What's Happening?

Can I please have a part too? I don't care what your story is but it could always do with a querky witch.

 

You're tempting me to watch re-runs all day eating crackers n tuna!

 

My son and his family are returning home from their two week beach/softball vacation today.

Hubby thinks he has a kidney infection. I started him taking the FishSulfa last night.

 

I have to go to Kingston for awhile in a little while here.......While I am there, I am going to the best bagel place for miles...these bagels are huge, freshly made and out of this world! I will pick up some smoked salmon, too, and have a bagel with that and cream cheese later for supper.....Awesome stuff!

 

Cranberry juice for a kidney infection.

 

My sister cut my hair for the first time in about 15 years

 

I love long hair on most guys.

 

We're having a little dinner party here. But we're not really dinner party people. More like the monster mash lol. Anyway Mohammed has made chicken curry and right rice, and we will have Rose. We will be graced by the company of a real life Woman. Mo says I should try it in with her. We'll see.

 

Have fun!

 

Yeah insecurities for sure.

She showed up last night at 3am when I was asleep knocking on my window.

She was wanting to see if I'm still single.

Honestly I don't know what I am lol.

She wanted to lay down and cuddle for 20 minutes then say she won't see me again
... yes right.

 

Did you let her in to cuddle?

 

My uncle passed away.

I don't want to go to the funeral stuff and to see my cousins.

 

I let her in but I just lied in bed.

She is terrified I will meet someone.

I don't know why I let her in.

Next time it will be a no.

 

I think it's the right thing to do.

If you want a wound to heal, stop touching it!

 

my girlfriend I had before meeting my wife did the same thing, came knocking on the window and just wanted to see me, we did the nasty and she spent the night, but I was over it/her.
Next time I saw her she was back into meth and pregnant from some no-fucking-body she met at a bar...
good lord, that was damn near thirty years ago....
fuck I'm getting old.

 

but in current events, left for work at 9AM, got home at 8:45pm
damn I gotta find a new job closer to home..................
got a few hooks in the water, but wont know nothing until later this week

 

Ahh relationships! Sigh :/

Seriously! I dunno what to do. I feel I'm getting the brush off, maybe officially this time. It sucks because we've known each other for awhile now and got pretty close. Maybe they are afraid of more. I dunno! It's so complicated and yet it could be nothing! I guess I need to give space. That was this person's own advice about someone else. It's just so hard! I mean, I don't get it! Silence is my only clue here. I don't like silence. And while the last words I got were fine, I have many unanswered questions since. Ok, not many. I've taken to heart the things people say (people here for instance), so I don't think I have been overly...meh, ok not since the first day (yes yes, anxieties and insecurities with a few people I have) but I wrote very less the next time or two. Like, seriously, nothing unreasonable. I'm just really frustrated and sad because I used to talk to this person every day and they aren't there anymore.

Not sure my point and I could add to this. So many other topics I could discuss, but one thing is enough, for all of us. I don't need to complicate things again. Hehe

*just to be clear, I lump all human interactions into the broad term "relationships". I have made the mistake of assuming all folks take it to mean that and not just romantic relationships. I am talking about a friend.

 

Goddamnit! I thought I was on the last page! That was to Aeri and Art of Jacob posts.

Oh. I was. Just a few added posts. Lol ugh! Yes, one of those days. Ironically good stuff happens in between too, but I think we all end up here in our moods. Lol maybe? Idk

 

Packing is like the most stressful part of trips. That's why I hate them. Except, I guess if I did them more often, packing could get easier. Yea but I have a trip next month and I'm already stressed about packing because x,y,z, could happen or will happen. Ughhh. Yea. But funny Sheldon reference!

 

Well see im not hurt, I think I just wanted to let her in cause... well she is beautiful and I wanted to get laid.

But when she was at my door about to leave I was telling her, the reason I got problems with you is cause you don't believe what i tell you!!

She didn't ask for my new phone number.

Her phone did go off not long after she was here 'is that your phone' yeah fucking right brand new number nobody calling me a fucking 3am, thats yours. She playing dumb.