I don't feel so bad.
Actually unlike one person said earler in this post I am pretty dam happy to see alot of people know the fucking no no mix combos when it comes to taking Benzo's. Pretty much Benzos should never ever be mixed with any other downers like Opiates,Sedatives,Alchool etc The fucking worst combo being opiates and Benzos buy far this is the most lethal combo of any drugs out there. The benzos already make your breathing shallow and when mixed with opiates for some reason the benzos make the opiates a hell of alot stronger and opiates really slow down your breathing so in return the combo suppresses your breathing that much more.Sure its hard to die on just a straight dose of Benzos but whats not hard to die from is going threw benzo withdrawl. Benzo's and alchool are the only 2 drugs you can die from going threw the withdrawl. I have never been physically addicted to benzos but from what I have seen over the years and from what I have heard the DT's and coming off the shit are 1000 times worse then the worst Herion addiction out there. You have to be real careful a person coming off benzos can have a seizure,heart attack or stroke.For me personally Benzos have never been my cup of tea and I like downers alot.The same shit usally happens almost every time I would eat them. Becasue the line is so dam thin from feeling fucked up and nice to blacking out I would 9/10 end up blacking out on them, Even if I did not black out I did not really like the high at all.It made me go to sleep and sleep for so dam long and the next day I was so out of it usally and felt like utter shit.Every time I endeed blacking out on Benzos I would do stupid ass shit and I would come out of the black out and shit like this would happen eather I would be in some strange place and had no idea how I got there, in the middle of a fist fight, orone of my friends or girlfriend would be telling me how much of a ass I made out of myself last night. Nothing good can happen from blacking out nothing !!! I am just so dam lucky I never did nothing real real stupid in the blackouts that I could of got serious prison time from or worse yet not wake up at all from the black out !!!!!! Granted I use to mix Benzos with Booze alot which was stupid as all hell. Another no no there 99% of the time if you even take only a few benzos and drink you will black out. I mean a few benzos hear and there are not bad like for a coke or LSD crash or to chill out one night but ounce you start taking a big dose of that shit or mixing it with other drugs only bad things can happen and usally do. Hears another thing I forgot go take a look at some one who has abused benzos real bad or his addicted to them it burns people out so dam bad I mean it makes the perosn like a robot almost like a shell of there former self all there personality and charisma is just gone. Benzos burn down brain cells like a looter in a fucking riot. I see so many dam people at my methadone clnic who are hooked on them and its such a sad sad sight to see they are just out of it and gone it takes them like week to saw one sentence. They are all sloppy and shit. I have just never seen a drug that burns out somoeone like Benzos do. I have heard alot of Drug counsolers say the same shit also.The bottom line with all drugs you take is just be careful and do the shit in moderation. PEACE
as far as i know drinking and xanax just makes u black out, yea u could do stupid shit, but if u have dumb friends or people around you that let you go fuck off by yourself or with people equally as fucked up something bad probly will happen. i got eighty green bars and did them all in 2 days, drank a 5th of 100 proof soco and 3 bottles of (cheap ) champagne and dont remember anything for 5 days..... I wouldnt call it a good experience tho ive read alot of shit about this and to me it seems like if your just doing xanax, maybe a lil drinking too your all good. ive never mixed benzo's with opiates before so i couldnt be any help there, just stick with people that ARENT going to do xanax with you so youve got someone to keep your ass in line, its hard to walk, talk, pretty much anything is hard when your on it, to me thats like 5-6 bars, but to someone new to this shit, one bar will probly have you fucked up, space station style
the green bars arent bad, they are easier to find now than regular white ones. But I could drink and eat xanax, as long as Im drinking beer. I wouldnt eat xanax and drink hard liquor or scotch or whiskey. that combo will make you black out for sure.
Xanax is horrible, I hate it. Every single time I have done it, I either passed out 20 minutes later, or thought I passed out only to do some of the most retarded shit a human being could do in the course of a night. My tolerance to opiates is fucking outrageous (currently on 270mg of Oxycodone, and not even feeling THAT good), but with Xanax I could take one 2mg bar and be stumbling. 4mg and it's lights out for u4ia.
haha ur sig is funny. But really, I only enjoy trance and techno and all that type of music when Im rolling. Thats all I wanna hear. But when Im not rolling for some reason I dont find it enjoyable at all.. xanax is quite fun for me occasionally. Maybe every week or two I like 2 drink a few beers and pop a bar or two. But I always stay home when Im on xanax and drinking. Fuck that. I either stay at my house or my cousins where we have a little party. But I dont drive, or go out because I dont wanna black out and wake up in jail. If I black out at my cousins house or my house, Im straight because I know Im safe there, but Im not tryna black out on the street and do a bunch of stupid shit.
Yeah, unfortunately the is the general consensus when it comes to electronic music...everyone I know started out listening to it after rolling. I am just a rare breed who enjoyed it before taking MDMA, and afterward it just made me realize the true beauty that is trance. =) I think you just need to hear GOOD trance.
Try anything by Aly & Fila, Daniel Kandi, Above & Beyond, Kyau & Albert, or Oceanlab....for starters. http://www.myspace.com/alyfila http://www.myspace.com/danielkandi http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=379258799 http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=38171534 http://www.myspace.com/kyauandalbert
Haha, yeah, it's all personal opinion. I never could get much into psytrance, although I will say that Infected Mushroom was still one of the best live acts that I have seen to this day.
I knew you were going to say that, no offense. Everybody I know that is into psytrance can't stand IM, but I know where you are coming from because I can't stand commercial trance DJ's who have sold out, like Paul Oakenfold (puke) I just don't really get into it, but they put on a hell of a live show for a group that I don't even enjoy the genre of. Lot's of energy, live show with live vocals, and live instruments. Rare sight to see.