What opiate are you on right now?

coffee would probly be good with kratom eh?
i know it is with my oxy.
cigarettes too.
i chain smoke and drink a ton of coffee when im buzzin.
all 3 are so good together.

 

Yeah man, I drink coffee all day long, especially when I'm buzzin'. I haven't really eaten anything since Tuesday though, so I'm thinking I should get Manfriend to cook dinner. We have a couple of really nice shell steaks in the fridge; maybe fire up the grill and have them with some grilled asparagus. He used to be a chef, so I don't need to cook.

 

shit eh
thats pretty dope.
you're all set then.

 

Life is good. I'm surprised I'm feeling so well with NO opies at all. I truly wasn't expecting that - I figured I'd feel maybe a little okay but not able to do shit but lie in bed and watch TV. Instead I wrote a 1500 word article, cleaned my closet, fixed my 7 year old's bicycle and got a manicure. And now I can eat dinner and plan for the ambush on the pain doc, lol.

 

just blew another 40mg
damn my tolerance is getting high.
feelin pretty good though, and itchin like a mother fucker.

 

what I mean is here in NYC its 5:30pm and your giddy about doing hundreds of mg's of oxy when your parents leave tonight (if you haven't done so already today?). if you don't think theres something wrong with that and that you're heading towards an incredible amount of pain in the future, then you need a reality check. things are only good in moderation and you're heading straight towards self destruction. and I'm really surprised at alot of people on this board who encourage this stuff, I'm assuming its just because they're so high on drugs they couldnt care less.

Look, i understand the pleasures of opiates and don't like raining on peoples parades but what you have to understand is when you abuse like that there is no more pleasure, nothing cool about it, just a strung out junkie who wasted his life. you're going to try to come back downplaying this post and laughing at me because you're probably so high you dont know right from left, but i can tell you with 100% certainty you will understand what I'm saying at some point in the future, probably sooner rather than later.

 

HAHA, I'm itching like a mo fo too.
Well here it goes. I can't wait any longer..
I'm eating my one and only 1mg Zanax. I hope I don't black out again...

 

Like I said...he meant "don't wind up in an ambulance." I don't want to tinkle on your parade either, but there's no point in doing THAT MUCH MORE. You can only get so high, yannow? Just be safe.

That'll be all.

Wanna come over for some steak and veggies?

 

the FUCK? Don't take it if you think you're gonna black out!
Dammit! Kids these days, I swear...

 

yeah man, ok
i understand what you're saying.
im actually prescribed oxycontin and endocet for back pain.
and i usually stick to the dose that my doc told me to take.
i only do this 2 times max a month.
most of the time only once, and thats when i get my refill.
i never try to get drugs off the street so i can get high.
like i said, i only do this once, maybe twice a month.
i know the trouble that i could get into if i was really abusing my meds alot.
theres even some days that if my backs not bothering me a whole lot, i'll even take less then my regular dose.

i totally understand what you're saying though man,
and i appreciate your concern.
and i never get so fucked up that i don't know left from right haha.

 

haha was that question directed towards me, dilly?
if so, i'd love to.
i'll be there in 10

 

Okay, how many fingers am I holding up?

And yeah it was directed at you, and if you can get here from there in 10 minutes I will give you $100.

 

k bud

 

^^deal.
i'll make it there in 5 if you give me 200$ and supper??

oh, and you were holding up 4 fingers, right?

 

Nope. Just the one.

 

Man, Free dinner. must be nice..

 

is it cool if oxyrisin come with me too dilly?
my jets a two seater man.
i can swing by your place and pick you up if you're down with that?

 

You can come too, but there's only two steaks here.

 

I'm down,
Also I have been flying planes since I was 7 yrs old. I love flying...
I hope I don't black out waiting for ya.
I wonder if I will know if I'm blacked out. Hmmm

 

Okay that's 2 extra for dinner. How do y'all like your steaks - I eat mine bloody.