What solidified your cock addiction

Many yrs ago when I was still in collage, I was in Key West on spring break when I come upon 2 guys who where on a sailing adventure, Even at a young age I was introduced to cock play and always thought it was a harmless game us boys played with in the rural setting of the North woods. I was drinking with these 2 guys w=ho were gay and it was note worthy that they were at the time very forward about their lifestyle. Being young dumb and full of cum played along and ended up back at their boat for a cum filled night. Early the next morning they asked me to accompany them for a summer long trip to explore the Bahamas. I called my family and said I was going to work on a sailing vessel for the summer and not to worry.

As we departed I was all excited and eager to please my new friends, setting sails, working the jib and do my watch, It was however exciting to be controlling the boat with my steady sense of direction.
the actual owner of the boat came topside to check on our progress, naked and enjoying the fact his cock is right at my height of my head checked our heading while rubbing his big sea born cock in my face. Cruising along making 8 knots he smiled and said well done boy as he fed me his swollen dick. He helped trim the boat which gave us another 2 knots Over the next 4 weeks and countless hours on the wide expanses of the ocean I swallowed both their cocks multiple time during our trip and was easily fucked in the ass as much as well. That summer made me love cock and cum so much that its something I crave almost everyday.

 

During my sexual frustrations with my then wife at the time I had finally given in to allowing an obviously gay man give me a blowjob after having turned down numerous other offers. We enter into the woods where he proceeds to give me the most pleasurable blowjob to date and did not hesitate to swallow my load. He gave me his number and I found myself stopping over to his apartment after work a couple times a week for hour long blowjobs, many times feeding him two loads. Then all of a sudden one evening, I asked him if I could suck his cock to see what it's like. I go down and do my thing for about 20 minutes when he begins to erupt as I took his cock from my mouth to watch it spurting all over the place. The sight of his cock shooting cum gave me a lot of satisfaction. Time goes on as I cut things off with him to locate other married men in the same situation for mutual oral. I was seriously enjoying myself sucking and being sucked with other married men to return to my wife and have sex, or have my request shot down in flames. Then I hooked up with a married guy wanting head and to have his load swallowed because his wife refused to do so. I hadn't taken a guy's load in my mouth yet, but the photo of his cock he provided really turned me on and I had been wanting to swallow so I answered his ad and agreed to swallow his load if we could get together as soon as possible. Well, within 30 minutes I was at his home and on my knees sucking his big cock on the living room couch (his wife was at work) and really enjoying the thickness, and length of his sexy cock. He was talking really dirty as I was orally worshiping his cock which really turned me on and after about 40 minutes of sucking his cock, he shouted out he was going to cum so I held 1/2 of his 8" cock in my mouth to feel his cock pulsating and spewing his warm load of cum into my mouth as I swallowed each spurt. When he was finished cumming I sucked and licked his cock clean as I said to him "That cum was delicious for my first". My addiction to cock was just solidified having swallowed my first load of cum. That was the 10th blow job I'd given to date and have swallowed every time since. I love cock and I also love cum!

 

It wasn't an addiction, per say. It was a realization and logical choice, supported by my wife. When I did it the first time, I felt like it was a natural instinct, doing what I would like. I thought it was pretty cool being good at it. The Lust of the experience and others that followed, proved to be a desire to be good at what I was doing The first time my wife was present, while I did it, I gave my best effort and went the extra mile to please them both. As she watched, I stopped sucking his cock for a second and while I was stroking, he said he was going to cum. Suddenly I got blasted by a huge burst of cum. It was too sudden to react and I took it right in the face. Sort of shocked, I quickly engulfed his spurting cock until he finished. As I squeezed out the remaining cum , I licked it and swallowed, as my wife watched like she was in a trance. I asked if I did good and he gave a big thumbs up and she applauded, praising my first effort. That was the turning point, that led me down this path.

 

Sounds like my story

 

The very first time that warm meat hit my tongue....

 

I hope the first time I ever swallow is like the way yours was. Awesome the way you wrote about it! I've only suck a few times without them cumming, also been sucked without cumming.
I was too nervous to completely let go, even though I had come so far to try.
I wonder / worry if I'll get hooked on it like so many others have written? It's been a very long time since those experiences, thinking about the next steps.

 

It has to be something you wish to experience. Yes, it can be addicting but for me its an addiction I really enjoy. A far better addiction than using drugs.

