What's Happening?

Back at work but still not feeling great. Hope today is a low-stress day.

Yesterday was awful but fun. Never got dressed; never got off the couch. Binged Hulu: finished The Real O'Neals (why was this show only two seasons?) and started the Goldbergs. It's cute, but the verdict is still out. I'm noticing a pattern with these modern sitcoms like Fresh Off The Boat, The Real O'Neals and The Goldbergs: the moms are all absolutely horrible people.

 

I got a 5 hours of sleep last night.

I have to do better!

I didn't go to bed until 5:00 a.m.

 

Hubby's disability check hit the bank...yes!

Vape supplies ordered.

Cat flea treatments ordered.

Bills paid.

We will go to Walmart in the morning for the cat food, cat litter, and dog food haul.

I want a Coke. I'll get a Coke.

I want Monsters and Cigarettes. I'm not sure about the Monsters...I'm pretty sure I'll wait and get some cigarettes for vacation. Damn...I really want to smoke a cigarette or two...maybe just one pack for now. I'm so freaking undisciplined. I'll buy a carton and let hubby hold them for me.

Sheesh. I'm such a child sometimes.

 

My cat, Dusty, is my current hero.

There was a black bee in the house; a dirt dobber maybe.

It was flying around and it bumped into my arm. I let out a little scream. The bee flew over to the window and fast as lightning Dusty nailed it. I told him not to eat it; to drop it so I could step on it instead of him getting stung. He brought it to me and laid it on the floor in front of my feet.

 

My gf drank 90 beers since Friday. I did the math, I had 20.

 

That's 18 beers a day!!! For five days straight????

That's...not good.

 

If I got 5 hours sleep I'd be bouncing off the walls. full of energy.

 

Rain...

 

If I got five hours sleep, I'd be hating life.

 

I get 5hrs sleep, once a week. before then I'm on 2-3

 

sometimes I want to sleep sleep but dang It I get up little after 7am almost every time. id like to sleep from 1am to 10am just once again. without narcotic assistant.

 

Same here. No matter how late I stay up or if it is a weekend or whatever, doesn't matter: I always wake up around six.

 

9 hrs! I gotta be on the seds and tranqs for that.
That's just body clock awareness. A good sleep to me is on the weekend and it may be 7-10hrs but completely broken like I might wake up 10-15 times with the sheets in a mess and everything. Yarghh I don't sleep very well.

 

sunday alone was a 30pack all by herself.
6pack of sam adams porch rockers I bought, she wasted 2 of them. that shit pisses me off.

 

30 beers in one day is insane. I mean, I suppose if you were going morning till night and you didn't pass out at all, but I can't even fathom that.

I think my "record" was 10 once. I couldn't believe it.

 

Shiiaaaaat. Does she swear like a trooper too?

 

10? I did 24 cans of Woodstock a year ago but I was on MDMA and weed and Cocaine so I never even felt the alcohol.

 

8 is as much as I can do before I start throwing up

I could maybe stretch out 10 over a long day of day drinking but I would probably fall asleep first

 

Jesus...

 

It was a good night.