What opiate are you on right now?

I bet you are. That kind of dose would put me down!

 

lol.....yeah tolerance sucks. Good times, though.

 

Opiates are hard to come by around here, at least in my circles, so when they do come around I get BANG for my buck. Amps on the other hand - I can't walk down the street w/o tripping over a bag of glass.

 

See its the total opposite around here. I can basically get anything that I want. Which is good and bad in different ways.

 

I hear you there. One of the reasons I moved out to the old west was to get away from self-destuctive habits. It worked like a charm. I still do all the same drugs, just more responsibly.

 

Yeah bro - I've realized that when stuff is around its hard to just make that phone call, get some stuff, and chill. Sometimes I wish that nothing was around.....lol

 

I wish for feast and famine simultaneously. It's been months since my last dose of opes. MDMA to. I would pay out the nose for a handfull of rolls. Hey that rymes lol

 

Rail those badboys

 

Just did homie! Feelin real nice right now. Cheers!

 

I finally got into some smoke and I am feelin good. A massage would be killer right now. I'm talkin rubbin your bones, deep tissue, rub down.

 

i wish i could get stuff on demand like that. when its around itll be around for afew days then not for awhile. i moved from NY to the jerz to kinda get away from that stuff tho. kinda like you hunter, but not nearly as far hah. but anyway, i took my last roxi 30 afew mins ago, hope to be feelin nice shortly.

 

Good for you sir. Ya its fuckin rural out here. Plenty of good shit comes up from denver tho.

 

I DID tell him that last week - AND I called him a COUPLE of times during the week, he never called me back and his voicemail says "Go to the ER if this is an emergency." He just doesn't LISTEN to me - he doesn't even stfu long enough for me to talk, he's one of those people that just shuts you down mid-sentence. When I go there today, I'm not going anywhere near the exam room for more useless shots, I'm telling him I need to speak to him in his office.

40 mg oxy.

 

Honestly, I can't imagine leaving NY. I grew up on the Island, moved to the East Village while I was going to college (commuting was out of the question since I was working full time - yeah I know gimme a cookie) and now I'm in Brooklyn Heights and spend most weekends on the Island. It's sucky for me sometimes being this close to Bushwick and not doing dope any more, especially the last week, but overall I love my life here, I can't imagine living permanently anywhere else. I've travelled a lot but I always come home.

And oh yeah - I have a frigging migraine from yesterday. I swear, I will never EVER take that tramadol shit again. I would have been better off on motrin and flexeril. On a positive note (as usual, because I am Little Mary Sunshine) valium helps migraines. I need coffee and a Newport.

*Edit: Aaaah, I just poured myself a cup of my favorite Starbucks Christmas blend (I buy the beans by the assload during December and keep them in the big freezer for use the rest of the year, it's my favorite coffee), chewed up another oxy and valium and washed them down with said HOT coffee, and smoked a Newport 100. I am now officially ready to work, despite the lingering headache. I'm so effing glad I let Manfriend drag me to the hospital yesterday or right now I'd be sitting here freaking out about my appointment this evening and memorizing Oxyrisin's PM from last week all over again (and dude? I actually printed that out last week and took it with me so I could prep myself in the car on the way there - don't EVER say I don't take your advice, you're one of the few peeps on this board I take fully seriously).

 

^^^I am glad you are feeling better Dilly...

 

Thanks Mama, it's nice to feel like a human being again. I feel bad for Manfriend and my kids, I've been a real bitch to live with the last two weeks (especially the last three nights, I was twitching in my sleep, kicking the shit out of Manfriend, lol)

 

yeah you get in there and tell that gorilla of a doc NO MORE FUCKIN AROUND!.
GIMME SOME REAL MEDS YOU USELESS PICE OF SHIT "DOCTOR"

except maybe a little nicer then that.
good luck.

60mg oxy- 40 oral and railin another 20mg right now.

 

Yeah, cause I look all intimidating and shit. All 5 feet of me.

 

80mg oxy, oxy day for me today.

 

Well they can be good for that, I have a a couple of nurses that think there the god dam doctor..
AnywayI hope it goes good for you today..
I just woke up and felling 30mg of morph. and 300mgs of trammy