 

I had been bi for a few years, still nervous about people finding out. One particular weekend my girlfriend brought a guy home for a threesome. After the first night he stayed most of the next day.
I accepted it and let most of my nervousness go. It was specifically when my girlfriend stepped out for groceries and came back to find me on my knees sucking his cock like it was medicine.

 

The very first sexual experience was a friend and I masturbating each other a few times, years before first MF sex. That cemented it in my mind.

 

Like @FriendlyCock, my first time seeing cock, touching it, and sucking it was with my best friend, long before my first MF encounter, which didn't happen until I was 27 (!). My God, I LOVED his cock! It had the most beautiful mushroom head. I still to this day go crazy with uncontrolled lust thinking about it. We played for years, including anal. Ironically, it was that same woman breaking up with me 3 years later when I was 30 that started me on my mostly gay path for the rest of my life to date (only 1 additional woman when I was 54-57 years of age) and solidified my cock addiction (and now also ass addiction), with well over 200 cocks to date.

 

While there is a lot to like about a mans cock I think what solidifies it for me is the enthusiasm a man has. If he is hard before you have even touched it, he knows what he is getting and wants it. There is the anticipation of your mouth giving him pleasure and the feeling of your wet lips pushing past his cock head and gliding down his shaft and the suction on the return to the tip. It feels like a wet pussy with suction and he loves it. Everything in that moment is centered around the pleasure his cock is receiving. I like it as much as he does. His precum mixing with my saliva is salty on my tongue and slippery on my lips. His hips telegraph he wants more. His eyes closed as he savors what I do to his cock.
Finally when I feel him tense and his cock head swell I know he is getting what he came for. I want it too. His orgasm brings me pleasure, his cum spurting, oozing and his sensitive swollen head are my reward.
Now I’m going to want that for him too.

 

I was younger and my neighbor at the time was older, helped me explore my sexuality. First time I saw his cock sitting on the couch I got excited. I would stroke him and he would teach me where to focus on, edging, ball fondling (which is key). He never forced me to do anything I didn't want, so mostly I'd stroke him a little but he didn't cum.He showed me edging and precum techniques, he asked if I would taste it, I said sure. As I jacked him he would precum on my hand and I lucked it, I liked it and he asked and I said it's good lol. So needless to say carried on through life loving cock and cum all because of him, and I did from that point forward took his cum either in my mouth or in my ass, and still do. I'm into edging with guys for hours enjoying each other's precum.

 

My regular bud is always super horny and gets laid by his wife almost every morning, when she leaves for work he often times comes over to my place to have me suck his raunchy dirty pussy soaked cock, I love it so much ii crave it, the smell, the taste of his cum, her pussy juices just makes me fucking wild. This morning was not different, he walked in, I was still in bed my wife was all ready gone for the day and he shoved his dirty dick into my mouth and throat fucked me for 20 minutes before relieving himself. Morning cum is the best.

 

As a young man I spent more time trying to play with myself rather than find a girl. I really liked enhancing my orgasms and with the internet becoming so readily available there was no end to the information of how to achieve my goal.
I really enjoyed finding new techniques like prostate play and cum tasting which unbeknownst to me was leading me down a path of a love for cock. One day I was sharing my love for playing with my ass as I cum in my mouth with someone in a chat room and they stated the obvious that just maybe I wanted the “real” thing in both places. I hadn’t even thought of that I hate to admit. That set off a few years of me seriously questioning my sexuality and trying to figure out what it all meant. Looking back I wish I was as comfortable then in my own skin as I am now. I would have had some fun with guys and not let it screw me up.
Now I know what and who I am and I don’t question it. I’m about 90% hetero and 10% of me absolutely loves cocks. I want one in me everywhere possible. I love the smell, the taste and especially seeing one right in front of me.

 

Being able to suck my best friend.

 

I liked your analogy, it's spot on. For years I substituted my lack of sex life with going fishing with my buddies. I didn't think anyone would bring up the subject, among 4 othr friends. They might have been thinking the same thing, but nobody had the balls to say it. Maybe, the topic could come up easier in a 1 on 1 converation . Who knows maybe all of them are thinking the same thing. My past encounters have gone and I wouldn't know where to find another like minded old fogey friend, without any hastles or concerns. The senior center doesn't have much going for it.

 

What solidified it for me was the great feeling of having a dick in my mouth the first time, My lips sliding up and down on it. IT was so grea

 

Nothing feels better than a dick in my mouth.